He seemed to himself quite normal, and his companions
seemed always to think him so. Whatever was peculiar about him was
education, not character, and came to him, directly and indirectly,
as the result of that eighteenth-century inheritance which he took
with his name.
The atmosphere of education in which he lived was
colonial, revolutionary, almost Cromwellian, as though he were
steeped, from his greatest grandmother's birth, in the odor of
political crime. Resistance to something was the law of New England
nature; the boy looked out on the world with the instinct of
resistance; for numberless generations his predecessors had viewed
the world chiefly as a thing to be reformed, filled with evil
forces to be abolished, and they saw no reason to suppose that they
had wholly succeeded in the abolition; the duty was unchanged. That
duty implied not only resistance to evil, but hatred of it. Boys
naturally look on all force as an enemy, and generally find it so,
but the New Englander, whether boy or man, in his long struggle
with a stingy or hostile universe, had learned also to love the
pleasure of hating; his joys were few.
Politics, as a practice, whatever its professions,
had always been the systematic organization of hatreds, and
Massachusetts politics had been as harsh as the climate. The chief
charm of New England was harshness of contrasts and extremes of
sensibility - a cold that froze the blood, and a heat that boiled
it - so that the pleasure of hating - one's self if no better
victim offered - was not its rarest amusement; but the charm was a
true and natural child of the soil, not a cultivated weed of the
ancients. The violence of the contrast was real and made the
strongest motive of education. The double exterior nature gave life
its relative values. Winter and summer, cold and heat, town and
country, force and freedom, marked two modes of life and thought,
balanced like lobes of the brain. Town was winter confinement,
school, rule, discipline; straight, gloomy streets, piled with six
feet of snow in the middle; frosts that made the snow sing under
wheels or runners; thaws when the streets became dangerous to
cross; society of uncles, aunts, and cousins who expected children
to behave themselves, and who were not always gratified; above all
else, winter represented the desire to escape and go free. Town was
restraint, law, unity. Country, only seven miles away, was liberty,
diversity, outlawry, the endless delight of mere sense impressions
given by nature for nothing, and breathed by boys without knowing
it.
Boys are wild animals, rich in the treasures of
sense, but the New England boy had a wider range of emotions than
boys of more equable climates. He felt his nature crudely, as it
was meant. To the boy Henry Adams, summer was drunken. Among
senses, smell was the strongest - smell of hot pine-woods and
sweet-fern in the scorching summer noon; of new-mown hay; of
ploughed earth; of box hedges; of peaches, lilacs, syringas; of
stables, barns, cow-yards; of salt water and low tide on the
marshes; nothing came amiss. Next to smell came taste, and the
children knew the taste of everything they saw or touched, from
pennyroyal and flagroot to the shell of a pignut and the letters of
a spelling-book - the taste of A-B, AB, suddenly revived on the
boy's tongue sixty years afterwards. Light, line, and color as
sensual pleasures, came later and were as crude as the rest. The
New England light is glare, and the atmosphere harshens color. The
boy was a full man before he ever knew what was meant by
atmosphere; his idea of pleasure in light was the blaze of a New
England sun. His idea of color was a peony, with the dew of early
morning on its petals. The intense blue of the sea, as he saw it a
mile or two away, from the Quincy hills; the cumuli in a June
afternoon sky; the strong reds and greens and purples of colored
prints and children's picture-books, as the American colors then
ran; these were ideals. The opposites or antipathies, were the cold
grays of November evenings, and the thick, muddy thaws of Boston
winter. With such standards, the Bostonian could not but develop a
double nature. Life was a double thing. After a January blizzard,
the boy who could look with pleasure into the violent snow-glare of
the cold white sunshine, with its intense light and shade, scarcely
knew what was meant by tone. He could reach it only by
education.
Winter and summer, then, were two hostile lives, and
bred two separate natures. Winter was always the effort to live;
summer was tropical license. Whether the children rolled in the
grass, or waded in the brook, or swam in the salt ocean, or sailed
in the bay, or fished for smelts in the creeks, or netted minnows
in the salt-marshes, or took to the pine-woods and the granite
quarries, or chased muskrats and hunted snapping-turtles in the
swamps, or mushrooms or nuts on the autumn hills, summer and
country were always sensual living, while winter was always
compulsory learning. Summer was the multiplicity of nature; winter
was school.
The bearing of the two seasons on the education of
Henry Adams was no fancy; it was the most decisive force he ever
knew; it ran though life, and made the division between its
perplexing, warring, irreconcilable problems, irreducible
opposites, with growing emphasis to the last year of study. From
earliest childhood the boy was accustomed to feel that, for him,
life was double.
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