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By evening he had decided to leave.  It was not that anyone had been unkind to him—quite the contrary, but he felt that he was causing a disturbance, and the disturbance disturbed him just as much as the others.  He had given Truslove and Sanderstead his decision; it merely irritated him that they continued to wrangle.  “The fact is, Sheldon, my remaining here is just an added complication at the moment, affording no pleasure either to myself or anyone else—so I’ll just fold my tent and silently steal away.  But I won’t go far and I’ll leave you my address so that you can get in touch with me if there’s any need—if, for instance, Sanderstead decides my father’s well enough to see me.  Don’t tell Truslove where I am—I don’t want any messages from HIM—and as for what you say to the others, I simply leave it to you, except that I’d rather they didn’t take my departure as a sign of either disgust or—er—abdication. . . .  Perhaps you could think of something casual enough?  And while I’m in Brighton I’ll warm your heart by buying a few good suits of clothes.”

“BRIGHTON, sir?”

“Yes, I always did like Brighton.  I’ll be all right alone—don’t worry.  If you could pack a bag for me, and get hold of a little pocket-money from the family vault or archives or wherever it’s kept—I suppose the hardest thing is to find any spare cash in a rich man’s house. . . .”

“I can advance it, sir, with pleasure.”

“Good . . . and put a few books in the bag, some of my old college books if you can find them.”

“Maybe you oughtn’t to overtax your mind, sir?”

“On the contrary, I feel rather inclined to treat my mind as one

does a clock when it won’t go—give it a shake-up and see what

happens. . . .  Oh, and one other thing—I’d prefer to have the car

drive me to Scoresby for the train.  I’m so tired of shaking hands

with people, and most of the station staff at Fiveoaks—“

“I understand.”  Sheldon hesitated a moment and then said:  “You

really ARE going to Brighton?  I mean, you’re not—er—thinking of—

er—“

Charles laughed.  “Not a bit of it, Sheldon.  Put detectives on me if you like.  And to show you it’s all open and aboveboard, you can send a wire booking a room for me at the Berners Hotel.”

“BERNERS?  I don’t think that’s one of the—“

“I know, but I looked it up in the back of the railway guide and it’s in Regency Square—where my mother and Miss Ponsonby used to rent a house for the summer when I was a small boy.”

So much for sentiment; actually when he got there he found the Berners Hotel in Regency Square not quite comfortable enough, and moved to a better one the next day, notifying Sheldon of the change.  It teased him to realize that though he did not care for grandeur and did not insist on luxury, he yet inclined to a certain standard in hotels—a standard above that of the clothes in which he had arrived at Stourton.  He wished he hadn’t told the Liverpool tailor to throw away his original torn and rain-sodden suit; it might have afforded some clue to the mystery.  He pondered over it intermittently, but the effort merely tired him and brought nearer to the surface an always submerged sadness, that sense of bewildering, pain-drenched loss.  He was afraid of that, and found relief in recollecting earlier clear-seen days of childhood and boyhood, the pre-war years during which he had grown up to be—as Miss Ponsonby would have said (only a governess could say such a thing outright)--an English gentleman.

Sheldon had packed a few books, chosen almost at random; a further selection, more carefully made, arrived from Stourton two days later.  They included several he remembered studying in preparation for Cambridge—Stubbs’s Constitutional History of England, Bryce’s Holy Roman Empire, Gibbon’s Decline and Fall.  Good meaty reading, a little tough in places, suitable for whole mornings on the Promenade in one of the glass shelters; equally suitable for wet days in the hotel lounge.  One morning, walking along the cliffs towards Rottingdean, he met an elderly man with a dog; interest in a wreck on the beach below drew them into a conversation which presently veered to books and politics.  For three successive mornings afterwards he took the same walk, met the same man, and continued the same conversation, each time more interestingly; but on the fourth morning the man didn’t appear, nor on any subsequent morning when Charles took the same walk.  He didn’t particularly mind; indeed, it almost comforted him to think of such mutual contacts as possible without the foolish establishment of names and identities.

Sheldon wrote to him regularly, giving him news of Stourton, but there wasn’t much to relate: Mr. Rainier kept about the same;

Sanderstead and Truslove were still quarrelling; while the family chafed more restively, finding Stourton rather dull to do nothing in, and wondering how long they must wait before they could decently decide to return to their respective homes.  Not, of course, that they wanted the old man to die, but they clearly felt they shouldn’t have been sent for so soon; on top of which Charles’s return had somehow disturbed their equilibrium, for if there is one thing more mentally upsetting to a family than death, it must be (on account of its rarity) resurrection.  All of which Charles either deduced from or read between the lines of Sheldon’s direct reportage of facts—such as that Truslove had had an unsatisfactory interview with Dr. Astley, that Chet’s wife was no longer on speaking terms with Bridget, that Chet had taken to spending most of his time practising shots in the billiard-room, that the local vicar had paid a discreet visit hoping to see Charles, and that the weather was still fine, but the barometer beginning to fall.

