You must have thought me neglectful and unkind, with good
reason. My child, you have not been forgotten. If years have passed
without a meeting between us, it has not been altogether my
fault--"
He stopped. A pained expression passed over his poor worn face;
he was evidently thinking of the young wife whom he had lost. I
repeated--fervently and sincerely repeated--what I had already said
to him in writing. "I owe everything, sir, to your fatherly
kindness." Saying this, I ventured a little further. I took
his wan white hand, hanging over the arm of the chair, and
respectfully put it to my lips.
He gently drew his hand away from me, and sighed as he did it.
Perhaps
she had sometimes kissed his hand.
"Now tell me about yourself," he said.
I told him of my new situation, and how I had got it. He
listened with evident interest.
"I was not self-deceived," he said, "when I first
took a fancy to you in the shop. I admire your independent feeling;
it's the right kind of courage in a girl like you. But you must
let me do something more for you--some little service to remember
me by when the end has come. What shall it be?"
"Try to get better, sir; and let me write to you now and
then," I answered. "Indeed, indeed, I want nothing
more."
"You will accept a little present, at least?" With
those words he took from the breast-pocket of his dressing-gown an
enameled cross attached to a gold chain. "Think of me
sometimes," he said, as he put the chain round my neck. He
drew me to him gently, and kissed my forehead. It was too much for
me. "Don't cry, my dear," he said; "don't
remind me of another sad young face--"
Once more he stopped; once more he was thinking of the lost
wife. I pulled down my veil, and ran out of the room.
IV.
THE next day I was on my way to the north. My narrative
brightens again--but let us not forget Sir Gervase Damian.
I ask permission to introduce some persons of distinction:--Mrs.
Fosdyke, of Carsham Hall, widow of General Fosdyke; also Master
Frederick, Miss Ellen, and Miss Eva, the pupils of the new
governess; also two ladies and three gentlemen, guests staying in
the house.
Discreet and dignified; handsome and well-bred--such was my
impression of Mrs. Fosdyke, while she harangued me on the subject
of her children, and communicated her views on education. Having
heard the views before from others, I assumed a listening position,
and privately formed my opinion of the schoolroom. It was large,
lofty, perfectly furnished for the purpose; it had a big window and
a balcony looking out over the garden terrace and the park
beyond--a wonderful schoolroom, in my limited experience. One of
the two doors which it possessed was left open, and showed me a
sweet little bedroom, with amber draperies and maplewood furniture,
devoted to myself. Here were wealth and liberality, in the
harmonious combination so seldom discovered by the spectator of
small means. I controlled my first feeling of bewilderment just in
time to answer Mrs. Fosdyke on the subject of reading and
recitation--viewed as minor accomplishments which a good governess
might be expected to teach.
"While the organs are young and pliable," the lady
remarked, "I regard it as of great importance to practice
children in the art of reading aloud, with an agreeable variety of
tone and correctness of emphasis. Trained in this way, they will
produce a favorable impression on others, even in ordinary
conversation, when they grow up. Poetry, committed to memory and
recited, is a valuable means toward this end. May I hope that your
studies have enabled you to carry out my views?"
Formal enough in language, but courteous and kind in manner. I
relieved Mrs. Fosdyke from anxiety by informing her that we had a
professor of elocution at school.
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