"I don't know why you should. I could
understand Orma Fry's doing it, because she's always wanted to get
me out of here ever since the first day. I can't see why, when
she's got her own home, and her father to work for her; nor Ida
Targatt, neither, when she got a legacy from her step-brother on'y
last year. But anyway we all live in the same place, and when it's
a place like North Dormer it's enough to make people hate each
other just to have to walk down the same street every day. But you
don't live here, and you don't know anything about any of us, so
what did you have to meddle for? Do you suppose the other girls'd
have kept the books any better'n I did? Why, Orma Fry don't hardly
know a book from a flat-iron! And what if I don't always sit round
here doing nothing till it strikes five up at the church? Who cares
if the library's open or shut? Do you suppose anybody ever comes
here for books? What they'd like to come for is to meet the fellows
they're going with if I'd let 'em. But I wouldn't let Bill Sollas
from over the hill hang round here waiting for the youngest Targatt
girl, because I know him... that's all... even if I don't know
about books all I ought to...."
She stopped with a choking in her throat. Tremors of rage were
running through her, and she steadied herself against the edge of
the desk lest he should see her weakness.
What he saw seemed to affect him deeply, for he grew red under
his sunburn, and stammered out: "But, Miss Royall, I assure you...
I assure you...."
His distress inflamed her anger, and she regained her voice to
fling back: "If I was you I'd have the nerve to stick to what I
said!"
The taunt seemed to restore his presence of mind. "I hope I
should if I knew; but I don't. Apparently something disagreeable
has happened, for which you think I'm to blame. But I don't know
what it is, because I've been up on Eagle Ridge ever since the
early morning."
"I don't know where you've been this morning, but I know you
were here in this library yesterday; and it was you that went home
and told your cousin the books were in bad shape, and brought her
round to see how I'd neglected them."
Young Harney looked sincerely concerned. "Was that what you were
told? I don't wonder you're angry. The books are in bad shape, and
as some are interesting it's a pity. I told Miss Hatchard they were
suffering from dampness and lack of air; and I brought her here to
show her how easily the place could be ventilated. I also told her
you ought to have some one to help you do the dusting and airing.
If you were given a wrong version of what I said I'm sorry; but I'm
so fond of old books that I'd rather see them made into a bonfire
than left to moulder away like these."
Charity felt her sobs rising and tried to stifle them in words.
"I don't care what you say you told her. All I know is she thinks
it's all my fault, and I'm going to lose my job, and I wanted it
more'n anyone in the village, because I haven't got anybody
belonging to me, the way other folks have. All I wanted was to put
aside money enough to get away from here sometime. D'you suppose if
it hadn't been for that I'd have kept on sitting day after day in
this old vault?"
Of this appeal her hearer took up only the last question. "It is
an old vault; but need it be? That's the point. And it's my putting
the question to my cousin that seems to have been the cause of the
trouble." His glance explored the melancholy penumbra of the long
narrow room, resting on the blotched walls, the discoloured rows of
books, and the stern rosewood desk surmounted by the portrait of
the young Honorius. "Of course it's a bad job to do anything with a
building jammed against a hill like this ridiculous mausoleum: you
couldn't get a good draught through it without blowing a hole in
the mountain. But it can be ventilated after a fashion, and the sun
can be let in: I'll show you how if you like...." The architect's
passion for improvement had already made him lose sight of her
grievance, and he lifted his stick instructively toward the
cornice. But her silence seemed to tell him that she took no
interest in the ventilation of the library, and turning back to her
abruptly he held out both hands. "Look here—you don't mean what you
said? You don't really think I'd do anything to hurt you?"
A new note in his voice disarmed her: no one had ever spoken to
her in that tone.
"Oh, what DID you do it for then?" she wailed. He had her hands
in his, and she was feeling the smooth touch that she had imagined
the day before on the hillside.
He pressed her hands lightly and let them go. "Why, to make
things pleasanter for you here; and better for the books. I'm sorry
if my cousin twisted around what I said. She's excitable, and she
lives on trifles: I ought to have remembered that. Don't punish me
by letting her think you take her seriously."
It was wonderful to hear him speak of Miss Hatchard as if she
were a querulous baby: in spite of his shyness he had the air of
power that the experience of cities probably gave.
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