It made him think of
trees swept by the wind, of night breezes singing among wires and
chimney-stacks, or in the rigging of invisible ships; or—and the
simile leaped up in his thoughts with a sudden sharpness of
suggestion—a chorus of animals, of wild creatures, somewhere in
desolate places of the world, crying and singing as animals will, to
the moon. He could fancy he heard the wailing, half-human cries of cats
upon the tiles at night, rising and falling with weird intervals of
sound, and this music, muffled by distance and the trees, made him
think of a queer company of these creatures on some roof far away in
the sky, uttering their solemn music to one another and the moon in
chorus.
It was, he felt at the time, a singular image to
occur to him, yet it expressed his sensation pictorially better than
anything else. The instruments played such impossibly odd intervals,
and the crescendos and diminuendos were so very suggestive of cat-land
on the tiles at night, rising swiftly, dropping without warning to deep
notes again, and all in such strange confusion of discords and accords.
But, at the same time a plaintive sweetness resulted on the whole, and
the discords of these half-broken instruments were so singular that
they did not distress his musical soul like fiddles out of tune.
He listened a long time, wholly surrendering himself
as his character was, and then strolled homewards in the dusk as the
air grew chilly.
“There was nothing to alarm?” put in Dr. Silence briefly.
“Absolutely nothing,” said Vezin; “but you know it
was all so fantastical and charming that my imagination was profoundly
impressed. Perhaps, too,” he continued, gently explanatory, “it was
this stirring of my imagination that caused other impressions; for, as
I walked back, the spell of the place began to steal over me in a dozen
ways, though all intelligible ways. But there were other things I could
not account for in the least, even then.”
“Incidents, you mean?”
“Hardly incidents, I think. A lot of vivid
sensations crowded themselves upon my mind and I could trace them to no
causes. It was just after sunset and the tumbled old buildings traced
magical outlines against an opalescent sky of gold and red. The dusk
was running down the twisted streets. All round the hill the plain
pressed in like a dim sea, its level rising with the darkness. The
spell of this kind of scene, you know, can be very moving, and it was
so that night. Yet I felt that what came to me had nothing directly to
do with the mystery and wonder of the scene.”
“Not merely the subtle transformations of the spirit
that come with beauty,” put in the doctor, noticing his hesitation.
“Exactly,” Vezin went on, duly encouraged and no
longer so fearful of our smiles at his expense. “The impressions came
from somewhere else. For instance, down the busy main street where men
and women were bustling home from work, shopping at stalls and barrows,
idly gossiping in groups, and all the rest of it, I saw that I aroused
no interest and that no one turned to stare at me as a foreigner and
stranger. I was utterly ignored, and my presence among them excited no
special interest or attention.
“And then, quite suddenly, it dawned upon me with
conviction that all the time this indifference and inattention were
merely feigned. Everybody as a matter of fact was watching me closely.
Every movement I made was known and observed. Ignoring me was all a
pretence—an elaborate pretence.”
He paused a moment and looked at us to see if we were smiling, and
then continued, reassured—
“It is useless to ask me how I noticed this, because I simply cannot
explain it. But the discovery gave me something of a shock. Before I
got back to the inn, however, another curious thing rose up strongly in
my mind and forced my recognition of it as true. And this, too, I may
as well say at once, was equally inexplicable to me. I mean I can only
give you the fact, as fact it was to me.”
The little man left his chair and stood on the mat
before the fire. His diffidence lessened from now onwards, as he lost
himself again in the magic of the old adventure. His eyes shone a
little already as he talked.
“Well,” he went on, his soft voice rising somewhat
with his excitement, “I was in a shop when it came to me first—though
the idea must have been at work for a long time subconsciously to
appear in so complete a form all at once. I was buying socks, I think,”
he laughed, “and struggling with my dreadful French, when it struck me
that the woman in the shop did not care two pins whether I bought
anything or not. She was indifferent whether she made a sale or did not
make a sale. She was only pretending to sell.
“This sounds a very small and fanciful incident to
build upon what follows. But really it was not small. I mean it was the
spark that lit the line of powder and ran along to the big blaze in my
mind.
“For the whole town, I suddenly realised, was
something other than I so far saw it.
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