At
first the secretary took him for a stranger, but when he looked up and
their eyes met, a sense of familiarity flashed across him, and for a
second or two Jones imagined he was staring at a man he had known years
before. For, barring the beard, it was the face of an elderly clerk who
had occupied the next desk to his own when he first entered the service
of the insurance company, and had shown him the most painstaking
kindness and sympathy in the early difficulties of his work. But a
moment later the illusion passed, for he remembered that Thorpe had
been dead at least five years. The similarity of the eyes was obviously
a mere suggestive trick of memory.
The two men stared at one another for several seconds, and then
Jones began to act instinctively, and because he had to. He
crossed over and took the vacant seat at the other’s table, facing him;
for he felt it was somehow imperative to explain why he was late, and
how it was he had almost forgotten the engagement altogether.
No honest excuse, however, came to his assistance, though his mind
had begun to work furiously.
“Yes, you are late,” said the man quietly, before he could
find a single word to utter. “But it doesn’t matter. Also, you had
forgotten the appointment, but that makes no difference either.”
“I knew—that there was an engagement,” Jones stammered, passing his
hand over his forehead; “but somehow—”
“You will recall it presently,” continued the other in a gentle
voice, and smiling a little. “It was in deep sleep last night we
arranged this, and the unpleasant occurrences of to-day have for the
moment obliterated it.”
A faint memory stirred within him as the man spoke, and a grove of
trees with moving forms hovered before his eyes and then vanished
again, while for an instant the stranger seemed to be capable of
self-distortion and to have assumed vast proportions, with wonderful
flaming eyes.
“Oh!” he gasped. “It was there—in the other region?”
“Of course,” said the other, with a smile that illumined his whole
face. “You will remember presently, all in good time, and meanwhile you
have no cause to feel afraid.”
There was a wonderful soothing quality in the man’s voice, like the
whispering of a great wind, and the clerk felt calmer at once. They sat
a little while longer, but he could not remember that they talked much
or ate anything. He only recalled afterwards that the head waiter came
up and whispered something in his ear, and that he glanced round and
saw the other people were looking at him curiously, some of them
laughing, and that his companion then got up and led the way out of the
restaurant.
They walked hurriedly through the streets, neither of them speaking;
and Jones was so intent upon getting back the whole history of the
affair from the region of deep sleep, that he barely noticed the way
they took. Yet it was clear he knew where they were bound for just as
well as his companion, for he crossed the streets often ahead of him,
diving down alleys without hesitation, and the other followed always
without correction.
The pavements were very full, and the usual night crowds of London
were surging to and fro in the glare of the shop lights, but somehow no
one impeded their rapid movements, and they seemed to pass through the
people as if they were smoke. And, as they went, the pedestrians and
traffic grew less and less, and they soon passed the Mansion House and
the deserted space in front of the Royal Exchange, and so on down
Fenchurch Street and within sight of the Tower of London, rising dim
and shadowy in the smoky air.
Jones remembered all this perfectly well, and thought it was his
intense preoccupation that made the distance seem so short. But it was
when the Tower was left behind and they turned northwards that he began
to notice how altered everything was, and saw that they were in a
neighbourhood where houses were suddenly scarce, and lanes and fields
beginning, and that their only light was the stars overhead. And, as
the deeper consciousness more and more asserted itself to the exclusion
of the surface happenings of his mere body during the day, the sense of
exhaustion vanished, and he realised that he was moving somewhere in
the region of causes behind the veil, beyond the gross deceptions of
the senses, and released from the clumsy spell of space and time.
Without great surprise, therefore, he turned and saw that his
companion had altered, had shed his overcoat and black hat, and was
moving beside him absolutely without sound. For a brief second
he saw him, tall as a tree, extending through space like a great
shadow, misty and wavering of outline, followed by a sound like wings
in the darkness; but, when he stopped, fear clutching at his heart, the
other resumed his former proportions, and Jones could plainly see his
normal outline against the green field behind.
Then the secretary saw him fumbling at his neck, and at the same
moment the black beard came away from the face in his hand.
“Then you are Thorpe!” he gasped, yet somehow without
overwhelming surprise.
They stood facing one another in the lonely lane, trees meeting
overhead and hiding the stars, and a sound of mournful sighing among
the branches.
“I am Thorpe,” was the answer in a voice that almost seemed part of
the wind. “And I have come out of our far past to help you, for my debt
to you is large, and in this life I had but small opportunity to
repay.”
Jones thought quickly of the man’s kindness to him in the office,
and a great wave of feeling surged through him as he began to remember
dimly the friend by whose side he had already climbed, perhaps through
vast ages of his soul’s evolution.
“To help me now?” he whispered.
