They were more than disappointed - the
word is too weak; to many of them it seemed simply deplorable. How
on earth could it have happened? Every one, herself excepted, knew
that it would ruin her life.
On Kristen Ravn's independent position, her strong
character, her rare courage, on her knowledge, gifts, and energy,
many, especially women, had built up a future for the cause of
Woman. Had she not already written fearlessly for it? Her tendency
towards eccentricity and paradox would soon have worn off, they
thought, as the struggle carried her forward, and at last she might
have become one of the first champions of the cause. All that was
noblest and best in Kristen must predominate in the end.
And now the few who seek to explain life's
perplexities rather than to condemn them discovered - Some of them,
that the defiant tone of her writings and her love of opposition
bespoke a degree of vanity sufficient to have led her into fallacy.
Others maintained that hers was essentially a romantic nature which
might cause her to form a false estimate both of her own powers and
of the circumstances of life. Others, again, had heard something of
how this husband and wife lived, one in each wing of the house,
with different staffs of servants, and with separate incomes; that
she had furnished her side in her own way, at her own expense, and
had apparently conceived the idea of a new kind of married life.
Some people declared that the great lime-trees near the mansion at
Hellebergene were alone responsible for the marriage. They soughed
so wondrously in the summer evenings, and the sea beneath their
branches told such enthralling stories. Those grand old woods, the
like of which were hardly to be found in impoverished Norway, were
far dearer to her than was her husband. Her imagination had been
taken captive by the trees, and thus Harald Kaas had taken HER. The
estate, the climate, the exclusive possession of her part of the
house: this was the bait which she had chosen. Harald Kaas was only
a kind of Puck who had to be taken along with it. But it is
doubtful whether this conjecture was any nearer the truth. No one
ever really knew. She was not one of those whom it is easy to
catechise.
Every one wearies at last of trying to solve even
the most interesting of enigmas. No one could tolerate the sound of
her name when, four months after her marriage, she was seen in a
stall at the Christiania Theatre just as in old days, though
looking perhaps a little paler. Every opera-glass was levelled at
her. She wore a light, almost white, dress, cut square as usual.
She did not hide her face behind her fan. She looked about her with
her wondering eyes, as though she was quite unconscious that there
were other people in the theatre or that any one could be looking
at her. Even the most pertinacious were forced to concede that she
was both physically and mentally unique, with a charm all her
own.
But just as she had become once more the subject of
general conversation, she disappeared. It afterwards transpired
that her husband had fetched her away, though hardly any one had
seen him. It was concluded that they must have had their first
quarrel over it.
Accurate information about their joint life was
never obtained. The attempts of her relations to force themselves
upon them were quite without result, except that they found out
that she was enceinte, notwithstanding her utmost efforts to
conceal the fact.
She sent neither letter nor announcement; but in the
summer, when she was next seen in Christiania, she was wheeling a
perambulator along Karl Johan Street, her eyes as wondering as
though some one had just put it between her hands. She looked
handsomer and more blooming than ever.
In the perambulator lay a boy with his mother's
broad forehead, his mother's red hair. The child was charmingly
dressed, and he, as well as the perambulator, was so daintily
equipped, so completely in harmony with herself, that every one
understood the reply that she gave, when, after the usual
congratulations, her acquaintances inquired, "Shall we soon have a
new story from you?" - she answered, "A new story? Here it is!"
But, notwithstanding the unalloyed happiness which
she displayed here, it could no longer be concealed that more often
than not she was absent from home, and that she never mentioned her
husband's name. If any one spoke of him to her, she changed the
subject. By the time that the boy was a year old, it had become
evident that she contemplated leaving Hellebergene entirely. She
had been in Christiania for some time and had gone home to make
arrangements, saying that she should come back in a few days.
But she never did so.
The day after her return home, while the numerous
servants at Hellebergene, as well as the labourers with their wives
and children, were all assembled at the potato digging, Harald Kaas
appeared, carrying his wife under his left arm like a sack. He held
her round the waist, feet first, her face downwards and hidden by
her hair, her hands convulsively clutching his left thigh, her legs
sometimes hanging down, sometimes straight out. He walked
composedly out with her, holding in his right hand a bunch of long
fresh birch twigs. A little way from the gallery he paused, and
laying her across his left knee, he tore off some of her clothes,
and beat her until the blood flowed. She never uttered a sound.
When he put her from him, she tremblingly rearranged - first her
hair, thus displaying her face just as the blood flowed back from
it, leaving it deadly white.
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