He returned once more to the topic
of palpable interest.
"But
about this dirty trick these fellows have played on you. You won't sit quietly
and bear it, surely? It's only a question of writing to the papers."
"They
wouldn't put the letter in. And if they did, I should only get laughed at. Some
time ago a man wrote to the Reader,
complaining of his play being stolen. He said that he had sent a little one-act
comedy to Burleigh, the great dramatist, asking for his advice. Burleigh gave
his advice and took the idea for his own very successful play. So the man said,
and I daresay it was true enough. But the victim got nothing by his complaint.
'A pretty state of things,' everybody said. 'Here's a Mr. Tomson, that no one has ever
heard of, bothers Burleigh with his rubbish, and then accuses him of petty
larceny. Is it likely that a man of Burleigh's
position, a playwright who can make his five thousand a year easily, would
borrow from an unknown Tomson?' I should think it
very likely, indeed," Lucian went on, chuckling, "but that was their
verdict. No; I don't think I'll write to the papers."
"Well,
well, my boy, I suppose you know your own business best. I think you are
mistaken, but you must do as you like."
"It's
all so unimportant," said Lucian, and he really thought so. He had sweeter
things to dream of, and desired no communion of feeling with that madman who
had left Caermaen some few hours before. He felt he
had made a fool of himself, he was ashamed to think of the fatuity of which he
had been guilty, such boiling hatred was not only wicked, but absurd. A man
could do no good who put himself into a position of
such violent antagonism against his fellow-creatures; so Lucian rebuked his
heart, saying that he was old enough to know better. But he remembered that he
had sweeter things to dream of; there was a secret ecstasy that he treasured
and locked tight away, as a joy too exquisite even for thought till he was
quite alone; and then there was that scheme for a new book that he had laid
down hopelessly some time ago; it seemed to have arisen into life again within
the last hour; he understood that he had started on a false tack, he had taken
the wrong aspect of his idea. Of course the thing couldn't be written in that
way; it was like trying to read a page turned upside down; and he saw those characters
he had vainly sought suddenly disambushed, and a
splendid inevitable sequence of events unrolled before him.
It
was a true resurrection; the dry plot he had constructed revealed itself as a
living thing, stirring and mysterious, and warm as life itself. The parson was
smoking stolidly to all appearance, but in reality he was full of amazement at
his own son, and now and again he slipped sly furtive glances towards the
tranquil young man in the arm-chair by the empty hearth. In the first place, Mr.
Taylor was genuinely impressed by what he had read of Lucian's work; he had so
long been accustomed to look upon all effort as futile that success amazed him.
In the abstract, of course, he was prepared to admit that some people did write
well and got published and made money, just as other persons successfully
backed an outsider at heavy odds; but it had seemed as improbable that Lucian
should show even the beginnings of achievement in one direction as in the
other. Then the boy evidently cared so little about it; he did not appear to be
proud of being worth robbing, nor was he angry with the robbers.
He
sat back luxuriously in the disreputable old chair, drawing long slow wreaths
of smoke, tasting his whisky from time to time,
evidently well at ease with himself. The father saw him smile, and it suddenly
dawned upon him that his son was very handsome; he had such kind gentle eyes
and a kind mouth, and his pale cheeks were flushed like a girl's. Mr. Taylor
felt moved. What a harmless young fellow Lucian had been; no doubt a little
queer and different from others, but wholly inoffensive and patient under
disappointment. And Miss Deacon, her contribution to the evening's discussion
had been characteristic; she had remarked, firstly, that writing was a very unsettling
occupation, and secondly, that it was extremely foolish to entrust one's
property to people of whom one knew nothing. Father and son had smiled together
at these observations, which were probably true enough. Mr. Taylor at last left
Lucian along; he shook hands with a good deal of respect, and said, almost
deferentially:
"You
mustn't work too hard, old fellow. I wouldn't stay up too late, if I were you,
after that long walk.
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