Today the sense of
well-being was intensified by her joy at escaping from the library.
She liked well enough to have a friend drop in and talk to her when
she was on duty, but she hated to be bothered about books. How
could she remember where they were, when they were so seldom asked
for? Orma Fry occasionally took out a novel, and her brother Ben
was fond of what he called "jography," and of books relating to
trade and bookkeeping; but no one else asked for anything except,
at intervals, "Uncle Tom's Cabin," or "Opening of a Chestnut Burr,"
or Longfellow. She had these under her hand, and could have found
them in the dark; but unexpected demands came so rarely that they
exasperated her like an injustice....
She had liked the young man's looks, and his short-sighted eyes,
and his odd way of speaking, that was abrupt yet soft, just as his
hands were sun-burnt and sinewy, yet with smooth nails like a
woman's. His hair was sunburnt-looking too, or rather the colour of
bracken after frost; his eyes grey, with the appealing look of the
shortsighted, his smile shy yet confident, as if he knew lots of
things she had never dreamed of, and yet wouldn't for the world
have had her feel his superiority. But she did feel it, and liked
the feeling; for it was new to her. Poor and ignorant as she was,
and knew herself to be—humblest of the humble even in North Dormer,
where to come from the Mountain was the worst disgrace—yet in her
narrow world she had always ruled. It was partly, of course, owing
to the fact that lawyer Royall was "the biggest man in North
Dormer"; so much too big for it, in fact, that outsiders, who
didn't know, always wondered how it held him. In spite of
everything—and in spite even of Miss Hatchard—lawyer Royall ruled
in North Dormer; and Charity ruled in lawyer Royall's house. She
had never put it to herself in those terms; but she knew her power,
knew what it was made of, and hated it. Confusedly, the young man
in the library had made her feel for the first time what might be
the sweetness of dependence.
She sat up, brushed the bits of grass from her hair, and looked
down on the house where she held sway. It stood just below her,
cheerless and untended, its faded red front divided from the road
by a "yard" with a path bordered by gooseberry bushes, a stone well
overgrown with traveller's joy, and a sickly Crimson Rambler tied
to a fan-shaped support, which Mr. Royall had once brought up from
Hepburn to please her. Behind the house a bit of uneven ground with
clothes-lines strung across it stretched up to a dry wall, and
beyond the wall a patch of corn and a few rows of potatoes strayed
vaguely into the adjoining wilderness of rock and fern.
Charity could not recall her first sight of the house. She had
been told that she was ill of a fever when she was brought down
from the Mountain; and she could only remember waking one day in a
cot at the foot of Mrs. Royall's bed, and opening her eyes on the
cold neatness of the room that was afterward to be hers.
Mrs. Royall died seven or eight years later; and by that time
Charity had taken the measure of most things about her. She knew
that Mrs. Royall was sad and timid and weak; she knew that lawyer
Royall was harsh and violent, and still weaker. She knew that she
had been christened Charity (in the white church at the other end
of the village) to commemorate Mr. Royall's disinterestedness in
"bringing her down," and to keep alive in her a becoming sense of
her dependence; she knew that Mr. Royall was her guardian, but that
he had not legally adopted her, though everybody spoke of her as
Charity Royall; and she knew why he had come back to live at North
Dormer, instead of practising at Nettleton, where he had begun his
legal career.
After Mrs. Royall's death there was some talk of sending her to
a boarding-school. Miss Hatchard suggested it, and had a long
conference with Mr. Royall, who, in pursuance of her plan, departed
one day for Starkfield to visit the institution she recommended. He
came back the next night with a black face; worse, Charity
observed, than she had ever seen him; and by that time she had had
some experience.
When she asked him how soon she was to start he answered
shortly, "You ain't going," and shut himself up in the room he
called his office; and the next day the lady who kept the school at
Starkfield wrote that "under the circumstances" she was afraid she
could not make room just then for another pupil.
Charity was disappointed; but she understood. It wasn't the
temptations of Starkfield that had been Mr. Royall's undoing; it
was the thought of losing her. He was a dreadfully "lonesome" man;
she had made that out because she was so "lonesome" herself. He and
she, face to face in that sad house, had sounded the depths of
isolation; and though she felt no particular affection for him, and
not the slightest gratitude, she pitied him because she was
conscious that he was superior to the people about him, and that
she was the only being between him and solitude. Therefore, when
Miss Hatchard sent for her a day or two later, to talk of a school
at Nettleton, and to say that this time a friend of hers would
"make the necessary arrangements," Charity cut her short with the
announcement that she had decided not to leave North Dormer.
Miss Hatchard reasoned with her kindly, but to no purpose; she
simply repeated: "I guess Mr.
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