"I never saw anything
like her before. I look at her great soft eyes and I catch glimpses of
expression which don't seem to belong to the rest of her. When I see
her eyes I could fancy for a moment that she had been brought up in a
convent or had lived a very simple, isolated life, but when she speaks
and moves I am bewildered. I want to hear her talk, but she says so
little. She does not even dance. I suppose her relatives are serious
people. I dare say you have not heard much of them from her. Her
reserve is so extraordinary in a girl. I wonder how old she is?"
"Nineteen, I think."
"I thought so. I never saw anything prettier than her quiet way when I
asked her to dance with me. She said, simply, 'I do not dance. I have
never learned.' It was as if she had never thought of it as being an
unusual thing."
He talked of her all the time he remained in the room. Olivia had
never seen him so interested before.
"The fascination is that she seems to be two creatures at once," he
said. "And one of them is stronger than the other and will break out
and reveal itself one day. I begin by feeling I do not understand her,
and that is the most interesting of all beginnings, I long to discover
which of the two creatures is the real one."
When he was going away he stopped suddenly to say:
"How was it you never mentioned her in your letters? I can't
understand that."
"I wanted you to see her for yourself," Olivia answered. "I thought I
would wait."
"Well," he said, after thinking a moment, "I am glad, after all, that
you did."
CHAPTER V.
"I HAVE HURT YOU."
From the day of his arrival a new life began for Louisiana. She was no
longer an obscure and unconsidered young person. Suddenly, and for the
first time in her life, she found herself vested with a marvellous
power. It was a power girls of a different class from her own are
vested with from the beginning of their lives. They are used to it and
regard it as their birthright. Louisiana was not used to it. There
had been nothing like it attending her position as "that purty gal o'
Rogerses." She was accustomed to the admiration of men she was
indifferent to—men who wore short-waisted blue-jean coats, and turned
upon their elbows to stare at her as she sat in the little white frame
church. After making an effort to cultivate her acquaintance, they
generally went away disconcerted. "She's mighty still," they said.
"She haint got nothin' to say. Seems like thar aint much to her—but
she's powerful purty though."
This was nothing like her present experience. She began slowly to
realize that she was a little like a young queen now. Here was a man
such as she had never spoken to before, who was always ready to
endeavor to his utmost to please her: who, without any tendency toward
sentimental nonsense, was plainly the happier for her presence and
favor. What could be more assiduous and gallant than the every-day
behavior of the well-bred, thoroughly experienced young man of the
period toward the young beauty who for the moment reigns over his
fancy! It need only be over his fancy; there is no necessity that the
impression should be any deeper. His suavity, his chivalric air, his
ready wit in her service, are all that could be desired.
When Louisiana awakened to the fact that all this homage was rendered
to her as being only the natural result of her girlish beauty—as if it
was the simplest thing in the world, and a state of affairs which must
have existed from the first—she experienced a sense of terror. Just
at the very first she would have been glad to escape from it and sink
into her old obscurity.
"It does not belong to me," she said to herself.
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