Captain, have you been
hunting up the ghosts in our haunted rooms?” asked
the youth as he rose from his place at the breakfast-table.
Arrows replied by drawing forth a memorandum-book
from the pocket of his surtout. He unclasped
it, and took out from it three minute pieces of paper,
neatly folded up and addressed.
“I am going upstairs to look after my luggage,”
said the captain; “I leave with you—”
“These three private and confidential communications!”
cried Vibert, playfully snatching the papers
out of his uncle’s hand. “Each one, I see, is
directed: here’s yours, Emmie; yours, Bruce; and
here is mine!”
Captain Arrows did not wait to watch the effect
produced by his little missives, but quitted the room
to complete preparations for his departure.
“I’m of a frank nature,” said Vibert; “I don’t
care if all the world hear my good uncle’s opinion of
me!” and, unfolding the scrap of paper which he
held, the youth read aloud as follows: “Be on your
guard against the Pride that repels advice, resents
reproof, and refuses to own a fault. I don’t recognize
my likeness in this photo!” cried the youth;
“if the portrait had been intended for Bruce,”—Vibert[66]
turned the paper and looked at the back—“sure
enough, it is directed to Bruce; and the captain has
hit him off to the life!”
“You made the apparent blunder on purpose,”
said Bruce with ill-suppressed anger, as he took the
paper from Vibert, and then threw it into the fire.
Then, after tossing down on the table the unopened
note which had been handed to him first, Bruce
Trevor turned on his heel, and quitted the apartment.
“Stung and nettled! stung and nettled! does he
not wince!” cried Vibert, looking after his brother.
“The captain has, sure enough, laid his finger on
the sensitive spot!”
“I am so much vexed at your having read that
private paper aloud,” said Emmie; “it was never
intended that we should know its contents.”
“It told us nothing new,” observed Vibert.
“Bruce’s pride is as plain as the nose on his face;
only, like the nose, it is too close to him—too much
a part of himself, for him to see it.”
“Bruce is a noble, unselfish, generous fellow!”
cried Emmie.
Vibert cared little to hear his brother’s praises.
“What is in your tiny paper?” he asked, after he
had glanced at his own. “Why, Emmie, you look
surprised at what our uncle has written. Tell me,[67]
just tell me what lurking mischief the sharp-eyed
Mentor has ferreted out in you. Some concealed
inclination to commit burglary or manslaughter?”
“I do not quite understand what my uncle
means,” said Emmie, gazing thoughtfully upon the
little missive which she had opened and read.
“I could explain it—I could make it clear—just
let me see what the oracle has written!” cried
Vibert, with mirth and curiosity sparkling in his
handsome dark eyes. “I’ll tell you in return,
Emmie, what he has put in my scrap of paper:
Beware of Selfishness. Short but not sweet, and
rather unjust. I am thoughtless and gay, I care not
who says that much; but as for being selfish, it’s a
slander, an ungenerous slander!”
“Perhaps our uncle has again laid his finger on
a sensitive spot,” observed Emmie with a smile, but
one so gentle that it could not offend.
“I want to know what the fault-finder lays to
your charge, what solemn admonition has called up
the roses on those fair cheeks!” cried the younger
brother; and throwing one arm round Emmie, with
his other hand Vibert possessed himself of the paper
of the scarcely resisting girl, sharing her surprise as
he glanced at the two words written upon it. Those
words were—Conquer Mistrust.
“Mistrust of what or of whom?” said Vibert.[68]
“The oracle has propounded a kind of enigma: as
you are going to take a tête-à-tête drive with the
captain, you will have an opportunity of getting an
explanation of your paper. As for mine, it goes
after Bruce’s—into the fire.” Vibert suited the
action to the word.
About half-an-hour afterwards the conveyance
which was to take Captain Arrows from Summer
Villa was driven up to the door. Emmie was ready,
as arranged, to accompany her uncle part of the
way. John handed up his luggage to be disposed
of on the coach-box. Vibert came to the door to
see the guest depart and bid him farewell. “I’ll
show him,” said the youth to himself, “that I bear
him no grudge for a warning that was not very
necessary, and certainly not very polite.”
“Good-bye, captain,” cried Vibert, as he shook
hands with his uncle; “come to Myst Court next
spring, and you and I will make a raid on the
haunted chamber.”
“Where is Bruce? I have not wished him good-bye,”
said the captain, pausing when he was about
to hand his niece into the carriage.
“Bruce!” called the clear voice of Emmie, as she
ran back to the bottom of the staircase to let her
brother know that the guest was on the point of departing.[69]
“Bruce!” shouted Vibert with the full strength
of his lungs.
There was no reply to either summons, and
Emmie suggested that her brother might have gone
out, not remembering that the carriage had been
ordered so early. After a few minutes’ delay,
Arrows handed her into the carriage, with the
words, “You will bid Bruce good-bye for me.”
