How is this first great difficulty to
be obviated?"
"It lies at your own option, Miriam, to do away the obstacle, at
any moment," remarked the sculptor. "It is but to ascend
Donatello's tower, and you will meet him there, under the eye of
God."
"I dare not," answered Miriam. "No; I dare not!"
"Do you fear," asked the sculptor, "the dread eye-witness whom I
have named?"
"No; for, as far as I can see into that cloudy and inscrutable
thing, my heart, it has none but pure motives," replied Miriam.
"But, my friend, you little know what a weak or what a strong
creature a woman is! I fear not Heaven, in this case, at least,
but—shall I confess it? I am greatly in dread of Donatello. Once he
shuddered at my touch. If he shudder once again, or frown, I
die!"
Kenyon could not but marvel at the subjection into which this
proud and self-dependent woman had willfully flung herself, hanging
her life upon the chance of an angry or favorable regard from a
person who, a little while before, had seemed the plaything of a
moment. But, in Miriam's eyes, Donatello was always, thenceforth,
invested with the tragic dignity of their hour of crime; and,
furthermore, the keen and deep insight, with which her love endowed
her, enabled her to know him far better than he could be known by
ordinary observation. Beyond all question, since she loved him so,
there was a force in Donatello worthy of her respect and love.
"You see my weakness," said Miriam, flinging out her hands, as a
person does when a defect is acknowledged, and beyond remedy. "What
I need, now, is an opportunity to show my strength."
"It has occurred to me," Kenyon remarked, "that the time is come
when it may be desirable to remove Donatello from the complete
seclusion in which he buries himself. He has struggled long enough
with one idea. He now needs a variety of thought, which cannot be
otherwise so readily supplied to him, as through the medium of a
variety of scenes. His mind is awakened, now; his heart, though
full of pain, is no longer benumbed. They should have food and
solace. If he linger here much longer, I fear that he may sink back
into a lethargy. The extreme excitability, which circumstances have
imparted to his moral system, has its dangers and its advantages;
it being one of the dangers, that an obdurate scar may supervene
upon its very tenderness. Solitude has done what it could for him;
now, for a while, let him be enticed into the outer world."
"What is your plan, then?" asked Miriam.
"Simply," replied Kenyon, "to persuade Donatello to be my
companion in a ramble among these hills and valleys. The little
adventures and vicissitudes of travel will do him infinite good.
After his recent profound experience, he will re-create the world
by the new eyes with which he will regard it. He will escape, I
hope, out of a morbid life, and find his way into a healthy
one."
"And what is to be my part in this process?" inquired Miriam
sadly, and not without jealousy. "You are taking him from me, and
putting yourself, and all manner of living interests, into the
place which I ought to fill!"
"It would rejoice me, Miriam, to yield the entire responsibility
of this office to yourself," answered the sculptor. "I do not
pretend to be the guide and counsellor whom Donatello needs; for,
to mention no other obstacle, I am a man, and between man and man
there is always an insuperable gulf. They can never quite grasp
each other's hands; and therefore man never derives any intimate
help, any heart sustenance, from his brother man, but from
woman—his mother, his sister, or his wife. Be Donatello's friend at
need, therefore, and most gladly will I resign him!"
"It is not kind to taunt me thus," said Miriam. "I have told you
that I cannot do what you suggest, because I dare not."
"Well, then," rejoined the sculptor, "see if there is any
possibility of adapting yourself to my scheme. The incidents of a
journey often fling people together in the oddest and therefore the
most natural way. Supposing you were to find yourself on the same
route, a reunion with Donatello might ensue, and Providence have a
larger hand in it than either of us."
"It is not a hopeful plan," said Miriam, shaking her head, after
a moment's thought; "yet I will not reject it without a trial. Only
in case it fail, here is a resolution to which I bind myself, come
what come may! You know the bronze statue of Pope Julius in the
great square of Perugia? I remember standing in the shadow of that
statue one sunny noontime, and being impressed by its paternal
aspect, and fancying that a blessing fell upon me from its
outstretched hand. Ever since, I have had a superstition, you will
call it foolish, but sad and ill-fated persons always dream such
things,—that, if I waited long enough in that same spot, some good
event would come to pass. Well, my friend, precisely a fortnight
after you begin your tour,—unless we sooner meet,—bring Donatello,
at noon, to the base of the statue. You will find me there!"
Kenyon assented to the proposed arrangement, and, after some
conversation respecting his contemplated line of travel, prepared
to take his leave. As he met Miriam's eyes, in bidding farewell, he
was surprised at the new, tender gladness that beamed out of them,
and at the appearance of health and bloom, which, in this little
while, had overspread her face.'
"May I tell you, Miriam," said he, smiling, "that you are still
as beautiful as ever?"
"You have a right to notice it," she replied, "for, if it be so,
my faded bloom has been revived by the hopes you give me. Do you,
then, think me beautiful? I rejoice, most truly.
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