The
doctor had been “at him,” so to speak, searching the depths of him
with a probing acuteness the casual language had disguised.
“What are they, do you suppose: Finns, Russians, Norwegians, or
what?” the doctor asked. And the other replied briefly that he guessed
they might be Russians perhaps, South Russians. His tone was
different. He wished to avoid further discussion. At the first
opportunity he neatly changed the conversation.
It was curious, the way proof came to him. Something in himself,
wild as the desert, something to do with that love of primitive life
he discussed only with the few who were intimately sympathetic towards
it, this something in his soul was so akin to a similar passion in
these strangers that to talk of it was to betray himself as well as
them.
Further, he resented Dr. Stahl’s interest in them, because he felt
it was critical and scientific. Not far behind hid the analysis that
would lay them bare, leading to their destruction. A profound
instinctive sense of self-preservation had been stirred within him.
Already, mysteriously guided by secret affinities, he had ranged
himself on the side of the strangers.
"Mythology contains the history of the archetypal world. It
comprehends Past, Present, and Future."--NOVALIS, Flower
Pollen. Translated by U.C.B.
IN this way there came between these two the slight barrier of
a forbidden subject that grew because neither destroyed it.
O'Malley had erected it; Dr. Stahl respected it. Neither referred
again for a time to the big Russian and his son.
In his written account O’Malley, who was certainly no constructive
literary craftsman, left out apparently countless little confirmatory
details. By word of mouth he made me feel at once that this mystery
existed, however; and to weld the two together is a difficult task.
There nevertheless was this something about the Russian and his boy
that excited deep curiosity, accompanied by an aversion on the part of
the other passengers that isolated them; also, there was this
competition on the part of the two friends to solve it, from opposing
motives.
Had either of the strangers fallen seasick, the advantage would
have been easily with Dr. Stahl—professionally; but since they
remained well, and the doctor was in constant demand by the other
passengers, it was the Irishman who won the first move and came to
close quarters by making a personal acquaintance. His strong desire
helped matters of course; for he noticed with indignation that these
two, quiet and inoffensive as they were and with no salient cause of
offence, were yet rejected by the main body of passengers. They seemed
to possess a quality that somehow insulated them from approach,
sending them effectually “to Coventry,” and in a small steamer where
the travellers settle down into a kind of big family life, this
isolation was unpleasantly noticeable.
It stood out in numerous little details that only a keen observer
closely watching could have taken into account. Small advances,
travellers’ courtesies, and the like that ordinarily should have led
to conversation, in their case led to nothing. The other passengers
invariably moved away after a few moments, politely excusing
themselves, as it were, from further intercourse. And although at
first the sight of this stirred in him an instinct of revolt that was
almost anger, he soon felt that the couple not merely failed to
invite, but even emanated some definite atmosphere that repelled. And
each time he witnessed these little scenes, there grew more strongly
in him the original picture he had formed of them as beings rejected
and alone, hunted by humanity as a whole, seeking escape from
loneliness into a place of refuge that they knew of, definitely at
last en route.
Only an imaginative mind, thus concentrated upon them, could have
divined all this; yet to O’Malley it seemed plain as the day.
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