You see, I was going to live at last, and life for me meant
irresponsibility.
"Ah!" I said, ironically, "you are going to be a sister to me, as they
say." She might have come the bogy over me last night in the moonlight,
but now … There was a spice of danger about it, too, just a touch
lurking somewhere. Besides, she was good-looking and well set up, and I
couldn't see what could touch me. Even if it did, even if I got into a
mess, I had no relatives, not even a friend, to be worried about me. I
stood quite alone, and I half relished the idea of getting into a
mess—it would be part of life, too. I was going to have a little money,
and she excited my curiosity. I was tingling to know what she was really
at.
"And one might ask," I said, "what you are doing in this—in this…." I
was at a loss for a word to describe the room—the smugness parading as
professional Bohemianism.
"Oh, I am about my own business," she said, "I told you last night—have
you forgotten?"
"Last night you were to inherit the earth," I reminded her, "and one
doesn't start in a place like this. Now I should have gone—well—I
should have gone to some politician's house—a cabinet minister's—say
to Gurnard's. He's the coming man, isn't he?"
"Why, yes," she answered, "he's the coming man."
You will remember that, in those days, Gurnard was only the dark horse
of the ministry. I knew little enough of these things, despised politics
generally; they simply didn't interest me. Gurnard I disliked
platonically; perhaps because his face was a little enigmatic—a little
repulsive. The country, then, was in the position of having no
Opposition and a Cabinet with two distinct strains in it—the Churchill
and the Gurnard—and Gurnard was the dark horse.
"Oh, you should join your flats," I said, pleasantly. "If he's the
coming man, where do you come in?… Unless he, too, is a Dimensionist."
"Oh, both—both," she answered. I admired the tranquillity with which
she converted my points into her own. And I was very happy—it struck me
as a pleasant sort of fooling….
"I suppose you will let me know some day who you are?" I said.
"I have told you several times," she answered.
"Oh, you won't frighten me to-day," I asserted, "not here, you know, and
anyhow, why should you want to?"
"I have told you," she said again.
"You've told me you were my sister," I said; "but my sister died years
and years ago. Still, if it suits you, if you want to be somebody's
sister …"
"It suits me," she answered—"I want to be placed, you see."
I knew that my name was good enough to place anyone. We had been the
Grangers of Etchingham since—oh, since the flood. And if the girl
wanted to be my sister and a Granger, why the devil shouldn't she, so
long as she would let me continue on this footing? I hadn't talked to a
woman—not to a well set-up one—for ages and ages. It was as if I had
come back from one of the places to which younger sons exile themselves,
and for all I knew it might be the correct thing for girls to elect
brothers nowadays in one set or another.
"Oh, tell me some more," I said, "one likes to know about one's sister.
You and the Right Honourable Charles Gurnard are Dimensionists, and who
are the others of your set?"
"There is only one," she answered. And would you believe it!—it seems
he was Fox, the editor of my new paper.
"You select your characters with charming indiscriminateness," I said.
"Fox is only a sort of toad, you know—he won't get far."
"Oh, he'll go far," she answered, "but he won't get there. Fox is
fighting against us."
"Oh, so you don't dwell in amity?" I said. "You fight for your own
hands."
"We fight for our own hands," she answered, "I shall throw Gurnard over
when he's pulled the chestnuts out of the fire."
I was beginning to get a little tired of this. You see, for me, the
scene was a veiled flirtation and I wanted to get on. But I had to
listen to her fantastic scheme of things. It was really a duel between
Fox, the Journal-founder, and Gurnard, the Chancellor of the Exchequer.
Fox, with Churchill, the Foreign Minister, and his supporters, for
pieces, played what he called "the Old Morality business" against
Gurnard, who passed for a cynically immoral politician.
I grew more impatient. I wanted to get out of this stage into something
more personal. I thought she invented this sort of stuff to keep me from
getting at her errand at Callan's. But I didn't want to know her errand;
I wanted to make love to her. As for Fox and Gurnard and Churchill, the
Foreign Minister, who really was a sympathetic character and did stand
for political probity, she might be uttering allegorical truths, but I
was not interested in them. I wanted to start some topic that would lead
away from this Dimensionist farce.
"My dear sister," I began…. Callan always moved about like a
confounded eavesdropper, wore carpet slippers, and stepped round the
corners of screens.
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