One morning at breakfast, while he was in the midst of reading Sheldon’s latest assurance that things were still about the same, a page-boy brought a wire informing him at a glance that things were no longer the same at all.  His father had died suddenly a few hours before.

He packed his bag and left for Stourton by the next train, arriving at Fiveoaks towards late afternoon.  There he acknowledged the greetings of several of the station staff (noting with relief that the sensation value of his own existence had considerably diminished), and hurried into the waiting car.  This time the skies were darkening as the moment of the “view” appeared, but the great house still made its bow impressively.

Sheldon was waiting at the open door to receive him; within the house, in the deliberately half-lit hall, Chet stood holding a whiskey and soda.

“Hello, old chap.  Had a good time?  Sheldon says you’ve been dosing yourself with sea air—don’t blame you. . . .  Turned chilly these last few hours—what about a drink?”

Charles said he would have one, so Chet marched him into the dining-room, where the liquor was kept.  “You know, I once went to see a man in London—somewhere in Campden Hill, I think it was—sort of artist’s studio—but the chap had built a regular bar, like a pub, at one end of his dining-room—awfully good idea, don’t you think? . . .  Well, God bless.”

Charles asked for details of his father’s death and received them; then, alone, he went upstairs and entered the room where the old man lay.  The numbness in his heart almost stirred; he touched the dead hand, feeling a little dead himself as he did so.  Then he went downstairs to meet the others of the family, among them three recent arrivals, Jill with Kitty, and Julian.  Jill was a heavily built, smartly dressed woman in her late forties, the eldest of the family and the widow of a civil servant who had left her with a daughter by an earlier marriage of his own.  Kitty was fourteen and generally described, even by those who did not dislike her, as “a bit of a handful.”  Julian, back from Cannes, where he had been spending the winter, gave Charles a languid salutation and a remark evidently well prepared in advance.  “How charming to see you again, Charles!  I understand that when you regained your memory you found yourself in Liverpool on a wet day!  Your only consolation must have been that it wasn’t Manchester!”

Epigrams of this kind had established Julian’s reputation as the family wit, but they lacked spontaneity and his opening remark in any conversation was generally on a level, however disputable, to which he did not afterwards attain.  In appearance he was tall, lean, and handsome in a rather saturnine, over-elegant way; he lived most of his life in fashionable resorts where he played a little tennis, indulged in little friendships, and painted little pictures of scenery which his friends said were “not so bad.”

So now they were all gathered together, the Rainier family, in descending order of age, as follows: Jill, Chetwynd, George, Julia, Charles, Julian, and Bridget.  It was a stale family joke to say that they were seven.  Like many families who have dispersed, they found conversation hard except in exchanges of news about their own affairs—troubles with servants, new houses, business squabbles, and so on.  During the difficult interval between death and the funeral it was Sheldon who took control like some well-built machine slipping into a particularly silent but effective gear.  Charles was grateful for this, and especially, too, that Sheldon had arranged a quiet room for him, his old turret room, in which he could rest and read a good deal of the time.  He was aware that all the family viewed him with curiosity and some with suspicion, and that intimacy with any of them would probably lead to questions about himself that he could not answer.

A minor but on the whole welcome diversion was caused by the revelation that during the last twelve months of his life old Mr.  Rainier had been having his biography written.  The author was a young and unknown man named Seabury, who had apparently made a business of persuading rich men that posterity would regret the absence of any definitive story of their lives.  Rainier, usually a shrewd detector of flattery, had in this case succumbed, so that the book had been commissioned, a sum paid to Seabury there and then, and a further sum promised “on completion” and “if approved.” When the old man’s state of health became serious, Seabury had evidently begun to fear for the balance of his payment, and so had hurried his manuscript into final shape, hoping perhaps to impress the assembled relatives by a certain fulsomeness of treatment that might be considered additionally appropriate in the circumstances.

The manuscript, neatly typed and with a covering letter, was brought to Stourton by special messenger on the evening before the funeral; Sheldon accepted it and placed it on the hall table;

Charles, passing by an hour later, opened it at random.  He happened to light on a description of Cowderton, where the Rainier steelworks were situated, and read:--

But what has been sacrificed in the sylvan peace of its surroundings has been gained in the town’s prevalent atmosphere of optimism and prosperity; and for these gifts, connected so visibly with the firm of Rainier, Cowderton must thank the dreams of a lad who was himself born in the heart of rural England.

