And then I was left to improve my
acquaintance with my three pupils.
They were fairly intelligent children; the boy, as usual, being
slower than the girls. I did my best--with many a sad remembrance
of the far dearer pupils whom I had left--to make them like me and
trust me; and I succeeded in winning their confidence. In a week
from the time of my arrival at Carsham Hall, we began to understand
each other.
The first day in the week was one of our days for reciting
poetry, in obedience to the instructions with which I had been
favored by Mrs. Fosdyke. I had done with the girls, and had just
opened (perhaps I ought to say profaned) Shakespeare's
"Julius Caesar," in the elocutionary interests of Master
Freddy. Half of Mark Antony's first glorious speech over
Caesar's dead body he had learned by heart; and it was now my
duty to teach him, to the best of my small ability, how to speak
it. The morning was warm. We had our big window open; the delicious
perfume of flowers in the garden beneath filled the room.
I recited the first eight lines, and stopped there feeling that
I must not exact too much from the boy at first. "Now,
Freddy," I said, "try if you can speak the poetry as I
have spoken it."
"Don't do anything of the kind, Freddy," said a
voice from the garden; "it's all spoken wrong."
Who was this insolent person? A man unquestionably--and, strange
to say, there was something not entirely unfamiliar to me in his
voice. The girls began to giggle. Their brother was more explicit.
"Oh," says Freddy, "it's only Mr. Sax."
The one becoming course to pursue was to take no notice of the
interruption. "Go on," I said. Freddy recited the lines,
like a dear good boy, with as near an imitation of my style of
elocution as could be expected from him.
"Poor devil!" cried the voice from the garden,
insolently pitying my attentive pupil.
I imposed silence on the girls by a look--and then, without
stirring from my chair, expressed my sense of the insolence of Mr.
Sax in clear and commanding tones. "I shall be obliged to
close the window if this is repeated." Having spoken to that
effect, I waited in expectation of an apology. Silence was the only
apology. It was enough for me that I had produced the right
impression. I went on with my recitation.
"Here, under leave of Brutus, and the rest (For Brutus is
an honorable man; So are they all, all honorable men), Come I to
speak in Caesar's funeral. He was my friend, faithful and just
to me--"
"Oh, good heavens, I can't stand
that! Why don't you speak the last line properly?
Listen to me."
Dignity is a valuable quality, especially in a governess. But
there are limits to the most highly trained endurance. I bounced
out into the balcony--and there, on the terrace, smoking a cigar,
was my lost stranger in the streets of Sandwich!
He recognized me, on his side, the instant I appeared. "Oh,
Lord!" he cried in tones of horror, and ran round the corner
of the terrace as if my eyes had been mad bulls in close pursuit of
him. By this time it is, I fear, useless for me to set myself up as
a discreet person in emergencies. Another woman might have
controlled herself. I burst into fits of laughter. Freddy and the
girls joined me. For the time, it was plainly useless to pursue the
business of education. I shut up Shakespeare, and allowed--no, let
me tell the truth, encouraged--the children to talk about Mr.
Sax.
They only seemed to know what Mr. Sax himself had told them. His
father and mother and brothers and sisters had all died in course
of time.
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