It was
an idea that had never before seriously occurred to her mind,
although, as soon as suggested, it fitted marvellously into many
circumstances that lay within her knowledge. But, alas! such was
her evil fortune, that, whether mad or no, his power over her
remained the same, and was likely to be used only the more
tyrannously, if exercised by a lunatic.
"I would not give you pain," she said, soothingly; "your faith
allows you the consolations of penance and absolution. Try what
help there may be in these, and leave me to myself."
"Do not think it, Miriam," said he; "we are bound together, and
can never part again." "Why should it seem so impossible?" she
rejoined. "Think how I had escaped from all the past! I had made
for myself a new sphere, and found new friends, new occupations,
new hopes and enjoyments. My heart, methinks, was almost as
unburdened as if there had been no miserable life behind me. The
human spirit does not perish of a single wound, nor exhaust itself
in a single trial of life. Let us but keep asunder, and all may go
well for both." "We fancied ourselves forever sundered," he
replied. "Yet we met once, in the bowels of the earth; and, were we
to part now, our fates would fling us together again in a desert,
on a mountain-top, or in whatever spot seemed safest. You speak in
vain, therefore."
"You mistake your own will for an iron necessity," said Miriam;
"otherwise, you might have suffered me to glide past you like a
ghost, when we met among those ghosts of ancient days. Even now you
might bid me pass as freely."
"Never!" said he, with unmitigable will; "your reappearance has
destroyed the work of years. You know the power that I have over
you. Obey my bidding; or, within a short time, it shall be
exercised: nor will I cease to haunt you till the moment
comes."
"Then," said Miriam more calmly, "I foresee the end, and have
already warned you of it. It will be death!"
"Your own death, Miriam,—or mine?" he asked, looking fixedly at
her.
"Do you imagine me a murderess?" said she, shuddering; "you, at
least, have no right to think me so!"
"Yet," rejoined he, with a glance of dark meaning, "men have
said that this white hand had once a crimson stain." He took her
hand as he spoke, and held it in his own, in spite of the
repugnance, amounting to nothing short of agony, with which she
struggled to regain it. Holding it up to the fading light (for
there was already dimness among the trees), he appeared to examine
it closely, as if to discover the imaginary blood-stain with which
he taunted her. He smiled as he let it go. "It looks very white,"
said he; "but I have known hands as white, which all the water in
the ocean would not have washed clean."
"It had no stain," retorted Miriam bitterly, "until you grasped
it in your own."
The wind has blown away whatever else they may have spoken.
They went together towards the town, and, on their way,
continued to make reference, no doubt, to some strange and dreadful
history of their former life, belonging equally to this dark man
and to the fair and youthful woman whom he persecuted. In their
words, or in the breath that uttered them, there seemed to be an
odor of guilt, and a scent of blood. Yet, how can we imagine that a
stain of ensanguined crime should attach to Miriam! Or how, on the
other hand, should spotless innocence be subjected to a thraldom
like that which she endured from the spectre, whom she herself had
evoked out of the darkness! Be this as it might, Miriam, we have
reason to believe, still continued to beseech him, humbly,
passionately, wildly, only to go his way, and leave her free to
follow her own sad path.
Thus they strayed onward through the green wilderness of the
Borghese grounds, and soon came near the city wall, where, had
Miriam raised her eyes, she might have seen Hilda and the sculptor
leaning on the parapet. But she walked in a mist of trouble, and
could distinguish little beyond its limits. As they came within
public observation, her persecutor fell behind, throwing off the
imperious manner which he had assumed during their solitary
interview. The Porta del Popolo swarmed with life. The
merry-makers, who had spent the feast-day outside the walls, were
now thronging in; a party of horsemen were entering beneath the
arch; a travelling carriage had been drawn up just within the
verge, and was passing through the villainous ordeal of the papal
custom-house. In the broad piazza, too, there was a motley
crowd.
But the stream of Miriam's trouble kept its way through this
flood of human life, and neither mingled with it nor was turned
aside. With a sad kind of feminine ingenuity, she found a way to
kneel before her tyrant undetected, though in full sight of all the
people, still beseeching him for freedom, and in vain.
CHAPTER XII
A STROLL ON THE PINCIAN
Hilda, after giving the last touches to the picture of Beatrice
Cenci, had flown down from her dove-cote, late in the afternoon,
and gone to the Pincian Hill, in the hope of hearing a strain or
two of exhilarating music. There, as it happened, she met the
sculptor, for, to say the truth, Kenyon had well noted the fair
artist's ordinary way of life, and was accustomed to shape his own
movements so as to bring him often within her sphere.
The Pincian Hill is the favorite promenade of the Roman
aristocracy. At the present day, however, like most other Roman
possessions, it belongs less to the native inhabitants than to the
barbarians from Gaul, Great Britain, anti beyond the sea, who have
established a peaceful usurpation over whatever is enjoyable or
memorable in the Eternal City. These foreign guests are indeed
ungrateful, if they do not breathe a prayer for Pope Clement, or
whatever Holy Father it may have been, who levelled the summit of
the mount so skilfully, and bounded it with the parapet of the city
wall; who laid out those broad walks and drives, and overhung them
with the deepening shade of many kinds of tree; who scattered the
flowers, of all seasons and of every clime, abundantly over those
green, central lawns; who scooped out hollows in fit places, and,
setting great basins of marble in them, caused ever-gushing
fountains to fill them to the brim; who reared up the immemorial
obelisk out of the soil that had long hidden it; who placed
pedestals along the borders of the avenues, and crowned them with
busts of that multitude of worthies—statesmen, heroes, artists, men
of letters and of song—whom the whole world claims as its chief
ornaments, though Italy produced them all. In a word, the Pincian
garden is one of the things that reconcile the stranger (since he
fully appreciates the enjoyment, and feels nothing of the cost) to
the rule of an irresponsible dynasty of Holy Fathers, who seem to
have aimed at making life as agreeable an affair as it can well
be.
In this pleasant spot, the red-trousered French soldiers are
always to be seen; bearded and grizzled veterans, perhaps with
medals of Algiers or the Crimea on their breasts. To them is
assigned the peaceful duty of seeing that children do not trample
on the flower beds, nor any youthful lover rifle them of their
fragrant blossoms to stick in the beloved one's hair. Here sits
(drooping upon some marble bench, in the treacherous sunshine) the
consumptive girl, whose friends have brought her, for cure, to a
climate that instils poison into its very purest breath.
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