Ralph had taken
it in; Lennox said that he had a lot of business to do with the acting
manager, and would not return before they went up to prayers. Still Kate
did not lose hope, and on the off chance that he might feel tired after his
journey, and come home earlier than he expected, she endeavoured to prolong
the conversation after supper. By turns she spoke to Mrs. Ede of the
sermons of the day, and to Ralph of the possibilities of enlarging the
shop-front. But when she was forced to hear how the actor was to send them
the new fashions from London, the old lady grew restive, as did Ralph when
the conversation turned on the relative merits of the morning and afternoon
sermon. It was the old story of the goat and the cabbage—each is uneasy in
the other's company; and even before the usual time mother and son agreed
that it would be better to say prayers and get to bed.
Kate would have given anything to see Dick that night, and she lay awake
for hours listening for the sound of the well-known heavy footstep. At last
it came, tramp, tramp, a dull, heavy, noisy flapping through the silence of
the house. She trembled, fearing that he would mistake the door and come
into their room; if he did, she felt she would die of shame. The footsteps
approached nearer, nearer; her husband was snoring loudly, and, casting a
glance at him, she wondered if she should have time to push the bolt to.
But immediately after, Dick stumbled up the stairs into his room, and,
hugging the thought that he was again under her roof, she fell to dreaming
of their meeting in the morning, wondering if it would befall her to meet
him on the stairs or in the shop face to face, or if she would catch sight
of him darting out of the door hurrying to keep an appointment which he had
already missed. Mrs. Ede usually took in the lodger's hot water, it not
being considered quite right for Kate to go into a gentleman's room when he
was in bed. But the next morning Mrs. Ede was out and Ralph was asleep, so
there was nothing for it but to fill the jug.
Dick heard the door open, but didn't trouble to look round, thinking it was
Mrs. Ede, and Kate glided to the washhandstand and put down the jug in the
basin. But the clink of the delf caused him to look round.
'Oh, is that you, Kate?' he said, brushing aside with a wave of his bare
arm his frizzly hair. 'I didn't expect to see so pretty a sight first thing
in the morning. And how have you been?'
'I'm very well, thank you, sir,' Kate replied, retreating.
'Well, I don't see why you should run away like that. What have I done to
offend you? You know,' he said, lowering his voice to a confidential
whisper, 'I didn't write to you about the poetry you sent me (at least, I
suppose it was from you, it had the Hanley post-mark; if it wasn't, I'll
burn it), because I was afraid that your old mother or your husband might
get hold of my letter.'
'I must go away now, sir; your hot water is there,' she said, looking
towards the door, which was ajar.
'But tell me, wasn't it you who sent me the verses? I have them here, and I
brought you a little something—I won't tell you what—in return.'
'I can't talk to you now,' said Kate, casting on him one swift glance of
mingled admiration and love. Although somewhat inclined to corpulence, he
was a fine man, and looked a tower of strength as he lay tossed back on the
pillows, his big arms and thick brown throat bare. A flush rose to her
cheeks when he said that he had brought her a little something; all the
same, it was impossible to stop talking to him now, and hoping to make him
understand her position, raising her voice, she said:
'And what can I get you for breakfast, sir? Would you like an omelette?'
'Oh, I shan't be able to wait for breakfast; I have to be up at our acting
manager's by nine o'clock. What time is it now?'
'I think it's just going the half-hour, sir.'
'Oh, then, I've lots of time yet,' replied Dick, settling himself in a way
that relieved Kate of all apprehension that he was going to spring out
before her on the floor.
'Then shall I get you breakfast, sir?'
'No, thanks, I shan't have time for that; I shall have something to eat up
at Hayes'. But tell me, is there anyone listening?' he said, lowering his
voice again. 'I want to speak to you now particularly, for I'm afraid I
shall be out all day.'
Afraid that her husband might overhear her, Kate made a sign in the
negative, and whispered, 'Tomorrow at breakfast.'
Although the thought that he had a present for her delighted her all day,
Kate was not satisfied; for there had been something pretty, something
coquettish associated in her mind with carrying in his breakfast tray
(doubtless a remembrance of the ribbon-bedecked chambermaids she had read
of in novels), which was absent in the more menial office of taking in his
hot water. Besides, had he not told her that he was going to be out all
day? Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday she had dotted over with little plans;
Thursday and Friday she knew nothing of. Saturday? Well, there was just a
possibility that he might kiss her before going away. She felt irritated
with herself for this thought, but could not rid herself of it; a bitter
sense of voluptuousness burnt at the bottom of her heart, and she railed
against life sullenly. She had missed him on Sunday; Monday had ended as
abruptly as an empty nut, and Hender's questions vexed and wearied her; she
despaired of being able to go to the theatre. Nothing seemed to be going
right. Even the little gold earrings which Dick took out of a velvet case
and wanted to put into her ears only added a bitterer drop to her cup. All
she could do was to hide them away where no one could find them.
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