For it is one of the chief earthly incommodities of
some species of misfortune, or of a great crime, that it makes the
actor in the one, or the sufferer of the other, an alien in the
world, by interposing a wholly unsympathetic medium betwixt himself
and those whom he yearns to meet.
Owing, it may be, to this moral estrangement,—this chill
remoteness of their position,—there have come to us but a few vague
whisperings of what passed in Miriam's interview that afternoon
with the sinister personage who had dogged her footsteps ever since
the visit to the catacomb. In weaving these mystic utterances into
a continuous scene, we undertake a task resembling in its
perplexity that of gathering up and piecing together the fragments
ora letter which has been torn and scattered to the winds. Many
words of deep significance, many entire sentences, and those
possibly the most important ones, have flown too far on the winged
breeze to be recovered. If we insert our own conjectural
amendments, we perhaps give a purport utterly at variance with the
true one. Yet unless we attempt something in this way, there must
remain an unsightly gap, and a lack of continuousness and
dependence in our narrative; so that it would arrive at certain
inevitable catastrophes without due warning of their imminence.
Of so much we are sure, that there seemed to be a sadly
mysterious fascination in the influence of this ill-omened person
over Miriam; it was such as beasts and reptiles of subtle and evil
nature sometimes exercise upon their victims. Marvellous it was to
see the hopelessness with which being naturally of so courageous a
spirit she resigned herself to the thraldom in which he held her.
That iron chain, of which some of the massive links were round her
feminine waist, and the others in his ruthless hand,—or which,
perhaps, bound the pair together by a bond equally torturing to
each,—must have been forged in some such unhallowed furnace as is
only kindled by evil passions, and fed by evil deeds.
Yet, let us trust, there may have been no crime in Miriam, but
only one of those fatalities which are among the most insoluble
riddles propounded to mortal comprehension; the fatal decree by
which every crime is made to be the agony of many innocent persons,
as well as of the single guilty one.
It was, at any rate, but a feeble and despairing kind of
remonstrance which she had now the energy to oppose against his
persecution.
"You follow me too closely," she said, in low, faltering
accents; "you allow me too scanty room to draw my breath. Do you
know what will be the end of this?" "I know well what must be the
end," he replied.
"Tell me, then," said Miriam, "that I may compare your
foreboding with my own. Mine is a very dark one."
"There can be but one result, and that soon," answered the
model. "You must throw off your present mask and assume another.
You must vanish out of the scene: quit Rome with me, and leave no
trace whereby to follow you. It is in my power, as you well know,
to compel your acquiescence in my bidding. You are aware of the
penalty of a refusal."
"Not that penalty with which you would terrify me," said Miriam;
"another there may be, but not so grievous." "What is that other?"
he inquired. "Death! simply death!" she answered. "Death," said her
persecutor, "is not so simple and opportune a thing as you imagine.
You are strong and warm with life. Sensitive and irritable as your
spirit is, these many months of trouble, this latter thraldom in
which I hold you, have scarcely made your cheek paler than I saw it
in your girlhood. Miriam,—for I forbear to speak another name, at
which these leaves would shiver above our heads,—Miriam, you cannot
die!"
"Might not a dagger find my heart?" said she, for the first time
meeting his eyes. "Would not poison make an end of me? Will not the
Tiber drown me?"
"It might," he answered; "for I allow that you are mortal. But,
Miriam, believe me, it is not your fate to die while there remains
so much to be sinned and suffered in the world. We have a destiny
which we must needs fulfil together. I, too, have struggled to
escape it. I was as anxious as yourself to break the tie between
us,—to bury the past in a fathomless grave,—to make it impossible
that we should ever meet, until you confront me at the bar of
Judgment! You little can imagine what steps I took to render all
this secure; and what was the result? Our strange interview in the
bowels of the earth convinced me of the futility of my design."
"Ah, fatal chance!" cried Miriam, covering her face with her
hands.
"Yes, your heart trembled with horror when you recognized me,"
rejoined he; "but you did not guess that there was an equal horror
in my own!"
"Why would not the weight of earth above our heads have crumbled
down upon us both, forcing us apart, but burying us equally?" cried
Miriam, in a burst of vehement passion. "O, that we could have
wandered in those dismal passages till we both perished, taking
opposite paths in the darkness, so that when we lay down to die,
our last breaths might not mingle!"
"It were vain to wish it," said the model. "In all that
labyrinth of midnight paths, we should have found one another out
to live or die together. Our fates cross and are entangled. The
threads are twisted into a strong cord, which is dragging us to an
evil doom. Could the knots be severed, we might escape. But neither
can your slender fingers untie these knots, nor my masculine force
break them. We must submit!"
"Pray for rescue, as I have," exclaimed Miriam. "Pray for
deliverance from me, since I am your evil genius, as you mine. Dark
as your life has been, I have known you to pray in times past!"
At these words of Miriam, a tremor and horror appeared to seize
upon her persecutor, insomuch that he shook and grew ashy pale
before her eyes. In this man's memory there was something that made
it awful for him to think of prayer; nor would any torture be more
intolerable than to be reminded of such divine comfort and succor
as await pious souls merely for the asking; This torment was
perhaps the token of a native temperament deeply susceptible of
religious impressions, but which had been wronged, violated, and
debased, until, at length, it was capable only of terror from the
sources that were intended for our purest and loftiest consolation.
He looked so fearfully at her, and with such intense pain
struggling in his eyes, that Miriam felt pity.
And now, all at once, it struck her that he might be mad.
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