The green morocco
desk that held them he took down from the shelf and laid upon the
table. Tied to the lid was the visiting card with his brother’s London
address “in case of accident.” On the way down to the hotel he wondered
why he had done this, for though imaginative, he was not the kind of
man who dealt in presentiments. Moods with him were strong, but ever
held in leash.
“It’s almost like a warning,” he thought, smiling. He drew his thick
coat tightly round the throat as the freezing air bit at him. “Those
warnings one reads of in stories sometimes …!”
A delicious happiness was in his blood. Over the edge of the hills
across the valley rose the moon. He saw her silver sheet the world of
snow. Snow covered all. It smothered sound and distance. It smothered
houses, streets, and human beings. It smothered—life.
In the hall there was light and bustle; people were already arriving
from the other hotels and chalets, their costumes hidden beneath many
wraps. Groups of men in evening dress stood about smoking, talking
“snow” and “ski-ing.” The band was tuning up. The claims of the
hotel-world clashed about him faintly as of old. At the big glass
windows of the verandah, peasants stopped a moment on their way home
from the cafe to peer. Hibbert thought laughingly of that
conflict he used to imagine. He laughed because it suddenly seemed so
unreal. He belonged so utterly to Nature and the mountains, and
especially to those desolate slopes where now the snow lay thick and
fresh and sweet, that there was no question of a conflict at all. The
power of the newly fallen snow had caught him, proving it without
effort. Out there, upon those lonely reaches of the moonlit ridges, the
snow lay ready—masses and masses of it—cool, soft, inviting. He
longed for it. It awaited him. He thought of the intoxicating delight
of ski-ing in the moonlight….
Thus, somehow, in vivid flashing vision, he thought of it while he
stood there smoking with the other men and talking all the “shop” of
ski-ing.
And, ever mysteriously blended with this power of the snow, poured
also through his inner being the power of the girl. He could not
disabuse his mind of the insinuating presence of the two together. He
remembered that queer skating-impulse of ten days ago, the impulse that
had let her in. That any mind, even an imaginative one, could pass
beneath the sway of such a fancy was strange enough; and Hibbert, while
fully aware of the disorder, yet found a curious joy in yielding to it.
This insubordinate centre that drew him towards old pagan beliefs had
assumed command. With a kind of sensuous pleasure he let himself be
conquered.
And snow that night seemed in everybody’s thoughts. The dancing
couples talked of it; the hotel proprietors congratulated one another;
it meant good sport and satisfied their guests; every one was planning
trips and expeditions, talking of slopes and telemarks, of flying speed
and distance, of drifts and crust and frost. Vitality and enthusiasm
pulsed in the very air; all were alert and active, positive, radiating
currents of creative life even into the stuffy atmosphere of that
crowded ball-room. And the snow had caused it, the snow had brought it;
all this discharge of eager sparkling energy was due primarily to
the—Snow.
But in the mind of Hibbert, by some swift alchemy of his pagan
yearnings, this energy became transmuted. It rarefied itself, gleaming
in white and crystal currents of passionate anticipation, which he
transferred, as by a species of electrical imagination, into the
personality of the girl—the Girl of the Snow.
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