Charles smiled slightly and did not read any more.  He felt that the book, if it were all in such a vein, would probably have pleased his father, while at the same time affording him the additional pleasure of not being taken in by it.

Others of the family, however, got hold of the manuscript and read enough of it to decide it was rather good, though of course they had to be a little patronizing about a mere writer, especially an unknown one, while at the same time nourishing the secret wonderment of all healthy-minded Philistines that the act of writing can be protracted throughout three hundred pages.  But the manuscript’s chief value lay in its usefulness as a subject for conversation during the rather hard-going lunch-party that assembled towards half-past two the following afternoon.  Those who had just seen old Mr. Rainier’s remains lowered into their final resting-place in Stourton Churchyard were relaxing after the strain of the ordeal while steeling themselves for another—the reading of the will; and there, at the table, with all the secrets in his pocket, sat Truslove, somehow larger now than life, munching saddle of mutton in full awareness that his moment was about to arrive, and striking the exact professional balance between serious-mindedness and good-humour—prepared to respond to a joke if one were offered, or to commiserate with a tear if one were let fall.

It seemed to be a family convention—unwritten, unspoken, even in a sense not consciously thought about—that Sheldon was one of them at such moments, and that as soon as the other servants had left the dining-room his own remaining presence need impose no censorship.  Chetwynd had been talking business optimism with Truslove.  “What we’ve got to do now, old chap, is to plan for peace as efficiently as we planned for war, because there’s going to be no limit to what British industry can do in the future—why, only during the last few weeks one of our war factories turned to making motor-cycles—we’re snowed under with orders already, simply can’t cope with them.”  This was vaguely pleasant news to the family, though business was always tiresome—and yet, what else was there to talk about?  Then somebody thought of the biography, and George asked Sheldon his opinion of it.

“I looked it over, sir, and it seemed quite respectably written.”

“Respectably—or respectfully?” put in Julian, staking out his epigram rather faster than usual.

“Both, I think, sir.”

Sheldon smiled, and then all of them, except Charles, began to laugh, as if suddenly realizing that there was no reason why they shouldn’t.  In the midst of the laughter Chetwynd glanced across the table and caught a ready eye.  “How about an adjournment to the library, Truslove?”

Half an hour later the secrets were known, and there was nothing very startling about them.  The bulk of Henry Rainier’s fortune, amounting after payment of death duties to over one million eight hundred thousand pounds, was divided equally between six of the children enumerated by name, except that Chetwynd, because of seniority and closer contacts with the industrial firms, took over a few additional controlling interests.  Stourton was also left to him, as well as the town house in London.  A few heirlooms went to various members of the family; there were bequests to servants and a few small gifts to charity.  Charles, of course, was not mentioned.

The whole revelation was so unspectacular that when Truslove had folded up the will and replaced it in his pocket there was a general feeling of relief and anticlimax.  Any faint fears the family might have entertained (and there always are such faint fears where money is concerned) could now be disbanded; they were all going to stay comfortably rich for the rest of their lives— even richer than most of them had anticipated.

Sheldon had not been present during the actual will-reading, but when he next entered Chetwynd was the first to address him, almost jauntily:  “Well, Sheldon, he remembered you.  You get a thousand.”

“That was very generous of Mr. Rainier.”

“And if you take my advice you’ll put it back in the firm— wonderful chance to double or treble it. . . .  However, we can discuss that later.  By the way, I’m taking it for granted you’ll stay with me here?”

“I shall be very pleased to do so, Mr. Chetwynd.”

Chet, it was clear, was already seeing himself an Industrial Magnate, Master of Stourton, and Supreme Arbiter of Family Affairs.  There was a touch of childishness in his attitude that prevented it from being wholly unpleasant.  Having made his gesture, he now turned to Truslove, whose eye still watchfully waited.  “Now, old chap, before we close the meeting, I think you’ve something else to say.”

Truslove rose, cleared his throat, and began by remarking that it was perhaps appropriate at such a moment to turn from a sad event to one which, by being almost contemporaneous, had undoubtedly served to balance pleasure against pain, gain against loss.  Indeed, had the late Mr. Rainier been permitted to learn of it, who knows but what . . .  However, they knew his views about THAT, and the differences that had arisen between himself and Dr.  Sanderstead; death had put an end to them, so it was perhaps unnecessary to refer to them again.  What he did feel was undoubtedly what they all felt—a desire to welcome Mr. Charles to their midst and to assure him of their unbounded joy at the extraordinary good fortune that had befallen him.  “We don’t pretend to understand exactly how it happened, Mr.