“The place will
need at least sunshine to make it look a degree more
lively than a lunatic asylum. ’Tis lucky that our
queer old great-aunt did not take it into her head to
paint the house black, inside and outside, and put in
her will that it must remain so, as a compliment to
her husband, who has been dead for the last fifty
years. Fancy bricking up the best bed-room!”
“Such an act proves that Mrs. Myers was in a
very morbid state of mind,” said the captain.[49]
“What a misfortune!” observed Emmie.
“Misfortune! I should rather call it weakness—absurdity,”
said Bruce, sternly glancing up from his
drawing.
“I should call it a sin, a downright sin,” cried
Vibert. “Such a shame it is to make what might
have been a jolly country-house into a sort of rural
Newgate! I’m afraid that even our best friends
will not care to visit us there. Why, I asked pretty
little Alice to-day whether she were coming to
brighten us up at Christmas, and she actually
answered that she was rather afraid of haunted
houses, especially on dark winter nights.”
Bruce smiled a little disdainfully; and the captain
suggested that perhaps the fair lady was jesting.
“Not a bit of it,” answered Vibert; “Alice was
as much in earnest as were all our servants when
they gave us warning, because not one of them but
plucky Susan would go to Myst Court. Why, I’d
bet that Emmie herself is shivery-shakery at the
idea of the house being haunted, and that she’ll not
care to walk at night along the passages lest she
should meet some tall figure in white.”
Emmie coloured, and looked so uncomfortable,
that her uncle, who noticed her embarrassment,
effected a diversion in her favour by giving a turn
to the conversation.[50]
“I have been tracing a parallel in my mind,” he
observed, “between the human soul and the so-called
haunted dwelling. Most persons have in the deepest
recess of the spiritual man some secret chamber,
where prejudice shuts out the light, where self-deception
bricks up the door. Into this chamber
the possessor himself in some cases never enters to
search out and expel the besetting sin, which, unrecognized,
perhaps lurks there in the darkness.”
“You speak of our hearts?” asked Emmie.
“I do,” replied her uncle. “It is my belief that
not one person in ten thousand knows the ins and
outs, the dark corners, the hidden chambers, of that
which he bears in his own bosom.”
“Every Christian must,” said Bruce; “for every
Christian is bound to practise the duty of self-examination.”
“I hope that you don’t call every one who does
not practise it a heathen or a Turk,” cried Vibert.
“All that dreadful hunting up of petty peccadilloes,
and confessing a string of them at once, is, at least
to my notion, only fit work for hermits and
monks!”
“We are not talking about confession, but simply
about self-knowledge,” observed the captain.
“Oh, where ignorance is bliss,” began Vibert
gaily; but his brother cut short the misapplied[51]
quotation with the remark, “Ignorance of ourselves
must be folly.”
Vibert took up again the comic paper which he
had laid down, and pretended to re-examine the
pictures. But for the captain’s presence the youth
would have begun to whistle, to show how little he
cared for Bruce’s implied rebuke; for, as Vibert had
often told Emmie, he had no notion of being “put
down” by his brother.
“Do you think it easy to acquire self-knowledge?”
asked Arrows, fixing his penetrating glance upon
Bruce, who met it with the calm steadiness which
was characteristic of the young man.
“Like any other kind of knowledge, it requires
some study,” replied Bruce Trevor; “but it is not
more difficult to acquire than those other kinds of
knowledge would be.”
“In that you come to a different conclusion from
that of the writer of this book,” observed Arrows;
and he read aloud the following lines from Dr.
Goulburn’s “Thoughts on Personal Religion,” the
volume which he held in his hand:—
“‘One of the first properties of the bosom sin with
which it behoves us to be well acquainted, as our
first step in the management of our spiritual warfare,
is its property of concealing itself. In consequence
of this property, it often happens that a man, when[52]
touched in his weak point, answers that whatever
other faults he may have, this fault, at least, is no
part of his character.’”
