Every
year some young person alarmed the parental heart even in Boston,
and although the temptations of Europe were irresistible, removal
from the temptations of Boston might be imperative. The boy Henry
wanted to go to Europe; he seemed well behaved, when any one was
looking at him; he observed conventions, when he could not escape
them; he was never quarrelsome, towards a superior; his morals were
apparently good, and his moral principles, if he had any, were not
known to be bad. Above all, he was timid and showed a certain sense
of self-respect, when in public view. What he was at heart, no one
could say; least of all himself; but he was probably human, and no
worse than some others. Therefore, when he presented to an
exceedingly indulgent father and mother his request to begin at a
German university the study of the Civil Law - although neither he
nor they knew what the Civil Law was, or any reason for his
studying it - the parents dutifully consented, and walked with him
down to the railway-station at Quincy to bid him good-bye, with a
smile which he almost thought a tear.
Whether the boy deserved such indulgence, or was
worth it, he knew no more than they, or than a professor at Harvard
College; but whether worthy or not, he began his third or fourth
attempt at education in November, 1858, by sailing on the steamer
Persia, the pride of Captain Judkins and the Cunard Line; the
newest, largest and fastest steamship afloat. He was not alone.
Several of his college companions sailed with him, and the world
looked cheerful enough until, on the third day, the world - as far
as concerned the young man - ran into a heavy storm. He learned
then a lesson that stood by him better than any university teaching
ever did - the meaning of a November gale on the mid-Atlantic -
which, for mere physical misery, passed endurance. The subject
offered him material for none but serious treatment; he could never
see the humor of sea-sickness; but it united itself with a great
variety of other impressions which made the first month of travel
altogether the rapidest school of education he had yet found. The
stride in knowledge seemed gigantic. One began a to see that a
great many impressions were needed to make very little education,
but how many could be crowded into one day without making any
education at all, became the pons asinorum of tourist mathematics.
How many would turn out to be wrong whether any could turn out
right, was ultimate wisdom.
The ocean, the Persia, Captain Judkins, and Mr. G.
P. R. James, the most distinguished passenger, vanished one Sunday
morning in a furious gale in the Mersey, to make place for the
drearier picture of a Liverpool street as seen from the Adelphi
coffee-room in November murk, followed instantly by the passionate
delights of Chester and the romance of red-sandstone architecture.
Millions of Americans have felt this succession of emotions.
Possibly very young and ingenuous tourists feel them still, but in
days before tourists, when the romance was a reality, not a
picture, they were overwhelming. When the boys went out to Eaton
Hall, they were awed, as Thackeray or Dickens would have felt in
the presence of a Duke. The very name of Grosvenor struck a note of
grandeur. The long suite of lofty, gilded rooms with their gilded
furniture; the portraits; the terraces; the gardens, the landscape;
the sense of superiority in the England of the fifties, actually
set the rich nobleman apart, above Americans and shopkeepers.
Aristocracy was real. So was the England of Dickens. Oliver Twist
and Little Nell lurked in every churchyard shadow, not as shadow
but alive. Even Charles the First was not very shadowy, standing on
the tower to see his army defeated. Nothing thereabouts had very
much changed since he lost his battle and his head. An
eighteenth-century American boy fresh from Boston naturally took it
all for education, and was amused at this sort of lesson. At least
he thought he felt it.
Then came the journey up to London through
Birmingham and the Black District, another lesson, which needed
much more to be rightly felt. The plunge into darkness lurid with
flames; the sense of unknown horror in this weird gloom which then
existed nowhere else, and never had existed before, except in
volcanic craters; the violent contrast between this dense, smoky,
impenetrable darkness, and the soft green charm that one glided
into, as one emerged - the revelation of an unknown society of the
pit - made a boy uncomfortable, though he had no idea that Karl
Marx was standing there waiting for him, and that sooner or later
the process of education would have to deal with Karl Marx much
more than with Professor Bowen of Harvard College or his Satanic
free-trade majesty John Stuart Mill. The Black District was a
practical education, but it was infinitely far in the distance. The
boy ran away from it, as he ran away from everything he
disliked.
Had he known enough to know where to begin he would
have seen something to study, more vital than the Civil Law, in the
long, muddy, dirty, sordid, gas-lit dreariness of Oxford Street as
his dingy four-wheeler dragged its weary way to Charing Cross. He
did notice one peculiarity about it worth remembering. London was
still London. A certain style dignified its grime; heavy, clumsy,
arrogant, purse-proud, but not cheap; insular but large; barely
tolerant of an outside world, and absolutely self-confident. The
boys in the streets made such free comments on the American clothes
and figures, that the travellers hurried to put on tall hats and
long overcoats to escape criticism. No stranger had rights even in
the Strand.
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