“None so deaf as those who won’t hear,” muttered
Vibert, when the vehicle had rolled from the
door. “Bruce heard us call, but he is in a huff,
and did not choose to appear. He repels advice, resents
reproof, and yet won’t believe that he’s proud!
No more, perhaps, than I believe that I’m selfish!”
[70]
CHAPTER VII.
MISTRUST.
“I am so glad to have a little time for quiet
conversation with you, dear uncle,”
said Emmie, as the carriage in which
she was seated beside Arrows proceeded along the
drive. “I want to ask you,”—she hesitated, and her
voice betrayed a little nervousness as she went on,—“what
it was that you meant when you bade me
conquer Mistrust?”
“Let me refer you to our old favourite, the
Pilgrim’s Progress,” replied the captain. “In
whose company did the dreamer represent Mistrust,
when he ran down the Hill of Difficulty to startle
Christian with tidings of lions in the way?”
“In the company of Timorous,” said Emmie.
“And have you no acquaintance with that personage?”
asked the captain.
“Oh, then you only mean that I am a little
timid and nervous,” said Emmie, a good deal relieved.[71]
“That is no serious charge; you let me off
too easily.”
“Not so fast, my dear child. Let us examine
the allegorical personages more closely. Timorous
and Mistrust are not only found together, but they
are very closely related.”
“You would not have me a Boadicea or a Joan
of Arc?” asked Emmie, smiling.
“I would have you—what you are—a gentle
English maiden; but I would have you more than
you now are,—that is to say, a trustful Christian
maiden,” replied Captain Arrows.
“Surely courage is a natural quality, which belongs
to some and not to others,” observed Emmie
Trevor. “Besides, if it be a virtue at all, it is
surely a man’s rather than a woman’s.”
“Mere physical courage, such as ‘seeks the bubble
reputation e’en in the cannon’s mouth,’ is not a Christian
virtue,” said the captain; “it may be displayed
by infidel or atheist. The courage which is a grace,
a grace to be cultivated and prayed for, is that childlike
trust in a Father’s wisdom and love, by which
the feeblest woman may glorify her Maker.”
“Faith in God’s wisdom and love! Oh, you do
not surely think that I am so wicked as ever to
doubt them! I have many faults, I know, but this
one—” Emmie stopped short, startled to find on[72]
her tongue almost the very words which had been
given as a sign that the bosom sin had been tracked
to its lurking-place.
“You remember,” said Captain Arrows, “that a
few days ago I listened to your singing that fine
hymn which begins with the lines,—
‘Lord, it belongs not to my care
Whether I die or live.’”
“Yes,” replied Emmie Trevor; “and you told me
that, much as you admired that hymn, you did not
think it suited for my singing. I supposed that
you thought it too low for my voice.”
“No, I thought it too high for your practice.
Could it be consistently sung by one who that
morning had been in nervous terror at the scratch
of a kitten; one who owned that she would scarcely
dare to nurse her best friend through the small-pox;
one who, even with my escort, could not be persuaded
to cross a field in which a few cows were
grazing?”
“Oh, uncle, how can you take such trifles seriously!”
cried Emmie, a good deal hurt.
“Because I wish you to take them a little more
seriously,” replied Captain Arrows. “You have
hitherto regarded unreasonable fear as an innocent
weakness, perhaps as something allied with feminine
grace, and not as a foe to be resisted and conquered.[73]
I see that fear is at this time throwing a shadow
over your path; that you would be happier if you
had the power wholly to cast it aside.”
“I have not the power,” said Emmie. The words
had scarcely escaped her lips when she wished them
unspoken, for she was ashamed thus to plead guilty
to a feeling of superstitious alarm.
“Let us then trace the parentage of unreasonable
fear,” said Captain Arrows. “I use the adjective advisedly.
There are cases where the nerves are so
shattered by illness, or enfeebled by age, that fears
come on the mind, as fits on the body, not as a fault
but as a heavy affliction. There are also times of
extreme and awful danger, such as that of the Indian
Mutiny, when faith must indeed have had a dread
struggle with fear; though even then, in the hearts
of tender women, faith won the victory still. But
I am speaking of that fear which common sense
would condemn. Such fear is, must be, the offspring
of mistrust, and its effects show it to be a tempter
and an enemy of the soul.”
“What effects do you mean?” said Emmie.
“These three at least,” answered the captain.
“Unreasonable fear hinders usefulness, destroys peace,
and prevents our glorifying God.”
“I do not quite see how it should do so,” murmured
Emmie.[74]
“It hinders usefulness,” said her uncle; “like
indolence, fear is ever seeing ‘a lion in the street.’
Does not fear hang like a clog on the spirit, making
‘I dare not’ wait upon ‘I would,’ even when duty
to God and mercy to man is in question?”
Arrows paused as if for a reply.
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