“You will understand me when you enter into your real memory and
recall how great a debt I have to pay for old faithful kindnesses of
long ago,” sighed the other in a voice like falling wind.
“Between us, though, there can be no question of debt,” Jones
heard himself saying, and remembered the reply that floated to him on
the air and the smile that lightened for a moment the stern eyes facing
him.
“Not of debt, indeed, but of privilege.”
Jones felt his heart leap out towards this man, this old friend,
tried by centuries and still faithful. He made a movement to seize his
hand. But the other shifted like a thing of mist, and for a moment the
clerk’s head swam and his eyes seemed to fail.
“Then you are dead?” he said under his breath with a slight
shiver.
“Five years ago I left the body you knew,” replied Thorpe. “I tried
to help you then instinctively, not fully recognising you. But now I
can accomplish far more.”
With an awful sense of foreboding and dread in his heart, the
secretary was beginning to understand.
“It has to do with—with—?”
“Your past dealings with the Manager,” came the answer, as the wind
rose louder among the branches overhead and carried off the remainder
of the sentence into the air.
Jones’s memory, which was just beginning to stir among the deepest
layers of all, shut down suddenly with a snap, and he followed his
companion over fields and down sweet-smelling lanes where the air was
fragrant and cool, till they came to a large house, standing gaunt and
lonely in the shadows at the edge of a wood. It was wrapped in utter
stillness, with windows heavily draped in black, and the clerk, as he
looked, felt such an overpowering wave of sadness invade him that his
eyes began to burn and smart, and he was conscious of a desire to shed
tears.
The key made a harsh noise as it turned in the lock, and when the
door swung open into a lofty hall they heard a confused sound of
rustling and whispering, as of a great throng of people pressing
forward to meet them. The air seemed full of swaying movement, and
Jones was certain he saw hands held aloft and dim faces claiming
recognition, while in his heart, already oppressed by the approaching
burden of vast accumulated memories, he was aware of the uncoiling
of something that had been asleep for ages.
As they advanced he heard the doors close with a muffled thunder
behind them, and saw that the shadows seemed to retreat and shrink away
towards the interior of the house, carrying the hands and faces with
them. He heard the wind singing round the walls and over the roof, and
its wailing voice mingled with the sound of deep, collective breathing
that filled the house like the murmur of a sea; and as they walked up
the broad staircase and through the vaulted rooms, where pillars rose
like the stems of trees, he knew that the building was crowded, row
upon row, with the thronging memories of his own long past.
“This is the House of the Past,” whispered Thorpe beside him,
as they moved silently from room to room; “the house of your
past. It is full from cellar to roof with the memories of what you have
done, thought, and felt from the earliest stages of your evolution
until now.
“The house climbs up almost to the clouds, and stretches back into
the heart of the wood you saw outside, but the remoter halls are filled
with the ghosts of ages ago too many to count, and even if we were able
to waken them you could not remember them now. Some day, though, they
will come and claim you, and you must know them, and answer their
questions, for they can never rest till they have exhausted themselves
again through you, and justice has been perfectly worked out.
“But now follow me closely, and you shall see the particular memory
for which I am permitted to be your guide, so that you may know and
understand a great force in your present life, and may use the sword of
justice, or rise to the level of a great forgiveness, according to your
degree of power.”
Icy thrills ran through the trembling clerk, and as he walked slowly
beside his companion he heard from the vaults below, as well as from
more distant regions of the vast building, the stirring and sighing of
the serried ranks of sleepers, sounding in the still air like a chord
swept from unseen strings stretched somewhere among the very
foundations of the house.
Stealthily, picking their way among the great pillars, they moved up
the sweeping staircase and through several dark corridors and halls,
and presently stopped outside a small door in an archway where the
shadows were very deep.
“Remain close by my side, and remember to utter no cry,” whispered
the voice of his guide, and as the clerk turned to reply he saw his
face was stern to whiteness and even shone a little in the darkness.
The room they entered seemed at first to be pitchy black, but
gradually the secretary perceived a faint reddish glow against the
farther end, and thought he saw figures moving silently to and fro.
“Now watch!” whispered Thorpe, as they pressed close to the wall
near the door and waited. “But remember to keep absolute silence. It is
a torture scene.”
Jones felt utterly afraid, and would have turned to fly if he dared,
for an indescribable terror seized him and his knees shook; but some
power that made escape impossible held him remorselessly there, and
with eyes glued on the spots of light he crouched against the wall and
waited.
The figures began to move more swiftly, each in its own dim light
that shed no radiance beyond itself, and he heard a soft clanking of
chains and the voice of a man groaning in pain. Then came the sound of
a door closing, and thereafter Jones saw but one figure, the figure of
an old man, naked entirely, and fastened with chains to an iron
framework on the floor.
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