O’Malley knew
it, too.
A man he was, in a word, of deep and ever-shifting moods, and with
more difficulty than most in recognizing the underlying self of which
these outer aspects were projections masquerading as complete
personalities.
The underlying ego that unified these projections was of the type
touched with so sure a hand in the opening pages of an inspired little
book: The Plea of Pan. O’Malley was useless as a citizen and knew it.
Sometimes—he was ashamed of it as well.
Occasionally, and at the time of this particular “memorable
adventure,” aged thirty, he acted as foreign correspondent; but even
as such he was the kind of newspaper man that not merely collects
news, but discovers, reveals, creates it. Wise in their generation,
the editors who commissioned him remembered when his copy came in that
they were editors. A roving commission among the tribes of the
Caucasus was his assignment at the moment, and a better man for the
purpose would have been hard to find, since he knew beauty, had a keen
eye for human nature, divined what was vital and picturesque, and had,
further, the power to set it down in brief terms born directly of his
vivid emotions.
When first I knew him he lived—nowhere, being always on the move.
He kept, however, a dingy little room near Paddington where his books
and papers accumulated, undusted but safe, and where the manuscripts
of his adventures were found when his death made me the executor of
his few belongings. The key was in his pocket, carefully ticketed with
a bone label. And this, the only evidence of practical forethought I
ever discovered in him, was proof that something in that room was
deemed by him of value—to others. It certainly was not the
heterogeneous collection of second-hand books, nor the hundreds of
unlabelled photographs and sketches. Can it have been the MSS. of
stories, notes, and episodes I found, almost carefully piled and
tabulated with titles, in a dirty kitbag of green Willesden canvas?
Some of these he had told me (with a greater vividness than he
could command by pen); others were new; many unfinished. All were
unusual, to say the least. All, too, had obviously happened to himself
at some period of his roving career, though here and there he had
disguised his own part in them by Hoffmann’s device of throwing the
action into the third person. Those told to me by word of mouth I
could only feel were true, true for himself at least. In no sense were
they mere inventions, but arose in moments of vision upon a structure
of solid events. Ten men will describe in as many different ways a
snake crossing their path; but, besides these, there exists an
eleventh man who sees more than the snake, the path, the movement.
O’Malley was some such eleventh man. He saw the thing whole, from some
kind of inner bird’s-eye view, while the ten saw only limited aspects
of it from various angles. He was accused of adding details,
therefore, because he had divined their presence while still below the
horizon. Before they emerged the others had already left.
By which I mean that he saw in commonplace events the movement of
greater tides than others saw. At one remove of time or distance—a
minute or a mile—he perceived all. While the ten chattered volubly
about the name of the snake, he was caught beyond by the beauty of the
path, the glory of the running glide, the nature of the forces that
drove, hindered, modified.
The others reasoned where the snake was going, its length in
inches and its speed per second, while he, ignoring such superficial
details, plunged as it were into the very nature of the creature’s
being. And in this idiosyncrasy, which he shared with all persons of
mystical temperament, is exemplified a certain curious contempt for
Reason that he had. For him mere intellectuality, by which the modern
world sets such store, was a valley of dry bones.
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