She grew moody, moreover, and subject to fits of
passionate ill temper; which usually wreaked itself on the heads of
those who loved her best. Not that Miriam's indifferent
acquaintances were safe from similar outbreaks of her displeasure,
especially if they ventured upon any allusion to the model. In such
cases, they were left with little disposition to renew the subject,
but inclined, on the other hand, to interpret the whole matter as
much to her discredit as the least favorable coloring of the facts
would allow.
It may occur to the reader, that there was really no demand for
so much rumor and speculation in regard to an incident, Which might
well enough have been explained without going many steps beyond the
limits of probability. The spectre might have been merely a Roman
beggar, whose fraternity often harbor in stranger shelters than the
catacombs; or one of those pilgrims, who still journey from remote
countries to kneel and worship at the holy sites, among which these
haunts of the early Christians are esteemed especially sacred. Or,
as was perhaps a more plausible theory, he might be a thief of the
city, a robber of the Campagna, a political offender, or an
assassin, with blood upon his hand; whom the negligence or
connivance of the police allowed to take refuge in those
subterranean fastnesses, where such outlaws have been accustomed to
hide themselves from a far antiquity downward. Or he might have
been a lunatic, fleeing instinctively from man, and making it his
dark pleasure to dwell among the tombs, like him whose awful cry
echoes afar to us from Scripture times.
And, as for the stranger's attaching himself so devotedly to
Miriam, her personal magnetism might be allowed a certain weight in
the explanation. For what remains, his pertinacity need not seem so
very singular to those who consider how slight a link serves to
connect these vagabonds of idle Italy with any person that may have
the ill-hap to bestow charity, or be otherwise serviceable to them,
or betray the slightest interest in their fortunes.
Thus little would remain to be accounted for, except the
deportment of Miriam herself; her reserve, her brooding melancholy,
her petulance, and moody passion. If generously interpreted, even
these morbid symptoms might have sufficient cause in the
stimulating and exhaustive influences of imaginative art, exercised
by a delicate young woman, in the nervous and unwholesome
atmosphere of Rome. Such, at least, was the view of the case which
Hilda and Kenyon endeavored to impress on their own minds, and
impart to those whom their opinions might influence.
One of Miriam's friends took the matter sadly to heart. This was
the young Italian. Donatello, as we have seen, had been an
eyewitness of the stranger's first appearance, and had ever since
nourished a singular prejudice against the mysterious, dusky,
death-scented apparition. It resembled not so much a human dislike
or hatred, as one of those instinctive, unreasoning antipathies
which the lower animals sometimes display, and which generally
prove more trustworthy than the acutest insight into character. The
shadow of the model, always flung into the light which Miriam
diffused around her, caused no slight trouble to Donatello. Yet he
was of a nature so remarkably genial and joyous, so simply happy,
that he might well afford to have something subtracted from his
comfort, and make tolerable shift to live upon what remained.
CHAPTER V
MIRIAM'S STUDIO
The courtyard and staircase of a palace built three hundred
years ago are a peculiar feature of modern Rome, and interest the
stranger more than many things of which he has heard loftier
descriptions. You pass through the grand breadth and height of a
squalid entrance-way, and perhaps see a range of dusky pillars,
forming a sort of cloister round the court, and in the intervals,
from pillar to pillar, are strewn fragments of antique statues,
headless and legless torsos, and busts that have invariably lost
what it might be well if living men could lay aside in that
unfragrant atmosphere—the nose. Bas-reliefs, the spoil of some far
older palace, are set in the surrounding walls, every stone of
which has been ravished from the Coliseum, or any other imperial
ruin which earlier barbarism had not already levelled with the
earth. Between two of the pillars, moreover, stands an old
sarcophagus without its lid, and with all its more prominently
projecting sculptures broken off; perhaps it once held famous dust,
and the bony framework of some historic man, although now only a
receptacle for the rubbish of the courtyard, and a half-worn
broom.
In the centre of the court, under the blue Italian sky, and with
the hundred windows of the vast palace gazing down upon it from
four sides, appears a fountain. It brims over from one stone basin
to another, or gushes from a Naiad's urn, or spurts its many little
jets from the mouths of nameless monsters, which were merely
grotesque and artificial when Bernini, or whoever was their
unnatural father, first produced them; but now the patches of moss,
the tufts of grass, the trailing maiden-hair, and all sorts of
verdant weeds that thrive in the cracks and crevices of moist
marble, tell us that Nature takes the fountain back into her great
heart, and cherishes it as kindly as if it were a woodland spring.
And hark, the pleasant murmur, the gurgle, the plash! You might
hear just those tinkling sounds from any tiny waterfall in the
forest, though here they gain a delicious pathos from the stately
echoes that reverberate their natural language. So the fountain is
not altogether glad, after all its three centuries at play!
In one of the angles of the courtyard, a pillared doorway gives
access to the staircase, with its spacious breadth of low marble
steps, up which, in former times, have gone the princes and
cardinals of the great Roman family who built this palace. Or they
have come down, with still grander and loftier mien, on their way
to the Vatican or the Quirinal, there to put off their scarlet hats
in exchange for the triple crown. But, in fine, all these
illustrious personages have gone down their hereditary staircase
for the last time, leaving it to be the thoroughfare of
ambassadors, English noblemen, American millionnaires, artists,
tradesmen, washerwomen, and people of every degree,—all of whom
find such gilded and marble-panelled saloons as their pomp and
luxury demand, or such homely garrets as their necessity can pay
for, within this one multifarious abode. Only, in not a single nook
of the palace (built for splendor, and the accommodation of a vast
retinue, but with no vision of a happy fireside or any mode of
domestic enjoyment) does the humblest or the haughtiest occupant
find comfort.
Up such a staircase, on the morning after the scene at the
sculpture gallery, sprang the light foot of Donatello. He ascended
from story to story, passing lofty doorways, set within rich frames
of sculptured marble, and climbing unweariedly upward, until the
glories of the first piano and the elegance of the middle height
were exchanged for a sort of Alpine region, cold and naked in its
aspect. Steps of rough stone, rude wooden balustrades, a brick
pavement in the passages, a dingy whitewash on the walls; these
were here the palatial features. Finally, he paused before an oaken
door, on which was pinned a card, bearing the name of Miriam
Schaefer, artist in oils. Here Donatello knocked, and the door
immediately fell somewhat ajar; its latch having been pulled up by
means of a string on the inside. Passing through a little anteroom,
he found himself in Miriam's presence.
"Come in, wild Faun," she said, "and tell me the latest news
from Arcady!"
The artist was not just then at her easel, but was busied with
the feminine task of mending a pair of gloves.
There is something extremely pleasant, and even touching,—at
least, of very sweet, soft, and winning effect,—in this peculiarity
of needlework, distinguishing women from men. Our own sex is
incapable of any such by-play aside from the main business of life;
but women—be they of what earthly rank they may, however gifted
with intellect or genius, or endowed with awful beauty—have always
some little handiwork ready to fill the tiny gap of every vacant
moment. A needle is familiar to the fingers of them all. A queen,
no doubt, plies it on occasion; the woman poet can use it as
adroitly as her pen; the woman's eye, that has discovered a new
star, turns from its glory to send the polished little instrument
gleaming along the hem of her kerchief, or to darn a casual fray in
her dress.
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