She sat beside her on a stool, looking up every now and
then with an expression of humble delight at her new friend's
beauty. A brilliant woman is often an object of the devoted
admiration—it might almost be termed worship, or idolatry—of some
young girl, who perhaps beholds the cynosure only at an awful
distance, and has as little hope of personal intercourse as of
climbing among the stars of heaven. We men are too gross to
comprehend it. Even a woman, of mature age, despises or laughs at
such a passion. There occurred to me no mode of accounting for
Priscilla's behavior, except by supposing that she had read some of
Zenobia's stories (as such literature goes everywhere), or her
tracts in defence of the sex, and had come hither with the one
purpose of being her slave. There is nothing parallel to this, I
believe,—nothing so foolishly disinterested, and hardly anything so
beautiful,—in the masculine nature, at whatever epoch of life; or,
if there be, a fine and rare development of character might
reasonably be looked for from the youth who should prove himself
capable of such self-forgetful affection.
Zenobia happening to change her seat, I took the opportunity, in
an undertone, to suggest some such notion as the above.
"Since you see the young woman in so poetical a light," replied
she in the same tone, "you had better turn the affair into a
ballad. It is a grand subject, and worthy of supernatural
machinery. The storm, the startling knock at the door, the entrance
of the sable knight Hollingsworth and this shadowy snow-maiden,
who, precisely at the stroke of midnight, shall melt away at my
feet in a pool of ice-cold water and give me my death with a pair
of wet slippers! And when the verses are written, and polished
quite to your mind, I will favor you with my idea as to what the
girl really is."
"Pray let me have it now," said I; "it shall be woven into the
ballad."
"She is neither more nor less," answered Zenobia, "than a
seamstress from the city; and she has probably no more
transcendental purpose than to do my miscellaneous sewing, for I
suppose she will hardly expect to make my dresses."
"How can you decide upon her so easily?" I inquired.
"Oh, we women judge one another by tokens that escape the
obtuseness of masculine perceptions!" said Zenobia. "There is no
proof which you would be likely to appreciate, except the needle
marks on the tip of her forefinger. Then, my supposition perfectly
accounts for her paleness, her nervousness, and her wretched
fragility. Poor thing! She has been stifled with the heat of a
salamander stove, in a small, close room, and has drunk coffee, and
fed upon doughnuts, raisins, candy, and all such trash, till she is
scarcely half alive; and so, as she has hardly any physique, a poet
like Mr. Miles Coverdale may be allowed to think her
spiritual."
"Look at her now!" whispered I.
Priscilla was gazing towards us with an inexpressible sorrow in
her wan face and great tears running down her cheeks. It was
difficult to resist the impression that, cautiously as we had
lowered our voices, she must have overheard and been wounded by
Zenobia's scornful estimate of her character and purposes.
"What ears the girl must have!" whispered Zenobia, with a look
of vexation, partly comic and partly real. "I will confess to you
that I cannot quite make her out. However, I am positively not an
ill-natured person, unless when very grievously provoked,—and as
you, and especially Mr. Hollingsworth, take so much interest in
this odd creature, and as she knocks with a very slight tap against
my own heart likewise,—why, I mean to let her in. From this moment
I will be reasonably kind to her. There is no pleasure in
tormenting a person of one's own sex, even if she do favor one with
a little more love than one can conveniently dispose of; and that,
let me say, Mr. Coverdale, is the most troublesome offence you can
offer to a woman."
"Thank you," said I, smiling; "I don't mean to be guilty of
it."
She went towards Priscilla, took her hand, and passed her own
rosy finger-tips, with a pretty, caressing movement, over the
girl's hair. The touch had a magical effect. So vivid a look of joy
flushed up beneath those fingers, that it seemed as if the sad and
wan Priscilla had been snatched away, and another kind of creature
substituted in her place. This one caress, bestowed voluntarily by
Zenobia, was evidently received as a pledge of all that the
stranger sought from her, whatever the unuttered boon might be.
From that instant, too, she melted in quietly amongst us, and was
no longer a foreign element. Though always an object of peculiar
interest, a riddle, and a theme of frequent discussion, her tenure
at Blithedale was thenceforth fixed. We no more thought of
questioning it, than if Priscilla had been recognized as a domestic
sprite, who had haunted the rustic fireside of old, before we had
ever been warmed by its blaze.
She now produced, out of a work-bag that she had with her, some
little wooden instruments (what they are called I never knew), and
proceeded to knit, or net, an article which ultimately took the
shape of a silk purse. As the work went on, I remembered to have
seen just such purses before; indeed, I was the possessor of one.
Their peculiar excellence, besides the great delicacy and beauty of
the manufacture, lay in the almost impossibility that any
uninitiated person should discover the aperture; although, to a
practised touch, they would open as wide as charity or prodigality
might wish. I wondered if it were not a symbol of Priscilla's own
mystery.
Notwithstanding the new confidence with which Zenobia had
inspired her, our guest showed herself disquieted by the storm.
When the strong puffs of wind spattered the snow against the
windows and made the oaken frame of the farmhouse creak, she looked
at us apprehensively, as if to inquire whether these tempestuous
outbreaks did not betoken some unusual mischief in the shrieking
blast. She had been bred up, no doubt, in some close nook, some
inauspiciously sheltered court of the city, where the uttermost
rage of a tempest, though it might scatter down the slates of the
roof into the bricked area, could not shake the casement of her
little room. The sense of vast, undefined space, pressing from the
outside against the black panes of our uncurtained windows, was
fearful to the poor girl, heretofore accustomed to the narrowness
of human limits, with the lamps of neighboring tenements glimmering
across the street. The house probably seemed to her adrift on the
great ocean of the night. A little parallelogram of sky was all
that she had hitherto known of nature, so that she felt the
awfulness that really exists in its limitless extent.
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