And incidentally, Mr. Small, why are youasking
all this about him now? How did you find out I ever knew him?”
“Just let me put the questions, Miss Waring.” There was nothing brusque or
unkindly in that, just a carefully measured firmness.
“But I don’t see why you shouldn’t tell me. If he’s in any trouble I’d
want to help him.”
“Why?” The question shot out at me like the fang of a non-poisonous
snake.
“Because—well, because I like him.”
“Still?”
“In a sense. I don’t forget people I’ve once liked, and I did like him. Is
that extraordinary of me? Well, as I said, I’d want to help him if … if I
could, that is. Maybe I couldn’t. I suppose it depends on the kind of trouble
he’s in….”
I stopped, realizing he was just letting me talk. When he could see I
didn’t intend to go on, he said: “Why should you expect him to be in any
trouble?”
“I didn’t say I expected it. I said if he is.”
“What put such a possibility in your mind?”
“Because you’re questioning me about him as if he’d done something wrong.
Or aren’t you? Isn’t this a branch of the F.B.I, or something?”
He took out a cigarette case and pushed it across the table towards me.
“Smoke?”
I said no thanks, because I thought my hand might tremble while I held a
cigarette for him to light.
He went on: “How long since you had any communication with Bradley?”
“Oh years. Not since before the war. The English war—1939.”
“Nineteen thirty-six being the year you knew him in London?”
“That’s right.” I thought: Now it’s coming; and was inspired to add
quickly: “My parents and I returned to America the following year.”
“Did he return to America?”
“Not that I know of.”
“At any rate you didn’t see him in America?”
“No, never.”
“Didn’t he write you any letters?”
“Only a few—for a while. Then we lost touch. I wish you’d give me
his present address if you have it.”
“So that you could renew your friendship?”
“Perhaps not that, but I’d write to him—for old time’s sake.”
“And offer your help?”
“Yes—if he needed any.”
He nodded slowly. Then he lit a cigarette for himself and leaned back in
the swivel chair. “Tell me, Miss Waring—and please remember I’m not
trying to trap you into anything you don’t want to say—all I’d like is
a personal opinion, just between ourselves….” He made a finger gesture to
the girl taking shorthand. “Miss Sutton, don’t put this down—it’s off
the record….”
My father always said that when anyone ever tells you something is off the
record you should be doubly on your guard; so I was, instantly, and
concentrated on trying not to show it. I smiled, pretending to relax. He went
on: “You’re a very loyal person—I can see that. Loyal to friends, just
as you’d be loyal to your country. When you first got to know Bradley and
found yourself beginning to like him, naturally you’d hope to find in him the
same kind of loyalties. Did you?… Or were you ever a little disappointed in
some ways?”
“No, I don’t think so. I liked him. When you like people you don’t weigh
them up like that. At least I don’t.”
“You never felt there might be things he was keeping from you?”
“We weren’t close enough friends for me even to think about it. He wasn’t
a very talkative person, anyway.”
“You mean that if he’d had any secrets he’d probably not have shared them
with you?”
“Maybe not. And I might not have shared mine with him. We were neither of
us the tell-everything type.”
He looked at me till I thought I was going to blush, so of course I did
blush. As if satisfied, he pressed down the clasp of his briefcase and stood
up. I saw then that he wore black shoes.
“Well, Miss Waring, I guess that’s about all. Thank you for coming
over….
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