Chance prepared the
setting, but immense powers had rushed in and availed themselves of
it. Something deeply buried had flamed from the stranger’s eyes and
beckoned to him. The fire ran from the big man to himself and was
gone.
“The Isles of Greece–-” The words were simple enough, yet it
seemed to O’Malley that the look they summoned to the stranger’s eyes
ensouled them, transfiguring them with the significance of vital
clues. They touched the fringe of a mystery, magnificent and
remote—some transcendent psychical drama in the ‘life of this man
whose “bigness” and whose “loneliness that must be whispered” were
also in their way other vital clues. Moreover, remembering his first
sight of these two upon the upper deck a few hours before, he
understood that his own spirit, by virtue of its peculiar and
primitive yearnings, was involved in the same mystery and included in
the same hidden passion.
The little incident illustrates admirably O’Malley’s idiosyncrasy
of “seeing whole.” In a lightning flash his inner sense had associated
the words and the glance, divining that the one had caused the other.
That pause provided the opportunity. … If Imagination, then it was
creative imagination; if true, it was assuredly spiritual insight of a
rare quality.
He became aware that the twinkling eyes of his neighbour were
observing him keenly. For some moments evidently he had been
absent-mindedly staring down the table. He turned quickly and looked
at the doctor with frankness. This time it was impossible to avoid
speech of some kind.
“Following those lights that do mislead the morn?” asked Dr. Stahl
slyly. “Your thoughts have been travelling. You’ve heard none of my
last remarks!”
Under the clamour of the merchant’s voice O’Malley replied in a
lowered tone:
“I was watching those two halfway down the table opposite. They
interest you as well, I see.” It was not a challenge exactly; if the
tone was aggressive, it was merely that he felt the subject was one on
which they would differ, and he scented an approaching discussion. The
doctor’s reply, indicating agreement, surprised him a good deal.
“They do; they interest me greatly.” There was no trace of fight
in the voice. “That should cause you no surprise.”
“Me—they simply fascinate,” said O’Malley, always easily drawn.
“What is it? What do you see about them that is unusual? Do you, too,
see them `big’?” The doctor did not answer at once, and O’Malley
added, “The father’s a tremendous fellow, but it’s not that–-”
“Partly, though,” said the other, “partly, I think.”
“What else, then?” The fur-merchant, still talking, prevented
their being overheard. “What is it marks them off so from the rest?”
“Of all people you should see,” smiled the doctor quietly. “If a
man of your imagination sees nothing, what shall a poor exact mind
like myself see?” He eyed him keenly a moment. “You really mean that
you detect nothing?”
“A certain distinction, yes; a certain aloofness from others.
Isolated, they seem in a way; rather a splendid isolation I should
call it–-”
And then he stopped abruptly. It was most curious, but he was
aware that unwittingly in this way he had stumbled upon the truth,
aware at the same time that he resented discussing it with his
companion—because it meant at the same time discussing himself or
something in himself he wished to hide. His entire mood shifted again
with completeness and rapidity. He could not help it. It seemed
suddenly as though he had been telling the doctor secrets about
himself, secrets moreover he would not treat sympathetically.
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