The captain read the quotation so emphatically
that Vibert again threw down his paper, and listened
whilst Arrows thus went on:—
“‘This circumstance, then, may furnish us with a
clue to the discovery: of whatever fault you feel
that, if accused of it, you would be stung and nettled
by the apparent injustice of the charge, suspect yourself
of that fault, in that quarter very probably lies
the black spot of the bosom sin. If the skin is in
any part sensitive to pressure, there is probably mischief
below the surface.’”
“I doubt that the author is right,” observed
Bruce. “Besetting sins cannot hide themselves
thus from those who honestly search their own
hearts.”
“Perhaps some search all but the haunted chamber,”
suggested Vibert. Captain Arrows smiled
assent to the observation.
“By way of throwing light on the question,” said
he, “suppose that each of you were to set down in
writing what you suppose to be your besetting sin;
and that I—who have watched your characters from
your childhood—should also put down on paper what
I believe to be the bosom temptation of each. Is it[53]
likely that your papers and mine would agree; that
the same ‘black spot’ would be touched by your
hands and mine; that we should point out the same
identical fault as the one which most easily and frequently
besets the soul of each of you three?”
“It would be curious to compare the two papers,”
cried Vibert. “I wish, captain, that you really
would write down what you think of us all. It
would be like consulting a phrenological professor,
without the need of having a stranger’s fingers reading
off our characters from the bumps on our heads.”
“I am not speaking of the whole character, but
of the one sin that most easily besets,” said the
captain. “Would a close observer’s view of its
nature agree with that held by the person within
whose heart it might lurk?”
“Perhaps not,” said Bruce, after a pause for
reflection. “But the person beset by the sin would
know more about its existence than the most acute
observer, who could judge but by outward signs.”
“That is the very point on which we differ,” remarked
Captain Arrows. “The property of the
bosom sin is to conceal itself, but only from him to
whom the knowledge of its presence would be of the
highest importance. I should be half afraid,” the
captain added with a smile, “to tell even my
nephews and niece what I thought the besetting sin[54]
of each, lest they should be ‘stung and nettled by
the apparent injustice of the charge,’ and feel, though
they might not say it aloud, that ‘whatever other
faults they may have, this fault, at least, forms no
part of the character in question.’”
The captain’s hearers looked surprised at his
words. Vibert burst out laughing. “You must
think us a desperately bad lot!” cried he.
“Uncle, I wish that you would write down what
you think is the besetting sin of each of us,” said
Emmie, “and give the little paper quietly to the
person whom it concerns, not, of course, to be read
by any one else. I am sure that I would not be
offended by anything you would write, and it might
do me good to know what you believe to be my
greatest temptation.”
“As you are going away to-morrow, you would
escape the rage and fury of the indignant Emmie,
however ‘stung and nettled’ she might be!” laughed
Vibert Trevor. “Now, Bruce,” added the youth
sarcastically, “would you not like the captain to inform
you confidentially what he considers the tiny
‘black spot’ in your almost perfect character?”
“I have no objection to my uncle’s writing
down what he chooses,” replied Bruce coldly. “All
that I keep to is this,—neither he nor any other
man living can tell me a fact regarding my own[55]
character which I have not known perfectly well
before.”
“Were I to agree to write down my impressions,
it would be to induce you all to give the subject
serious reflection,” observed the captain. “It matters
little whether I am or am not correct in my conclusions;
but it is of great importance that no one
should be deceived regarding himself. I wish to
lead you to think.”
“Oh, I’ll not engage to do that! I hate thinking;
it’s a bore!” cried Vibert gaily. “I know
I’m a thoughtless dog,—ah, I’ve hit the ‘black spot’
quite unawares! Thoughtlessness is my besetting
sin!”
“My difficulty would be to single out one amongst
my many faults,” said Emmie.
“Now that is humbug; you know that it is!”
exclaimed her youngest brother.
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