Lower down on the opposite side, one or two nondescripts
between, sat the big, blond, bearded stranger with his son. Diagonally
across from himself and the doctor, they were in full view.
O’Malley talked to all and sundry whom his voice could reach,
being easily forthcoming to people whom he was not likely to see
again. But he was particularly pleased to find himself next to the
ship’s doctor, Dr. Heinrich Stahl, for the man both attracted and
antagonized him, and they had crossed swords pleasantly on more
voyages than one. There was a fundamental contradiction in his
character due—O’Malley divined—to the fact that his experiences did
not tally as he wished them to do with his beliefs, or vice versa.
Affecting to believe in nothing, he occasionally dropped remarks that
betrayed a belief in all kinds of things, unorthodox things. Then,
having led the Irishman into confessions of his own fairy faith, he
would abruptly rule the whole subject out of order with some cynical
phrase that closed discussion. In this sarcastic attitude O’Malley
detected a pose assumed for his own protection. “No man of sense can
possibly accept such a thing; it is incredible and foolish.” Yet, the
biting way he said the words betrayed him; the very thing his reason
rejected, his soul believed… .
These vivid impressions the Irishman had of people, one wonders
how accurate they were! In this case, perhaps, he was not far from the
truth. That a man with Dr. Stahl’s knowledge and ability could be
content to hide his light under the bushel of a mere Schiffsarzt
required explanation. His own explanation was that he wanted leisure
for thinking and writing. Bald-headed, slovenly, prematurely old, his
beard stained with tobacco and snuff, under-sized, scientific in the
imaginative sense that made him speculative beyond mere formulæ, his
was an individuality that inspired a respect one could never quite
account for. He had keen dark eyes that twinkled, sometimes
mockingly, sometimes, if the word may be allowed, bitterly, yet often
too with a good-humoured amusement which sympathy with human
weaknesses could alone have caused. A warm heart he certainly had, as
more than one forlorn passenger could testify.
Conversation at their table was slow at first. It began at the
lower end where the French tourists chattered briskly over the soup,
then crept upwards like a slow fire o’erleaping various individuals
who would not catch. For instance, it passed the harvest-machine man;
it passed the nondescripts; it also passed the big light-haired
stranger and his son.
At the table behind, there was a steady roar and buzz of voices;
the Captain was easy and genial, prophesying to the ladies on either
side of him a calm voyage. In the shelter of his big voice even the
shy found it easy to make remarks to their neighbours. Listening to
fragments of the talk O’Malley found that his own eyes kept wandering
down the table— diagonally across—to the two strangers. Once or
twice he intercepted the doctor’s glance travelling in the same
direction, and on these occasions it was on the tip of his tongue to
make a remark about them, or to ask a question. Yet the words did not
come. Dr. Stahl, he felt, knew a similar hesitation. Each, wanting to
speak, yet kept silence, waiting for the other to break the ice.
“This mistral is tiresome,” observed the doctor, as the tide of
talk flowed up to his end and made a remark necessary. “It tries the
nerves of some.” He glanced at O’Malley, but it was the fur-merchant
who replied, spreading a beringed hand over his plate to feel the
warmth.
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