"I beg your pardon—and Miss
Ferrol's."
She turned her back upon them and went away. Ferrol sat holding her
little round, white-feather fan helplessly, and staring after her until
she disappeared.
It was several seconds before the silence was broken. It was he who
broke it.
"I don't know what it means," he said, in a low voice. "I don't know
what I have done!"
In a little while he got up and began to roam aimlessly about the
gallery. He strolled from one end to the other with his hands thrust
in his coat pockets. Olivia, who had remained seated, knew that he was
waiting in hopes that Louisiana would return. He had been walking to
and fro, looking as miserable as possible, for about half an hour, when
at last she saw him pause and turn half round before the open door of
an upper corridor leading out upon the verandah. A black figure stood
revealed against the inside light. It was Louisiana, and, after
hesitating a moment, she moved slowly forward.
She had not recovered her color, but her manner was perfectly quiet.
"I am glad you did not go away," she said.
Ferrol had only stood still at first, waiting her pleasure, but the
instant she spoke he made a quick step toward her.
"I should have felt it a very hard thing not to have seen you again
before I slept," he said.
She made no reply, and they walked together in silence until they
reached the opposite end of the gallery.
"Miss Ferrol has gone in," she said then.
He turned to look and saw that such was the case. Suddenly, for some
reason best known to herself, Olivia had disappeared from the scene.
Louisiana leaned against one of the slender, supporting pillars of the
gallery. She did not look at Ferrol, but at the blackness of the
mountains rising before them. Ferrol could not look away from her.
"If you had not come out again," he said, after a pause, "I think I
should have remained here, baying at the moon, all night."
Then, as she made no reply, he began to pour himself forth quite
recklessly.
"I cannot quite understand how I hurt you," he said. "It seemed to me
that I must have hurt you, but even while I don't understand, there are
no words abject enough to express what I feel now and have felt during
the last half hour. If I only dared ask you to tell me——"
She stopped him.
"I can't tell you," she said. "But it is not your fault—it is nothing
you could have understood—it is my fault—all my fault, and—I deserve
it."
He was terribly discouraged.
"I am bewildered," he said. "I am very unhappy."
She turned her pretty, pale face round to him swiftly.
"It is not you who need be unhappy," she exclaimed. "It is I!"
The next instant she had checked herself again, just as she had done
before.
"Let us talk of something else," she said, coldly.
"It will not be easy for me to do so," he answered, "but I will try."
Before Olivia went to bed she had a visit from her.
She received her with some embarrassment, it must be confessed. Day by
day she felt less at ease with her and more deeply self-convicted of
some blundering,—which, to a young woman of her temperament, was a
sharp penalty.
Louisiana would not sit down. She revealed her purpose in coming at
once.
"I want to ask you to make me a promise," she said, "and I want to ask
your pardon."
"Don't do that," said Olivia.
"I want you to promise that you will not tell your brother the truth
until you have left here and are at home. I shall go away very soon.
I am tired of what I have been doing. It is different from what you
meant it to be. But you must promise that if you stay after I have
gone—as of course you will—you will not tell him. My home is only a
few miles away. You might be tempted, after thinking it over, to come
and see me—and I should not like it. I want it all to stop here—I
mean my part of it. I don't want to know the rest."
Olivia had never felt so helpless in her life. She had neither
self-poise, nor tact, nor any other daring quality left.
"I wish," she faltered, gazing at the girl quite pathetically, "I wish
we had never begun it."
"So do I," said Louisiana. "Do you promise?"
"Y-yes. I would promise anything. I—I have hurt your feelings," she
confessed, in an outbreak.
She was destined to receive a fresh shock.
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