Emmie gave
none; her eyes were gazing out of the carriage window
on the smoky veil which hung over the great
city which they were approaching; she knew that
she dared not do, what thousands of her sex are
doing, go as a child of light to carry light into the
abodes of darkness. Emmie had owned in her uncle’s
presence that she was far too timid to visit the poor.
“Then fear destroys peace,” continued the captain,
“and I believe that it does so to a greater extent than
does any other passion which troubles the soul, remorse
only excepted. If we literally and fully obeyed
the command so often repeated in Scripture, to hope
and to be not afraid, a mountain of misery would be
removed at once and cast into the sea. If you do
not mind a personal application of the subject, would
you, my dear child, feel uneasy at going to a house
which is called haunted, if you realized that God
fills all space, and that you are everywhere under
His loving protection?”
Emmie still continued silent, looking out of the
carriage window. Her feelings were those of deep[75]
mortification. That she, earnestly pious as she was,
should virtually be accused of want of faith, that
her deficiency in this first requisite of religion should
have been so glaring as to have attracted the notice
of a partial relative, was a trial the more painful
from being totally unexpected.
“Bunyan represents Mistrust, the parent of unreasonable
fear, as a robber,” pursued the captain,
referring again to that allegory which gives so wondrously
true a picture of man’s spiritual state. “We
first meet Mistrust in company with Timorous, and
their object is to discourage, to frighten, to make
Christian start back from the perils which would
meet him if he pursued the path of duty; when we
next hear of Mistrust, he is in company with Guilt,
and together they rob Little-faith of his treasure.”
“Yes, mistrust does rob us of our peace,” said
Emmie with a sigh.
“And now, let me touch on my third point, even
at the risk of giving some pain,” said the captain.
“Mistrust not only hinders usefulness, and mars
peace, but prevents our glorifying our Maker as we
might otherwise do. Is not the inconsistency of
His children dishonouring to God? And is it not
inconsistent to avow our belief that our Heavenly
Father loves us—cares for us—is about our path and
our bed, and yet to be as full of unreasonable terrors[76]
as if, like the fool, we said ‘there is no God’?
The Christian knows that Christ hath ‘abolished
death;’ he knows that to depart from earth is to
enter into rest; that light, and life, and glory await
the redeemed of the Lord. Is it not inconsistent,
I repeat, in one who believes all this, to shrink
with unconcealed terror from the barest possibility
that the time for his going home may be hastened,
even a little? The natural effect of strong faith
would be to make the righteous ‘bold as a lion.’”
“Uncle, you judge me very hardly,” murmured
Emmie, ready to burst into tears.
“I do not judge you, dear child; I only warn
you not to cherish, as an inmate, that enemy whom
you have hitherto regarded but as a harmless infirmity.
Bring him before the bar of reason, bind
him with the strong cords of prayer. I have spoken
thus frankly to you on this subject, because I foresee
that on your conquest of mistrust, your victory over
unreasonable fears, must depend much of your peace,
happiness, and usefulness also, in the new home to
which you are going. A realizing faith in God’s
presence, a simple trust in His love, these are the
most powerful antidotes against superstitious and
all other ill-grounded fears. The light that dispels
shadows is the words, I will fear no evil, for Thou
art with me.”[77]
Captain Arrows had thus given to his sister’s
children his warning against what, from close observation
of their characters, he deemed to be the besetting
sin of each,—pride, selfishness, and mistrust.
What had been the effect of his words? The
monitor had given offence, he had given pain, and
in one case, at least, his warning had been as the
dropping into a brook of a pebble, that scarcely causes
even a ripple. There are few who value gratuitous
counsel; the many prefer to buy experience, though
it should prove to be at the price of future pain and
regret. We are seldom thankful to him who would
explore for us the heart’s haunted chamber, even
should we not possess the candour and moral courage
to search its depths for ourselves.
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CHAPTER VIII.
THE JOURNEY.
On the following day Emmie, escorted by
Vibert and attended by Susan, started
for her new home. Almost at the last
moment Mr. Trevor found that important business
would, for another day, delay his own departure;
but all arrangements for the general move having
been made, he would not defer it, preferring for the
single night to sleep at a hotel in London.
The bustle of departure took from its pain;
Emmie left her dear old home without a tear,
though not without a sigh of regret. Vibert was in
high spirits, for novelty has its charm, especially to
a temperament such as his. Mr. Trevor had given
to each of his sons a fishing-rod and a gun; and
Vibert was already, in imagination, a first-rate angler
and sportsman. It would have been difficult to
have been dull in Vibert’s company during the
journey. Sporting anecdotes, stories of adventures[79]
encountered by others, and anticipations of future
ones of his own, interspersed with many a jest,
amused not only Vibert’s sister, but their fellow-travellers
in the same railway-carriage. The youth
had none of his elder brother’s reserve, and took
pleasure in attracting the notice of strangers, having
a pleasant consciousness that in his case notice was
likely to imply admiration also.
“That handsome lad seems to look on life as one
long holiday, to be passed under unclouded sunshine,”
thought a withered old gentleman, who
looked as if all his days had been spent in a fog.
“Poor boy! poor boy! he will soon be roused, by
stern experience, from the pleasant dream in which
he indulges now!”
About half-an-hour before sunset, the train in
which the Trevors were making their journey approached
the station of S——, the one at which
they were to alight.
“Your new pony-chaise is to meet us, Emmie, so
papa arranged,” observed Vibert; “but it must be
a commodious chaise if it is to accommodate four
persons, and all our lots of luggage. There are three
boxes and a carpet-bag of mine in the van, besides I
know not how many of yours. Then look here,”—Vibert
glanced at the numerous et ceteras which
showed that the young travellers had understood[80]
how to make themselves comfortable; “here’s a
shawl, and a rug, and foot-warmer, a basket, a bag,
three umbrellas, and a parasol, my hat-box, and a
fishing-rod besides! Are all to be stowed away in
the chaise? If so, it will need nice packing.”
“Bruce was to order a fly,” said Emmie.
“If he was to do it, he has done it,” observed
Vibert; “one may count upon him as upon a
church-clock. Now if I had had the arranging, I
should have been so much taken up with trying the
new pony-chaise, that I should have forgotten all
about the old rattle-trap needed to carry the boxes.
I wish that we had riding-horses. I shall never
give papa peace till he buys me a hunter.”
The shrill railway whistle gave notice of approach
to a station; the train slackened its speed,
and then stopped; doors were flung open, and a
number of passengers soon thronged the platform
of S——.
“There is Bruce; he is looking out for us!”
cried Emmie, as she stepped on the platform.
“Where is the pony-chaise?” asked Vibert, addressing
his brother, who immediately joined the
party. Susan was left to collect, as best she might,
the numerous articles left in the railway-carriage.
“A lad is holding the pony just outside the
station, and the fly is in waiting also,” was the[81]
answer of Bruce. “Where is the luggage, Vibert?
the train only stops for five minutes at S——.”
“Susan will tell you all about it,” cried Vibert;
“I’ve a bag and three boxes, one of them a gun-case,
stowed away in the van. Mind that nothing
is missing. Come, Emmie, I must get you out of
the crowd,” and, drawing his sister’s arm within his
own, Vibert rapidly made his way to the outside of
the station, where a pretty basket-chaise, drawn by
a white pony, was waiting.
“In with you, quick, Emmie!” cried Vibert,
with the eager impatience of one about to effect an
escape.
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