The real activities and interests
of the people were elsewhere and otherwise than appeared. Their true
lives lay somewhere out of sight behind the scenes. Their busy-ness was
but the outward semblance that masked their actual purposes. They
bought and sold, and ate and drank, and walked about the streets, yet
all the while the main stream of their existence lay somewhere beyond
my ken, underground, in secret places. In the shops and at the stalls
they did not care whether I purchased their articles or not; at the
inn, they were indifferent to my staying or going; their life lay
remote from my own, springing from hidden, mysterious sources, coursing
out of sight, unknown. It was all a great elaborate pretence, assumed
possibly for my benefit, or possibly for purposes of their own. But the
main current of their energies ran elsewhere. I almost felt as an
unwelcome foreign substance might be expected to feel when it has found
its way into the human system and the whole body organises itself to
eject it or to absorb it. The town was doing this very thing to me.
“This bizarre notion presented itself forcibly to my
mind as I walked home to the inn, and I began busily to wonder wherein
the true life of this town could lie and what were the actual interests
and activities of its hidden life.
“And, now that my eyes were partly opened, I noticed
other things too that puzzled me, first of which, I think, was the
extraordinary silence of the whole place. Positively, the town was
muffled. Although the streets were paved with cobbles the people moved
about silently, softly, with padded feet, like cats. Nothing made
noise. All was hushed, subdued, muted. The very voices were quiet,
low-pitched like purring. Nothing clamorous, vehement or emphatic
seemed able to live in the drowsy atmosphere of soft dreaming that
soothed this little hill-town into its sleep. It was like the woman at
the inn—an outward repose screening intense inner activity and purpose.
“Yet there was no sign of lethargy or sluggishness
anywhere about it. The people were active and alert. Only a magical and
uncanny softness lay over them all like a spell.”
Vezin passed his hand across his eyes for a moment
as though the memory had become very vivid. His voice had run off into
a whisper so that we heard the last part with difficulty. He was
telling a true thing obviously, yet something that he both liked and
hated telling.
“I went back to the inn,” he continued presently in
a louder voice, “and dined. I felt a new strange world about me. My old
world of reality receded. Here, whether I liked it or no, was something
new and incomprehensible. I regretted having left the train so
impulsively. An adventure was upon me, and I loathed adventures as
foreign to my nature. Moreover, this was the beginning apparently of an
adventure somewhere deep within me, in a region I could not check or
measure, and a feeling of alarm mingled itself with my wonder—alarm
for the stability of what I had for forty years recognised as my
‘personality.’
“I went upstairs to bed, my mind teeming with
thoughts that were unusual to me, and of rather a haunting description.
By way of relief I kept thinking of that nice, prosaic noisy train and
all those wholesome, blustering passengers. I almost wished I were with
them again. But my dreams took me elsewhere. I dreamed of cats, and
soft-moving creatures, and the silence of life in a dim muffled world
beyond the senses.”
Vezin stayed on from day to day, indefinitely, much longer than he
had intended.
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