And this, too, I may
as well say at once, was equally inexplicable to me. I mean I can only
give you the fact, as fact it was to me.”
The little man left his chair and stood on the mat
before the fire. His diffidence lessened from now onwards, as he lost
himself again in the magic of the old adventure. His eyes shone a
little already as he talked.
“Well,” he went on, his soft voice rising somewhat
with his excitement, “I was in a shop when it came to me first—though
the idea must have been at work for a long time subconsciously to
appear in so complete a form all at once. I was buying socks, I think,”
he laughed, “and struggling with my dreadful French, when it struck me
that the woman in the shop did not care two pins whether I bought
anything or not. She was indifferent whether she made a sale or did not
make a sale. She was only pretending to sell.
“This sounds a very small and fanciful incident to
build upon what follows. But really it was not small. I mean it was the
spark that lit the line of powder and ran along to the big blaze in my
mind.
“For the whole town, I suddenly realised, was
something other than I so far saw it. The real activities and interests
of the people were elsewhere and otherwise than appeared. Their true
lives lay somewhere out of sight behind the scenes. Their busy-ness was
but the outward semblance that masked their actual purposes. They
bought and sold, and ate and drank, and walked about the streets, yet
all the while the main stream of their existence lay somewhere beyond
my ken, underground, in secret places. In the shops and at the stalls
they did not care whether I purchased their articles or not; at the
inn, they were indifferent to my staying or going; their life lay
remote from my own, springing from hidden, mysterious sources, coursing
out of sight, unknown. It was all a great elaborate pretence, assumed
possibly for my benefit, or possibly for purposes of their own. But the
main current of their energies ran elsewhere. I almost felt as an
unwelcome foreign substance might be expected to feel when it has found
its way into the human system and the whole body organises itself to
eject it or to absorb it. The town was doing this very thing to me.
“This bizarre notion presented itself forcibly to my
mind as I walked home to the inn, and I began busily to wonder wherein
the true life of this town could lie and what were the actual interests
and activities of its hidden life.
“And, now that my eyes were partly opened, I noticed
other things too that puzzled me, first of which, I think, was the
extraordinary silence of the whole place. Positively, the town was
muffled. Although the streets were paved with cobbles the people moved
about silently, softly, with padded feet, like cats. Nothing made
noise. All was hushed, subdued, muted. The very voices were quiet,
low-pitched like purring. Nothing clamorous, vehement or emphatic
seemed able to live in the drowsy atmosphere of soft dreaming that
soothed this little hill-town into its sleep. It was like the woman at
the inn—an outward repose screening intense inner activity and purpose.
“Yet there was no sign of lethargy or sluggishness
anywhere about it. The people were active and alert. Only a magical and
uncanny softness lay over them all like a spell.”
Vezin passed his hand across his eyes for a moment
as though the memory had become very vivid. His voice had run off into
a whisper so that we heard the last part with difficulty. He was
telling a true thing obviously, yet something that he both liked and
hated telling.
“I went back to the inn,” he continued presently in
a louder voice, “and dined. I felt a new strange world about me.
1 comment