He was an old man who had brought both Livia
and Livia’s father into the world; he did not greatly care for Emily and
doubted the wisdom of most things that she did. “It’s time the child went to
school and mixed with people,” he kept urging. “Why don’t you tell her the
truth and get it over? You’ll have her self-centred and neurotic if she stays
here seeing nobody but you and Sarah and Miss Fortescue… What does John
think about it?”
“He left it to me to tell her when I think the moment is right,” replied
Emily, with strained accuracy. “She’s only eight, remember.”
But it was just the same when Emily was able to say “She’s only nine” and
“She’s only ten”. And by that time also another thing had happened. John had
been transferred to a prison in the south of England, and Emily no longer saw
him every month. After all, it was a long journey just for the sake of one
short interview, and it was possible also to wonder what good it did, either
to him or her; letters were much easier.
Not that Emily was a hard-hearted woman—far from it. She had no
bitterness against her husband for either the crash or the crime, or even
against the country for having jailed him; she had no conviction that he
deserved his punishment—nor, on the other hand, that he had been
monstrously over-punished. The whole situation was one she could no longer
come to terms with at all, since it had passed the stage of romantic
interpretation. She was still able to weep whenever she thought of him, but
equally able to go without thinking of him for long periods, and the idea of
raking the whole thing up by telling Livia was not only distasteful, but
something she was a little scared of. Already she was aware of something in
Livia—character or personality or whatever one called it—that
outclassed her own. For one thing, Livia had no fear—of ghosts, or
being alone, or anything else. And also she would sometimes make scenes
—curious, nerve-racking scenes that made Emily feel peculiarly
helpless. Perhaps Dr. Whiteside was right and the child WAS neurotic—
but would the knowledge that her father was in prison make her any less so?
It was easy to think not.
Nor was it clear that Livia would be made happier by school, for in
addition to hating the idea of it, the child also seemed perfectly happy at
Stoneclough. She had far more freedom than children have in many homes; she
could play with dogs, cats, chickens, tame rabbits, and William the horse;
she liked and was permitted to make cooking experiments in the kitchen and
planting experiments in the garden; she could walk endlessly over near-by
moorland and through the clough on week-days; she could read library books
sent up from Mudie’s in London, and there was that new invention, the
phonograph, to amuse her. And on Sundays, to brighten the one day of
restriction, old Mr. Felsby usually called. But it did not brighten things so
much for Livia, who early formed the opinion that Mr. Felsby was a bore.
Richard Felsby was seventy-eight, oaken in physique, the last of a
generation destined to glower (within gilt frames) from above thousands of
mantelpieces upon dwindling families. Both the Channings and the Felsbys
were, in this matter, typical; once so prolific, they seemed now in danger of
reaching a complete full- stop, for only the surviving Richard, the absent
John, and the infant Livia could claim direct descent from the original
Channing and Felsby who had built up the firm. The last of the Felsbys could
not forgive the last of the John Channings—not so much on personal
grounds (for Richard, disliking John’s new-fangled business ideas long before
the crash came, had dissolved partnership and retired a rich man), but
because of the disgrace to the Channing name in a world that still associated
a Channing with a Felsby. It was said that the trial and the scandal
connected with it had aged Richard considerably, and if so, there were many
in Browdley who wished it had done more, for the old man was generally
disliked. When younger he had been against drinking, smoking, gambling,
dancing, and theatre-going (anything, indeed, that might lessen the week-day
efficiency of his employees); but of later years he had mellowed to the
extent that he only scowled wordlessly if he came across Livia sewing or
reading a novel during one of his Sunday visits. He did not much care for
Emily, though he felt he ought to keep an eye on her; he was disappointed in
Livia, because she was not a boy to carry on and rehabilitate the Channing
name; and, as before remarked, he could not forgive John. But he was old
enough both to remember and revere the memory of John’s father, who had died
some years before the turn of the century. Friend, partner, and contemporary,
this earlier John had been, in Richard’s opinion, the last of the ‘good’
Channings; and it was for his sake, chiefly, that the old man now visited
Stoneclough.
Besides being thus a tribute to the dead, the weekly visits were an
undoubted trial to the living, for Richard honestly believed he conferred
great benefits by patting Livia on the head and by discussing the state of
the cotton trade in a loud voice with Emily. He discussed this because, with
Livia hovering about, and in his usual mood by the time he arrived at the
house, it was practically the only thing he dared discuss; for Dr. Whiteside
had warned him against undue excitement, however caused. If he had anything
to say about John he would therefore take Emily into a corner for a session
of mysterious sibilant whispering, and sometimes in the middle of this Livia
would burst into the room, whereupon Richard would boom out again about the
state of the cotton trade.
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