Loggione. The sodden
walls ooze a steamy damp. A symphony of smells fuses the mass of huddled human
forms: sour reek of armpits, nozzled oranges, melting
breast ointments, mastick water, the breath of
suppers of sulphurous garlic, foul phosphorescent
farts, opoponax, the frank
sweat of marriageable and married womankind, the soapy stink of men...... All
night I have watched her, all night I shall see her: braided and pinnacled hair
and olive oval face and calm soft eyes. A green fillet upon her hair and about
her body a green-broidered gown: the hue of the illusion of the vegetable glass
of nature and of lush grass, the hair of graves.

My words in her mind: cold polished
stones sinking through a quagmire.
Those quiet cold fingers have touched
the pages, foul and fair, on which my shame for glow for
ever. Quiet and cold and pure fingers. Have
they never erred?
Her body has no smell: an odourless flower.
On the stairs. A cold frail
hand: shyness, silence: dark languor-flooded eyes: weariness.

Whirling wreaths
of grey vapour upon the heath. Her face, how
grey and grave! Dank matted hair. Her lips press softly, her sighing breath
comes through. Kissed.
My voice, dying in the echoes of its
words, dies like the wisdom-wearied voice of the Eternal calling on Abraham
through echoing hills. She leans back against the pillowed wall:
odalisque-featured in the luxurious obscurity. Her eyes have drunk my thoughts:
and into the moist warm yielding welcoming darkness of her womanhood, itself
dissolving, has streamed and poured and flooded a liquid and abundant seed......
Take her now who will!....

As I come out of Ralli’s
house I come upon her suddenly as we both are giving alms to a blind beggar.
She answers my sudden greeting by turning and averting her black basilisk eyes.
E col suo
vedere attosca l’uomo quando lo vede. I thank you for the word, messer Brunetto.
They spread under my feet carpets of the
son of man. They await my passing. She stands in the yellow shadow of the hall,
a plaid cloak shielding from chill her sinking shoulders: and as I halt in
wonder and look about me she greets me wintrily and passes up the staircase
darting at me for an instant out of her sluggish sidelong eyes a jet of
liquorish venom.
A soft crumpled peagreen
cover drapes the lounge. A narrow Parisian room. The
hairdresser lay her but now. I kissed her stocking and
the hem of her rustblack dusty skirt. It is the
other. She. Gogarty came
yesterday to be introduced. Ulysses is the reason. Symbol of the
intellectual conscience.... Ireland then? And the husband? Pacing the corridor in list shoes or
playing chess against himself. Why are we left here?
The hairdresser lay here but now, clutching my head between her knobby
knees.... Intellectual symbol of my race. Listen! The
plunging gloom has fallen. Listen!
-I am not convinced that such activities
of the mind or body can be called unhealthy.-
She speaks. A weak
voice from beyond the cold stars. Voice of wisdom.
Say on! O, say again, making me wise! This voice I never heard.
She coils towards me along the crumpled
lounge. I cannot move or speak. Coiling approach of starborn flesh. Adultery of
wisdom. No. I will go. I will.
-Jim, love! -
Soft sucking lips kiss my left armpit: a
coiling kiss of myriad veins. I burn! I crumple like a burning leaf! From my
right armpit a fang of flame leaps out. A starry snake has kissed me: a cold nightsnake. I am lost!
-Nora! -

Jan Pieters Sweelink.
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