"To-morrow, at your
place, at two?"
"Quite so. To-morrow, at two."
Jean had not spoken a word.
When their guest had gone, silence fell again till father Roland
clapped his two hands on his younger son's shoulders, crying:
"Well, you devilish lucky dog! You don't embrace me!"
Then Jean smiled. He embraced his father, saying:
"It had not struck me as indispensable."
The old man was beside himself with glee. He walked about the
room, strummed on the furniture with his clumsy nails, turned about
on his heels, and kept saying:
"What luck! What luck! Now, that is really what I call
luck!"
Pierre asked:
"Then you used to know this Marechal well?"
And his father replied:
"I believe! Why, he used to spend every evening at our house.
Surely you remember he used to fetch you from school on
half-holidays, and often took you back again after dinner. Why, the
very day when Jean was born it was he who went for the doctor. He
had been breakfasting with us when your mother was taken ill. Of
course we knew at once what it meant, and he set off post-haste. In
his hurry he took my hat instead of his own. I remember that
because we had a good laugh over it afterward. It is very likely
that he may have thought of that when he was dying, and as he had
no heir he may have said to himself: 'I remember helping to bring
that youngster into the world, so I will leave him my
savings.'"
Mme. Roland, sunk in a deep chair, seemed lost in reminiscences
once more. She murmured, as though she were thinking aloud:
"Ah, he was a good friend, very devoted, very faithful, a rare
soul in these days."
Jean got up.
"I shall go out for a little walk," he said.
His father was surprised and tried to keep him; they had much to
talk about, plans to be made, decisions to be formed. But the young
man insisted, declaring that he had an engagement. Besides, there
would be time enough for settling everything before he came into
possession of his inheritance. So he went away, for he wished to be
alone to reflect. Pierre, on his part, said that he too was going
out, and after a few minutes followed his brother.
As soon as he was alone with his wife, father Roland took her in
his arms, kissed her a dozen times on each cheek, and, replying to
a reproach she had often brought against him, said:
"You see, my dearest, that it would have been no good to stay
any longer in Paris and work for the children till I dropped,
instead of coming here to recruit my health, since fortune drops on
us from the skies."
She was quite serious.
"It drops from the skies on Jean," she said. "But Pierre?"
"Pierre? But he is a doctor; he will make plenty of money;
besides, his brother will surely do something for him."
"No, he would not take it. Besides, this legacy is for Jean,
only for Jean. Pierre will find himself at a great
disadvantage."
The old fellow seemed perplexed: "Well, then, we will leave him
rather more in our will."
"No; that again would not be quite just."
"Drat it all!" he exclaimed. "What do you want me to do in the
matter? You always hit on a whole heap of disagreeable ideas. You
must spoil all my pleasures. Well, I am going to bed. Good-night.
All the same, I call it good luck, jolly good luck!"
And he went off, delighted in spite of everything, and without a
word of regret for the friend so generous in his death.
Mme. Roland sat thinking again in front of the lamp which was
burning out.
CHAPTER II
As soon as he got out, Pierre made his way to the Rue de Paris,
the high-street of Havre, brightly lighted up, lively and noisy.
The rather sharp air of the seacoast kissed his face, and he walked
slowly, his stick under his arm and his hands behind his back. He
was ill at ease, oppressed, out of heart, as one is after hearing
unpleasant tidings. He was not distressed by any definite thought,
and he would have been puzzled to account, on the spur of the
moment, for this dejection of spirit and heaviness of limb. He was
hurt somewhere, without knowing where; somewhere within him there
was a pin-point of pain—one of those almost imperceptible wounds
which we cannot lay a finger on, but which incommode us, tire us,
depress us, irritate us—a slight and occult pang, as it were a
small seed of distress.
When he reached the square in front of the theatre, he was
attracted by the lights in the Cafe Tortoni, and slowly bent his
steps to the dazzling facade; but just as he was going in he
reflected that he would meet friends there and acquaintances—people
he would be obliged to talk to; and fierce repugnance surged up in
him for this commonplace good-fellowship over coffee cups and
liqueur glasses. So, retracing his steps, he went back to the
high-street leading to the harbour.
"Where shall I go?" he asked himself, trying to think of a spot
he liked which would agree with his frame of mind. He could not
think of one, for being alone made him feel fractious, yet he could
not bear to meet any one. As he came out on the Grand Quay he
hesitated once more; then he turned towards the pier; he had chosen
solitude.
Going close by a bench on the breakwater he sat down, tired
already of walking and out of humour with his stroll before he had
taken it.
He said to himself: "What is the matter with me this evening?"
And he began to search in his memory for what vexation had crossed
him, as we question a sick man to discover the cause of his
fever.
His mind was at once irritable and sober; he got excited, then
he reasoned, approving or blaming his impulses; but in time
primitive nature at last proved the stronger; the sensitive man
always had the upper hand over the intellectual man.
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