I’ll get a taxi at once, and we
can see about the other luggage afterwards.”
It seemed to him he hardly knew quite what he was saying; the change
in his friend had come upon him so suddenly and now grew upon him more
and more distressingly. Yet he could not make out exactly in what it
consisted. A terrible suspicion began to take shape in his mind,
troubling him dreadfully.
“I am neither very tired, nor in need of food, thank you,” the
professor said quietly. “And this is all I have. There is no luggage to
follow. I have brought home nothing—nothing but what you see.”
His words conveyed finality. They got into a taxi, tipped the
porter, who had been staring in amazement at the venerable figure of
the scientist, and were conveyed slowly and noisily to the house in the
north of London where the laboratory was, the scene of their labours of
years.
And the whole way Professor Ebor uttered no word, nor did Dr.
Laidlaw find the courage to ask a single question.
It was only late that night, before he took his departure, as the
two men were standing before the fire in the study—that study where
they had discussed so many problems of vital and absorbing
interest—that Dr. Laidlaw at last found strength to come to the point
with direct questions. The professor had been giving him a superficial
and desultory account of his travels, of his journeys by camel, of his
encampments among the mountains and in the desert, and of his
explorations among the buried temples, and, deeper, into the waste of
the pre-historic sands, when suddenly the doctor came to the desired
point with a kind of nervous rush, almost like a frightened boy.
“And you found—” he began stammering, looking hard at the other’s
dreadfully altered face, from which every line of hope and cheerfulness
seemed to have been obliterated as a sponge wipes markings from a
slate—“you found—”
“I found,” replied the other, in a solemn voice, and it was the
voice of the mystic rather than the man of science—“I found what I
went to seek. The vision never once failed me. It led me straight to
the place like a star in the heavens. I found—the Tablets of the
Gods.”
Dr. Laidlaw caught his breath, and steadied himself on the back of a
chair. The words fell like particles of ice upon his heart. For the
first time the professor had uttered the well-known phrase without the
glow of light and wonder in his face that always accompanied it.
“You have—brought them?” he faltered.
“I have brought them home,” said the other, in a voice with a ring
like iron; “and I have—deciphered them.”
Profound despair, the bloom of outer darkness, the dead sound of a
hopeless soul freezing in the utter cold of space seemed to fill in the
pauses between the brief sentences. A silence followed, during which
Dr. Laidlaw saw nothing but the white face before him alternately fade
and return. And it was like the face of a dead man.
“They are, alas, indestructible,” he heard the voice continue, with
its even, metallic ring.
“Indestructible,” Laidlaw repeated mechanically, hardly knowing what
he was saying.
Again a silence of several minutes passed, during which, with a
creeping cold about his heart, he stood and stared into the eyes of the
man he had known and loved so long—aye, and worshipped, too; the man
who had first opened his own eyes when they were blind, and had led him
to the gates of knowledge, and no little distance along the difficult
path beyond; the man who, in another direction, had passed on the
strength of his faith into the hearts of thousands by his books.
“I may see them?” he asked at last, in a low voice he hardly
recognized as his own. “You will let me know—their message?”
Professor Ebor kept his eyes fixedly upon his assistant’s face as he
answered, with a smile that was more like the grin of death than a
living human smile.
“When I am gone,” he whispered; “when I have passed away. Then you
shall find them and read the translation I have made. And then, too, in
your turn, you must try, with the latest resources of science at your
disposal to aid you, to compass their utter destruction.” He paused a
moment, and his face grew pale as the face of a corpse. “Until that
time,” he added presently, without looking up, “I must ask you not to
refer to the subject again—and to keep my confidence meanwhile—
ab—so—lute—ly.”
A year passed slowly by, and at the end of it Dr. Laidlaw had found
it necessary to sever his working connexion with his friend and
one-time leader. Professor Ebor was no longer the same man. The light
had gone out of his life; the laboratory was closed; he no longer put
pen to paper or applied his mind to a single problem. In the short
space of a few months he had passed from a hale and hearty man of late
middle life to the condition of old age—a man collapsed and on the
edge of dissolution. Death, it was plain, lay waiting for him in the
shadows of any day—and he knew it.
To describe faithfully the nature of this profound alteration in his
character and temperament is not easy, but Dr. Laidlaw summed it up to
himself in three words: Loss of Hope. The splendid mental powers
remained indeed undimmed, but the incentive to use them—to use them
for the help of others—had gone. The character still held to its fine
and unselfish habits of years, but the far goal to which they had been
the leading strings had faded away.
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