I don't see my way clear.'
'You're not very fond of anybody, perhaps?' said Pinch.
'Not particular, sir, I think.'
'But the way would be, you know, Mark, according to your views
of things,' said Mr Pinch, 'to marry somebody you didn't like, and
who was very disagreeable.'
'So it would, sir; but that might be carrying out a principle a
little too far, mightn't it?'
'Perhaps it might,' said Mr Pinch. At which they both laughed
gayly.
'Lord bless you, sir,' said Mark, 'you don't half know me,
though. I don't believe there ever was a man as could come out so
strong under circumstances that would make other men miserable, as
I could, if I could only get a chance. But I can't get a chance.
It's my opinion that nobody never will know half of what's in me,
unless something very unexpected turns up. And I don't see any
prospect of that. I'm a-going to leave the Dragon, sir.'
'Going to leave the Dragon!' cried Mr Pinch, looking at him with
great astonishment. 'Why, Mark, you take my breath away!'
'Yes, sir,' he rejoined, looking straight before him and a long
way off, as men do sometimes when they cogitate profoundly. 'What's
the use of my stopping at the Dragon? It an't at all the sort of
place for ME. When I left London (I'm a Kentish man by birth,
though), and took that situation here, I quite made up my mind that
it was the dullest little out-of-the-way corner in England, and
that there would be some credit in being jolly under such
circumstances. But, Lord, there's no dullness at the Dragon!
Skittles, cricket, quoits, nine-pins, comic songs, choruses,
company round the chimney corner every winter's evening. Any man
could be jolly at the Dragon. There's no credit in THAT.'
'But if common report be true for once, Mark, as I think it is,
being able to confirm it by what I know myself,' said Mr Pinch,
'you are the cause of half this merriment, and set it going.'
'There may be something in that, too, sir,' answered Mark. 'But
that's no consolation.'
'Well!' said Mr Pinch, after a short silence, his usually
subdued tone being even now more subdued than ever. 'I can hardly
think enough of what you tell me. Why, what will become of Mrs
Lupin, Mark?'
Mark looked more fixedly before him, and further off still, as
he answered that he didn't suppose it would be much of an object to
her. There were plenty of smart young fellows as would be glad of
the place. He knew a dozen himself.
'That's probable enough,' said Mr Pinch, 'but I am not at all
sure that Mrs Lupin would be glad of them. Why, I always supposed
that Mrs Lupin and you would make a match of it, Mark; and so did
every one, as far as I know.'
'I never,' Mark replied, in some confusion, 'said nothing as was
in a direct way courting-like to her, nor she to me, but I don't
know what I mightn't do one of these odd times, and what she
mightn't say in answer. Well, sir, THAT wouldn't suit.'
'Not to be landlord of the Dragon, Mark?' cried Mr Pinch.
'No, sir, certainly not,' returned the other, withdrawing his
gaze from the horizon, and looking at his fellow-traveller. 'Why
that would be the ruin of a man like me. I go and sit down
comfortably for life, and no man never finds me out. What would be
the credit of the landlord of the Dragon's being jolly? Why, he
couldn't help it, if he tried.'
'Does Mrs Lupin know you are going to leave her?' Mr Pinch
inquired.
'I haven't broke it to her yet, sir, but I must. I'm looking out
this morning for something new and suitable,' he said, nodding
towards the city.
'What kind of thing now?' Mr Pinch demanded.
'I was thinking,' Mark replied, 'of something in the
grave-digging. way.'
'Good gracious, Mark?' cried Mr Pinch.
'It's a good damp, wormy sort of business, sir,' said Mark,
shaking his head argumentatively, 'and there might be some credit
in being jolly, with one's mind in that pursuit, unless
grave-diggers is usually given that way; which would be a drawback.
You don't happen to know how that is in general, do you, sir?'
'No,' said Mr Pinch, 'I don't indeed. I never thought upon the
subject.'
'In case of that not turning out as well as one could wish, you
know,' said Mark, musing again, 'there's other businesses.
Undertaking now. That's gloomy. There might be credit to be gained
there. A broker's man in a poor neighbourhood wouldn't be bad
perhaps. A jailor sees a deal of misery. A doctor's man is in the
very midst of murder.
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