You will
weary yourself too much. And do not sit down out of doors, for
there is a heavy dew beginning to fall."
At his first word, she went and sat down under the porch, at
Hollingsworth's feet, entirely contented and happy. What charm was
there in his rude massiveness that so attracted and soothed this
shadow-like girl? It appeared to me, who have always been curious
in such matters, that Priscilla's vague and seemingly causeless
flow of felicitous feeling was that with which love blesses
inexperienced hearts, before they begin to suspect what is going on
within them. It transports them to the seventh heaven; and if you
ask what brought them thither, they neither can tell nor care to
learn, but cherish an ecstatic faith that there they shall abide
forever.
Zenobia was in the doorway, not far from Hollingsworth. She
gazed at Priscilla in a very singular way. Indeed, it was a sight
worth gazing at, and a beautiful sight, too, as the fair girl sat
at the feet of that dark, powerful figure. Her air, while perfectly
modest, delicate, and virgin-like, denoted her as swayed by
Hollingsworth, attracted to him, and unconsciously seeking to rest
upon his strength. I could not turn away my own eyes, but hoped
that nobody, save Zenobia and myself, was witnessing this picture.
It is before me now, with the evening twilight a little deepened by
the dusk of memory.
"Come hither, Priscilla," said Zenobia. "I have something to say
to you."
She spoke in little more than a whisper. But it is strange how
expressive of moods a whisper may often be. Priscilla felt at once
that something had gone wrong.
"Are you angry with me?" she asked, rising slowly, and standing
before Zenobia in a drooping attitude. "What have I done? I hope
you are not angry!"
"No, no, Priscilla!" said Hollingsworth, smiling. "I will answer
for it, she is not. You are the one little person in the world with
whom nobody can be angry!"
"Angry with you, child? What a silly idea!" exclaimed Zenobia,
laughing. "No, indeed! But, my dear Priscilla, you are getting to
be so very pretty that you absolutely need a duenna; and, as I am
older than you, and have had my own little experience of life, and
think myself exceedingly sage, I intend to fill the place of a
maiden aunt. Every day, I shall give you a lecture, a quarter of an
hour in length, on the morals, manners, and proprieties of social
life. When our pastoral shall be quite played out, Priscilla, my
worldly wisdom may stand you in good stead."
"I am afraid you are angry with me!" repeated Priscilla sadly;
for, while she seemed as impressible as wax, the girl often showed
a persistency in her own ideas as stubborn as it was gentle.
"Dear me, what can I say to the child!" cried Zenobia in a tone
of humorous vexation. "Well, well; since you insist on my being
angry, come to my room this moment, and let me beat you!"
Zenobia bade Hollingsworth good-night very sweetly, and nodded
to me with a smile. But, just as she turned aside with Priscilla
into the dimness of the porch, I caught another glance at her
countenance. It would have made the fortune of a tragic actress,
could she have borrowed it for the moment when she fumbles in her
bosom for the concealed dagger, or the exceedingly sharp bodkin, or
mingles the ratsbane in her lover's bowl of wine or her rival's cup
of tea. Not that I in the least anticipated any such
catastrophe,—it being a remarkable truth that custom has in no one
point a greater sway than over our modes of wreaking our wild
passions. And besides, had we been in Italy, instead of New
England, it was hardly yet a crisis for the dagger or the bowl.
It often amazed me, however, that Hollingsworth should show
himself so recklessly tender towards Priscilla, and never once seem
to think of the effect which it might have upon her heart. But the
man, as I have endeavored to explain, was thrown completely off his
moral balance, and quite bewildered as to his personal relations,
by his great excrescence of a philanthropic scheme. I used to see,
or fancy, indications that he was not altogether obtuse to
Zenobia's influence as a woman. No doubt, however, he had a still
more exquisite enjoyment of Priscilla's silent sympathy with his
purposes, so unalloyed with criticism, and therefore more grateful
than any intellectual approbation, which always involves a possible
reserve of latent censure. A man—poet, prophet, or whatever he may
be—readily persuades himself of his right to all the worship that
is voluntarily tendered. In requital of so rich benefits as he was
to confer upon mankind, it would have been hard to deny
Hollingsworth the simple solace of a young girl's heart, which he
held in his hand, and smelled too, like a rosebud. But what if,
while pressing out its fragrance, he should crush the tender
rosebud in his grasp!
As for Zenobia, I saw no occasion to give myself any trouble.
With her native strength, and her experience of the world, she
could not be supposed to need any help of mine. Nevertheless, I was
really generous enough to feel some little interest likewise for
Zenobia. With all her faults (which might have been a great many
besides the abundance that I knew of), she possessed noble traits,
and a heart which must, at least, have been valuable while new.
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