Its worship was a
worship of the form. It missed the essential inner truth because such
inner truth could be known only by being it, feeling it. The
intellectual attitude of mind, in a word, was critical, not creative,
and to be unimaginative seemed to him, therefore, the worst form of
unintelligence.
“The arid, sterile minds!” he would cry in a burst of his Celtic
enthusiasm. “Where, I ask ye, did the philosophies and sciences of the
world assist the progress of any single soul a blessed inch?”
Any little Dreamer in his top-floor back, spinning by rushlight
his web of beauty, was greater than the finest critical intelligence
that ever lived. The one, for all his poor technique, was stammering
over something God had whispered to him, the other merely destroying
thoughts invented by the brain of man.
And this attitude of mind, because of its interpretative effect
upon what follows, justifies mention. For to O’Malley, in some way
difficult to explain, Reason and Intellect, as such, had come to be
worshipped by men to-day out of all proportion to their real value.
Consciousness, focussed too exclusively upon them, had exalted them
out of due proportion in the spiritual economy. To make a god of them
was to make an empty and inadequate god. Reason should be the guardian
of the soul’s advance, but not the object. Its function was that of a
great sandpaper which should clear the way of excrescences, but its
worship was to allow a detail to assume a disproportionate
importance.
Not that he was fool enough to despise Reason in what he called
its proper place, but that he was “wise” enough—not that he was
“intellectual” enough!—to recognize its futility in measuring the
things of the soul. For him there existed a more fundamental
understanding than Reason, and it was, apparently, an inner and
natural understanding.
“The greatest Teacher we ever had,” I once heard him say, “ignored
the intellect, and who, will ye tell me, can by searching find out
God? And yet what else is worth finding out? … Isn’t it only by
becoming as a little child—a child that feels and never reasons
things—that any one shall enter the kingdom? … Where will the
giant intellects be before the Great White Throne when a simple man
with the heart of a child will top the lot of ‘em?”
“Nature, I’m convinced,” he said another time, though he said it
with puzzled eyes and a mind obviously groping, “is our next step.
Reason has done its best for centuries, and gets no further. It can
get no further, for it can do nothing for the inner life which is the
sole reality. We must return to Nature and a purified intuition, to a
greater reliance upon what is now subconscious, back to that sweet,
grave guidance of the Universe which we’ve discarded with the
primitive state—a spiritual intelligence, really, divorced from mere
intellectuality.”
And by Nature he did not mean a return to savagery. There was no
idea of going backwards in his wild words. Rather he looked forwards,
in some way hard to understand, to a state when Man, with the best
results of Reason in his pocket, might return to the instinctive
life—to feeling with—to the sinking down of the modern, exaggerated
intellectual personality into its rightful place as guide instead of
leader. He called it a Return to Nature, but what he meant, I always
felt, was back to a sense of kinship with the Universe which men,
through worshipping the intellect alone, had lost. Men to-day prided
themselves upon their superiority to Nature as beings separate and
apart. O’Malley sought, on the contrary, a development, if not a
revival, of some faultless instinct, due to kinship with her,
which—to take extremes—shall direct alike the animal and the
inspired man, guiding the wild bee and the homing pigeon, and—the
soul towards its God.
This clue, as he called it, crystallized so neatly and so
conclusively his own mental struggles, that he had called a halt, as
it were, to his own intellectual development… . The name and
family of the snake, hence, meant to him the least important things
about it. He caught, wildly yet consistently, at the psychic links
that bound the snake and Nature and himself together with all
creation. Troops of adventurous thoughts had all his life “gone west”
to colonize this land of speculative dream. True to his idea, he
“thought” with his emotions as much as with his brain, and in the
broken record of the adventure that this book relates, this strange
passion of his temperament remains the vital clue. For it happened in,
as well as to, himself. His Being could include the Earth by feeling
with her, whereas his intellect could merely criticize, and so
belittle, the details of such inclusion.
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