“The curiosity of two years to be quenched in
a single moment! The nervous tension, of course, must be considerable.”
He turned back to the brown desk and opened it without further
delay. His hand was firm now, and he took out the paper parcel that lay
inside without a tremor. It was heavy. A moment later there lay on the
table before him a couple of weather-worn plaques of grey stone—they
looked like stone, although they felt like metal—on which he saw
markings of a curious character that might have been the mere tracings
of natural forces through the ages, or, equally well, the
half-obliterated hieroglyphics cut upon their surface in past centuries
by the more or less untutored hand of a common scribe.
He lifted each stone in turn and examined it carefully. It seemed to
him that a faint glow of heat passed from the substance into his skin,
and he put them down again suddenly, as with a gesture of uneasiness.
“A very clever, or a very imaginative man,” he said to himself, “who
could squeeze the secrets of life and death from such broken lines as
those!”
Then he turned to a yellow envelope lying beside them in the desk,
with the single word on the outside in the writing of the
professor—the word Translation.
“Now,” he thought, taking it up with a sudden violence to conceal
his nervousness, “now for the great solution. Now to learn the meaning
of the worlds, and why mankind was made, and why discipline is worth
while, and sacrifice and pain the true law of advancement.”
There was the shadow of a sneer in his voice, and yet something in
him shivered at the same time. He held the envelope as though weighing
it in his hand, his mind pondering many things. Then curiosity won the
day, and he suddenly tore it open with the gesture of an actor who
tears open a letter on the stage, knowing there is no real writing
inside at all.
A page of finely written script in the late scientist’s handwriting
lay before him. He read it through from beginning to end, missing no
word, uttering each syllable distinctly under his breath as he read.
The pallor of his face grew ghastly as he neared the end. He began
to shake all over as with ague. His breath came heavily in gasps. He
still gripped the sheet of paper, however, and deliberately, as by an
intense effort of will, read it through a second time from beginning to
end. And this time, as the last syllable dropped from his lips, the
whole face of the man flamed with a sudden and terrible anger. His skin
became deep, deep red, and he clenched his teeth. With all the strength
of his vigorous soul he was struggling to keep control of himself.
For perhaps five minutes he stood there beside the table without
stirring a muscle. He might have been carved out of stone. His eyes
were shut, and only the heaving of the chest betrayed the fact that he
was a living being. Then, with a strange quietness, he lit a match and
applied it to the sheet of paper he held in his hand. The ashes fell
slowly about him, piece by piece, and he blew them from the window-sill
into the air, his eyes following them as they floated away on the
summer wind that breathed so warmly over the world.
He turned back slowly into the room. Although his actions and
movements were absolutely steady and controlled, it was clear that he
was on the edge of violent action. A hurricane might burst upon the
still room any moment. His muscles were tense and rigid. Then,
suddenly, he whitened, collapsed, and sank backwards into a chair, like
a tumbled bundle of inert matter. He had fainted.
In less than half an hour he recovered consciousness and sat up. As
before, he made no sound. Not a syllable passed his lips. He rose
quietly and looked about the room.
Then he did a curious thing.
Taking a heavy stick from the rack in the corner he approached the
mantlepiece, and with a heavy shattering blow he smashed the clock to
pieces. The glass fell in shivering atoms.
“Cease your lying voice for ever,” he said, in a curiously still,
even tone. “There is no such thing as time!”
He took the watch from his pocket, swung it round several times by
the long gold chain, smashed it into smithereens against the wall with
a single blow, and then walked into his laboratory next door, and hung
its broken body on the bones of the skeleton in the corner of the room.
“Let one damned mockery hang upon another,” he said smiling oddly.
“Delusions, both of you, and cruel as false!”
He slowly moved back to the front room. He stopped opposite the
bookcase where stood in a row the “Scriptures of the World,” choicely
bound and exquisitely printed, the late professor’s most treasured
possession, and next to them several books signed “Pilgrim.”
One by one he took them from the shelf and hurled them through the
open window.
“A devil’s dreams! A devil’s foolish dreams!” he cried, with a
vicious laugh.
Presently he stopped from sheer exhaustion.
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