The first time
that she opened the door for him he was absolutely shy, and when he
heard what she wanted him for he was above measure grateful. The
next time he kissed her! She laughed and ran away without speaking
to him - that was all he got for his pains. But he had held her in
his arms, and he glowed with a suddenly awakened passion.
She, in the meantime, kept out of his way, even
during the day he never saw her unless he sought her. But when he
least expected it she again met him at the door; there was
something which she really MUST say to him. There was a struggle,
but at last she twisted herself away from him and disappeared. He
whispered after her as loud as he dared, "Then I shall go
away!"
But while he was undressing she slipped into his
room.
The next day, before he was quite awake, the postman
brought him the warrant for a post-office order for fifteen
thousand francs. He thought that there must be a mistake in the
name, or else that it was a commission that had been entrusted to
him. No! it was from the French manufacturer whose working expenses
he had reduced so greatly. He permitted himself, he wrote, to send
this as a modest honorarium. He had not been able to do so sooner,
but now hoped that it would not end there. He awaited Rafael's
acknowledgment with great anxiety, as he was not sure of his
address.
Rafael was up and dressed in a trice. He told his
news to every one, ran down to his mother and up again; but he had
not been a moment alone before the superabundance of happiness and
sense of victory frightened him. Now there must be an end of all
this, now he would go home. He had not had the slightest prickings
of conscience, the slightest longings, until now; all at once they
were uncontrollable. SHE stood upon the hilltop, pure and noble. It
became agonising. He must go at once, or it would drive him mad.
This anxiety was made less acute by the sight of his mother's
sincere pleasure. She came up to him when she heard that he had
shut himself into his room. They had a really comfortable talk
together - finally about the state of their finances. They lived in
the pension because they could no longer afford to live in an
hotel. The estate would bring nothing in until the timber once more
became profitable, and her capital was no longer intact -
notwithstanding the prohibition. Now she was ready to let him
arrange about the cement company. On this he went out into the
town, where his court soon gathered round him.
But the large sum of money which was required could
not be raised in a day, so the affair dragged on. He grew
impatient, he must and would go; and finally his mother induced her
cousin, the Government Secretary, to form the company, and they
prepared to leave. They paid farewell visits to some of their
friends, and sent cards and messages of thanks to the rest.
Everything was ready, the very day had come, when Rafael, before he
was up, received a letter from the Dean.
An anonymous letter from Christiania, he wrote, had
drawn his attention to Rafael's manner of life there, and he had in
consequence obtained further information, the result being that he
was, that day, sending his daughter abroad. There was nothing more
in the letter. But Rafael could guess what had passed between
father and daughter.
He dressed himself and rushed down to his mother.
His indignation against the rascally creatures who had ruined his
and Helene's future - "Who could it have been?" - was equalled by
his despair. She was the only one he cared for; all the others
might go to the deuce. He felt angry, too, that the Dean, or any
one else, should have dared to treat him in this way, to dismiss
him like a servant, not to speak to him, not to put him in a
position to speak for himself.
His mother had read the letter calmly, and now she
listened to him calmly, and when he became still more furious she
burst out laughing. It was not their habit to settle their
differences by words; but this time it flashed into his mind that
she had not persuaded him to come here merely on account of the
cement, but in order to separate him from Helene, and this he said
to her.
"Yes," he added, "now it will be just the same with
me as it was with my father, and it will be your fault this time as
well." With this he went out.
Fru Kaas left Christiania shortly afterwards, and he
left the same evening - for France.
From France he wrote the most pressing letter to the
Dean, begging him to allow Helene to return home, so that they
could be married at once.
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