Notwithstanding this, he set himself to
copy with literal accuracy every trait and expression. First of
all, however, he busied himself with the eyes. There was so much
force in those eyes, that it seemed impossible to reproduce them
exactly as they were in nature. But he resolved, at any price, to
seek in them the most minute characteristics and shades, to
penetrate their secret. As soon, however, as he approached them in
resemblance, and began to redouble his exertions, there sprang up
in his mind such a terrible feeling of repulsion, of inexplicable
expression, that he was forced to lay aside his brush for a while
and begin anew. At last he could bear it no longer: he felt as if
these eyes were piercing into his soul, and causing intolerable
emotion. On the second and third days this grew still stronger. It
became horrible to him. He threw down his brush, and declared
abruptly that he could paint the stranger no longer. You should
have seen how the terrible usurer changed countenance at these
words. He threw himself at his feet, and besought him to finish the
portrait, saying that his fate and his existence depended on it;
that he had already caught his prominent features; that if he could
reproduce them accurately, his life would be preserved in his
portrait in a supernatural manner; that by that means he would not
die completely; that it was necessary for him to continue to exist
in the world.
"My father was frightened by these words: they seemed to him
strange and terrible to such a degree, that he threw down his
brushes and palette and rushed headlong from the room.
"The thought of it troubled him all day and all night; but the
next morning he received the portrait from the usurer, by a woman
who was the only creature in his service, and who announced that
her master did not want the portrait, and would pay nothing for it,
and had sent it back. On the evening of the same day he learned
that the usurer was dead, and that preparations were in progress to
bury him according to the rites of his religion. All this seemed to
him inexplicably strange. But from that day a marked change showed
itself in his character. He was possessed by a troubled, uneasy
feeling, of which he was unable to explain the cause; and he soon
committed a deed which no one could have expected of him. For some
time the works of one of his pupils had been attracting the
attention of a small circle of connoisseurs and amateurs. My father
had perceived his talent, and manifested a particular liking for
him in consequence. Suddenly the general interest in him and talk
about him became unendurable to my father who grew envious of him.
Finally, to complete his vexation, he learned that his pupil had
been asked to paint a picture for a recently built and wealthy
church. This enraged him. 'No, I will not permit that fledgling to
triumph!' said he: 'it is early, friend, to think of consigning old
men to the gutters. I still have powers, God be praised! We'll soon
see which will put down the other.'
"And this straightforward, honourable man employed intrigues
which he had hitherto abhorred. He finally contrived that there
should be a competition for the picture which other artists were
permitted to enter into. Then he shut himself up in his room, and
grasped his brush with zeal. It seemed as if he were striving to
summon all his strength up for this occasion. And, in fact, the
result turned out to be one of his best works. No one doubted that
he would bear off the palm. The pictures were placed on exhibition,
and all the others seemed to his as night to day. But of a sudden,
one of the members present, an ecclesiastical personage if I
mistake not, made a remark which surprised every one. 'There is
certainly much talent in this artist's picture,' said he, 'but no
holiness in the faces: there is even, on the contrary, a demoniacal
look in the eyes, as though some evil feeling had guided the
artist's hand.' All looked, and could not but acknowledge the truth
of these words. My father rushed forward to his picture, as though
to verify for himself this offensive remark, and perceived with
horror that he had bestowed the usurer's eyes upon nearly all the
figures.
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