Susy Branch, pauper, was fond of picturing how this
fancied double would employ her millions: it was one of her chief
grievances against her rich friends that they disposed of theirs so
unimaginatively.
"I'd rather have a husband like that than a steam-yacht!" she
had thought at the end of her talk with the young man who had
written, and as to whom it had at once been clear to her that
nothing his pen had produced, or might hereafter set down, would
put him in a position to offer his wife anything more costly than a
row-boat.
"His wife! As if he could ever have one! For he's not the kind
to marry for a yacht either." In spite of her past, Susy had
preserved enough inner independence to detect the latent signs of
it in others, and also to ascribe it impulsively to those of the
opposite sex who happened to interest her. She had a natural
contempt for people who gloried in what they need only have
endured. She herself meant eventually to marry, because one
couldn't forever hang on to rich people; but she was going to wait
till she found some one who combined the maximum of wealth with at
least a minimum of companionableness.
She had at once perceived young Lansing's case to be exactly the
opposite: he was as poor as he could be, and as companionable as it
was possible to imagine. She therefore decided to see as much of
him as her hurried and entangled life permitted; and this, thanks
to a series of adroit adjustments, turned out to be a good deal.
They met frequently all the rest of that winter; so frequently that
Mrs. Fred Gillow one day abruptly and sharply gave Susy to
understand that she was "making herself ridiculous."
"Ah—" said Susy with a long breath, looking her friend and
patroness straight in the painted eyes.
"Yes," cried Ursula Gillow in a sob, "before you interfered Nick
liked me awfully... and, of course, I don't want to reproach you...
but when I think...."
Susy made no answer. How could she, when she thought? The dress
she had on had been given her by Ursula; Ursula's motor had carried
her to the feast from which they were both returning. She counted
on spending the following August with the Gillows at Newport... and
the only alternative was to go to California with the Bockheimers,
whom she had hitherto refused even to dine with.
"Of course, what you fancy is perfect nonsense, Ursula; and as
to my interfering—" Susy hesitated, and then murmured: "But if it
will make you any happier I'll arrange to see him less often...."
She sounded the lowest depths of subservience in returning Ursula's
tearful kiss....
Susy Branch had a masculine respect for her word; and the next
day she put on her most becoming hat and sought out young Mr.
Lansing in his lodgings. She was determined to keep her promise to
Ursula; but she meant to look her best when she did it.
She knew at what time the young man was likely to be found, for
he was doing a dreary job on a popular encyclopaedia (V to X), and
had told her what hours were dedicated to the hateful task. "Oh, if
only it were a novel!" she thought as she mounted his dingy stairs;
but immediately reflected that, if it were the kind that she could
bear to read, it probably wouldn't bring him in much more than his
encyclopaedia. Miss Branch had her standards in literature....
The apartment to which Mr. Lansing admitted her was a good deal
cleaner, but hardly less dingy, than his staircase. Susy, knowing
him to be addicted to Oriental archaeology, had pictured him in a
bare room adorned by a single Chinese bronze of flawless shape, or
by some precious fragment of Asiatic pottery. But such redeeming
features were conspicuously absent, and no attempt had been made to
disguise the decent indigence of the bed-sitting-room.
Lansing welcomed his visitor with every sign of pleasure, and
with apparent indifference as to what she thought of his furniture.
He seemed to be conscious only of his luck in seeing her on a day
when they had not expected to meet. This made Susy all the sorrier
to execute her promise, and the gladder that she had put on her
prettiest hat; and for a moment or two she looked at him in silence
from under its conniving brim.
Warm as their mutual liking was, Lansing had never said a word
of love to her; but this was no deterrent to his visitor, whose
habit it was to speak her meaning clearly when there were no
reasons, worldly or pecuniary, for its concealment. After a moment,
therefore, she told him why she had come; it was a nuisance, of
course, but he would understand. Ursula Gillow was jealous, and
they would have to give up seeing each other.
The young man's burst of laughter was music to her; for, after
all, she had been rather afraid that being devoted to Ursula might
be as much in his day's work as doing the encyclopaedia.
"But I give you my word it's a raving-mad mistake! And I don't
believe she ever meant me, to begin with—" he protested; but Susy,
her common-sense returning with her reassurance, promptly cut short
his denial.
"You can trust Ursula to make herself clear on such occasions.
And it doesn't make any difference what you think. All that matters
is what she believes."
"Oh, come! I've got a word to say about that too, haven't
I?"
Susy looked slowly and consideringly about the room. There was
nothing in it, absolutely nothing, to show that he had ever
possessed a spare dollar—or accepted a present.
"Not as far as I'm concerned," she finally pronounced.
"How do you mean? If I'm as free as air—?"
"I'm not."
He grew thoughtful. "Oh, then, of course—. It only seems a
little odd," he added drily, "that in that case, the protest should
have come from Mrs. Gillow."
"Instead of coming from my millionaire bridegroom, Oh, I haven't
any; in that respect I'm as free as you."
"Well, then—? Haven't we only got to stay free?"
Susy drew her brows together anxiously. It was going to be
rather more difficult than she had supposed.
"I said I was as free in that respect. I'm not going to
marry—and I don't suppose you are?"
"God, no!" he ejaculated fervently.
"But that doesn't always imply complete freedom...."
He stood just above her, leaning his elbow against the hideous
black marble arch that framed his fireless grate. As she glanced up
she saw his face harden, and the colour flew to hers.
"Was that what you came to tell me?" he asked.
"Oh, you don't understand—and I don't see why you don't, since
we've knocked about so long among exactly the same kind of people."
She stood up impulsively and laid her hand on his arm. "I do wish
you'd help me—!"
He remained motionless, letting the hand lie untouched.
"Help you to tell me that poor Ursula was a pretext, but that
there IS someone who—for one reason or another—really has a right
to object to your seeing me too often?"
Susy laughed impatiently. "You talk like the hero of a novel—the
kind my governess used to read. In the first place I should never
recognize that kind of right, as you call it—never!"
"Then what kind do you?" he asked with a clearing brow.
"Why—the kind I suppose you recognize on the part of your
publisher." This evoked a hollow laugh from him. "A business claim,
call it," she pursued.
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