"It belongs to some
one else—to the girl he thinks I am. I am not that girl, though; I
will remember that."
But in a few days she calmed down. She told herself that she always
did remember, but she ceased to feel frightened and was more at ease.
She never talked very much, but she became more familiar with the
subjects she heard discussed. One morning she went to Olivia's room
and asked her for the address of a bookseller.
"I want to send for some books and—and magazines," she said,
confusedly. "I wish you—if you would tell me what to send for.
Father will give me the money if I ask him for it."
Olivia sat down and made a list. It was along list, comprising the
best periodicals of the day and several standard books.
When she handed it to her she regarded her with curiosity.
"You mean to read them all?" she asked.
"Isn't it time that I should?" replied her pupil.
"Well—it is a good plan," returned Olivia, rather absently.
Truth to tell, she was more puzzled every day. She had begun to be
quite sure that something had happened. It seemed as if a slight
coldness existed between herself and her whilom adorer. The simplicity
of her enthusiasm was gone. Her affection had changed as her outward
bearing. It was a better regulated and less noticeable emotion. Once
or twice Olivia fancied she had seen the girl looking at her even
sadly, as if she felt, for the moment, a sense of some loss.
"Perhaps it was very clumsy in me," she used to say to herself.
"Perhaps I don't understand her, after all."
But she could not help looking on with interest. She had never before
seen Laurence enjoy himself so thoroughly. He had been working very
hard during the past year, and was ready for his holiday. He found the
utter idleness, which was the chief feature of the place, a good thing.
There was no town or village within twenty miles, newspapers were a day
or two old when they arrived, there were very few books to be found,
and there was absolutely no excitement. At night the band brayed in
the empty-looking ball-room, and a few very young couples danced, in a
desultory fashion and without any ceremony. The primitive,
domesticated slowness of the place was charming. Most of the guests
had come from the far South at the beginning of the season and would
remain until the close of it; so they had had time to become familiar
with each other and to throw aside restraint.
"There is nothing to distract one," Ferrol said, "nothing to rouse one,
nothing to inspire one—nothing! It is delicious! Why didn't I know
of it before?"
He had plenty of time to study his sister's friend. She rode and
walked with him and Olivia when they made their excursions, she
listened while he read aloud to them as he lay on the grass in a quiet
corner of the grounds. He thought her natural reserve held her from
expressing her opinion on what he read very freely; it certainly did
not occur to him that she was beginning her literary education under
his guidance. He could see that the things which pleased him most were
not lost upon her. Her face told him that. One moonlight night, as
they sat on an upper gallery, he began to speak of the novelty of the
aspect of the country as it presented itself to an outsider who saw it
for the first time.
"It is a new life, and a new people," he said. "And, by the way,
Olivia, where is the new species of young woman I was to see—the
daughter of the people who does not belong to her sphere?"
He turned to Louisiana.
"Have you ever seen her?" he asked. "I must confess to a dubiousness
on the subject."
Before he could add another word Louisiana turned upon him. He could
see her face clearly in the moonlight. It was white, and her eyes were
dilated and full of fire.
"Why do you speak in that way?" she cried. "As if—as if such people
were so far beneath you. What right have you——"
She stopped suddenly. Laurence Ferrol was gazing at her in amazement.
She rose from her seat, trembling.
"I will go away a little," she said.
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