Ten men may love
me,—I don't say that any man does—"
"He does."
"But I can't marry all the ten. And as for that business of
saving him—"
"You know what I mean!"
"I don't know that I have any special mission for saving young
men. I sometimes think that I shall have quite enough to do to save
myself. It is strange what a propensity I feel for the wrong side
of the post."
"I feel the strongest assurance that you will always keep on the
right side."
"Thank you, my dear. I mean to try, but I'm quite sure that the
jockey who takes me in hand ought to be very steady himself. Now,
Lord Chiltern—"
"Well,—out with it. What have you to say?"
"He does not bear the best reputation in this world as a steady
man. Is he altogether the sort of man that mammas of the best kind
are seeking for their daughters? I like a roué myself;—and a prig
who sits all night in the House, and talks about nothing but
church-rates and suffrage, is to me intolerable. I prefer men who
are improper, and all that sort of thing. If I were a man myself I
should go in for everything I ought to leave alone. I know I
should. But you see,—I'm not a man, and I must take care of myself.
The wrong side of a post for a woman is so very much the wrong
side. I like a fast man, but I know that I must not dare to marry
the sort of man that I like."
"To be one of us, then,—the very first among us;—would that be
the wrong side?"
"You mean that to be Lady Chiltern in the present tense, and
Lady Brentford in the future, would be promotion for Violet
Effingham in the past?"
"How hard you are, Violet!"
"Fancy,—that it should come to this,—that you should call me
hard, Laura. I should like to be your sister. I should like well
enough to be your father's daughter. I should like well enough to
be Chiltern's friend. I am his friend. Nothing that any one has
ever said of him has estranged me from him. I have fought for him
till I have been black in the face. Yes, I have,—with my aunt. But
I am afraid to be his wife. The risk would be so great. Suppose
that I did not save him, but that he brought me to shipwreck
instead?"
"That could not be!"
"Could it not? I think it might be so very well. When I was a
child they used to be always telling me to mind myself. It seems to
me that a child and a man need not mind themselves. Let them do
what they may, they can be set right again. Let them fall as they
will, you can put them on their feet. But a woman has to mind
herself;—and very hard work it is when she has a dragon of her own
driving her ever the wrong way."
"I want to take you from the dragon."
"Yes;—and to hand me over to a griffin."
"The truth is, Violet, that you do not know Oswald. He is not a
griffin."
"I did not mean to be uncomplimentary. Take any of the dangerous
wild beasts you please.
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