Only he did not prophesy. He
knew through every nerve in his body that moisture had crept into the
air, was accumulating, and that presently a fall would come. For he
responded to the moods of Nature like a fine barometer.
And the knowledge, this time, brought into his heart a strange
little wayward emotion that was hard to account for—a feeling of
unexplained uneasiness and disquieting joy. For behind it, woven
through it rather, ran a faint exhilaration that connected remotely
somewhere with that touch of delicious alarm, that tiny anticipating
“dread,” that so puzzled him when he thought of his next meeting with
his skating companion of the night. It lay beyond all words, all
telling, this queer relationship between the two; but somehow the girl
and snow ran in a pair across his mind.
Perhaps for imaginative writing-men, more than for other workers,
the smallest change of mood betrays itself at once. His work at any
rate revealed this slight shifting of emotional values in his soul. Not
that his writing suffered, but that it altered, subtly as those changes
of sky or sea or landscape that come with the passing of afternoon into
evening—imperceptibly. A subconscious excitement sought to push
outwards and express itself … and, knowing the uneven effect such
moods produced in his work, he laid his pen aside and took instead to
reading that he had to do.
Meanwhile the brilliance passed from the sunshine, the sky grew
slowly overcast; by dusk the mountain tops came singularly close and
sharp; the distant valley rose into absurdly near perspective. The
moisture increased, rapidly approaching saturation point, when it must
fall in snow. Hibbert watched and waited.
And in the morning the world lay smothered beneath its fresh white
carpet. It snowed heavily till noon, thickly, incessantly, chokingly, a
foot or more; then the sky cleared, the sun came out in splendour, the
wind shifted back to the east, and frost came down upon the mountains
with its keenest and most biting tooth. The drop in the temperature was
tremendous, but the ski-ers were jubilant. Next day the “running” would
be fast and perfect. Already the mass was settling, and the surface
freezing into those moss-like, powdery crystals that make the ski run
almost of their own accord with the faint “sishing” as of a bird’s
wings through the air.
That night there was excitement in the little hotel-world, first
because there was a bal costume, but chiefly because the new
snow had come. And Hibbert went—felt drawn to go; he did not go in
costume, but he wanted to talk about the slopes and ski-ing with the
other men, and at the same time….
Ah, there was the truth, the deeper necessity that called. For the
singular connection between the stranger and the snow again betrayed
itself, utterly beyond explanation as before, but vital and insistent.
Some hidden instinct in his pagan soul—heaven knows how he phrased it
even to himself, if he phrased it at all—whispered that with the snow
the girl would be somewhere about, would emerge from her hiding place,
would even look for him.
Absolutely unwarranted it was. He laughed while he stood before the
little glass and trimmed his moustache, tried to make his black tie sit
straight, and shook down his dinner jacket so that it should lie upon
the shoulders without a crease. His brown eyes were very bright. “I
look younger than I usually do,” he thought. It was unusual, even
significant, in a man who had no vanity about his appearance and
certainly never questioned his age or tried to look younger than he
was. Affairs of the heart, with one tumultuous exception that left no
fuel for lesser subsequent fires, had never troubled him. The forces of
his soul and mind not called upon for “work” and obvious duties, all
went to Nature. The desolate, wild places of the earth were what he
loved; night, and the beauty of the stars and snow. And this evening he
felt their claims upon him mightily stirring. A rising wildness caught
his blood, quickened his pulse, woke longing and passion too. But
chiefly snow. The snow whirred softly through his thoughts like white,
seductive dreams…. For the snow had come; and She, it seemed, had
somehow come with it—into his mind.
And yet he stood before that twisted mirror and pulled his tie and
coat askew a dozen times, as though it mattered. “What in the world is
up with me?” he thought. Then, laughing a little, he turned before
leaving the room to put his private papers in order.
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