They had such a diabolical gaze that he involuntarily
shuddered. The picture was rejected; and he was forced to hear, to
his indescribable vexation, that the palm was awarded to his
pupil.
"It is impossible to describe the state of rage in which he
returned home. He almost killed my mother, he drove the children
away, broke his brushes and easels, tore down the usurer's portrait
from the wall, demanded a knife, and ordered a fire to be built in
the chimney, intending to cut it in pieces and burn it. A friend,
an artist, caught him in the act as he entered the room—a jolly
fellow, always satisfied with himself, inflated by unattainable
wishes, doing daily anything that came to hand, and taking still
more gaily to his dinner and little carouses.
"'What are you doing? What are you preparing to burn?' he asked,
and stepped up to the portrait. 'Why, this is one of your very best
works. It is the usurer who died a short time ago: yes, it is a
most perfect likeness. You did not stop until you had got into his
very eyes. Never did eyes look as these do now.'
"'Well, I'll see how they look in the fire!' said my father,
making a movement to fling the portrait into the grate.
"'Stop, for Heaven's sake!' exclaimed his friend, restraining
him: 'give it to me, rather, if it offends your eyes to such a
degree.' My father resisted, but yielded at length; and the jolly
fellow, well pleased with his acquisition, carried the portrait
home with him.
"When he was gone, my father felt more calm. The burden seemed
to have disappeared from his soul in company with the portrait. He
was surprised himself at his evil feelings, his envy, and the
evident change in his character. Reviewing his acts, he became sad
at heart; and not without inward sorrow did he exclaim, 'No, it was
God who punished me! my picture, in fact, was meant to ruin my
brother-man. A devilish feeling of envy guided my brush, and that
devilish feeling must have made itself visible in it.'
"He set out at once to seek his former pupil, embraced him
warmly, begged his forgiveness, and endeavoured as far as possible
to excuse his own fault. His labours continued as before; but his
face was more frequently thoughtful. He prayed more, grew more
taciturn, and expressed himself less sharply about people: even the
rough exterior of his character was modified to some extent. But a
certain occurrence soon disturbed him more than ever. He had seen
nothing for a long time of the comrade who had begged the portrait
of him. He had already decided to hunt him up, when the latter
suddenly made his appearance in his room. After a few words and
questions on both sides, he said, 'Well, brother, it was not
without cause that you wished to burn that portrait. Devil take it,
there's something horrible about it! I don't believe in sorcerers;
but, begging your pardon, there's an unclean spirit in it.'
"'How so?' asked my father.
"'Well, from the very moment I hung it up in my room I felt such
depression—just as if I wanted to murder some one. I never knew in
my life what sleeplessness was; but I suffered not from
sleeplessness alone, but from such dreams!—I cannot tell whether
they were dreams, or what; it was as if a demon were strangling
one: and the old man appeared to me in my sleep. In short, I can't
describe my state of mind. I had a sensation of fear, as if
expecting something unpleasant. I felt as if I could not speak a
cheerful or sincere word to any one: it was just as if a spy were
sitting over me. But from the very hour that I gave that portrait
to my nephew, who asked for it, I felt as if a stone had been
rolled from my shoulders, and became cheerful, as you see me now.
Well, brother, you painted the very Devil!'
"During this recital my father listened with unswerving
attention, and finally inquired, 'And your nephew now has the
portrait?'
"'My nephew, indeed! he could not stand it!' said the jolly
fellow: 'do you know, the soul of that usurer has migrated into it;
he jumps out of the frame, walks about the room; and what my nephew
tells of him is simply incomprehensible. I should take him for a
lunatic, if I had not undergone a part of it myself. He sold it to
some collector of pictures; and he could not stand it either, and
got rid of it to some one else.'
"This story produced a deep impression on my father. He grew
seriously pensive, fell into hypochondria, and finally became fully
convinced that his brush had served as a tool of the Devil; and
that a portion of the usurer's vitality had actually passed into
the portrait, and was now troubling people, inspiring diabolical
excitement, beguiling painters from the true path, producing the
fearful torments of envy, and so forth. Three catastrophes which
occurred afterwards, three sudden deaths of wife, daughter, and
infant son, he regarded as a divine punishment on him, and firmly
resolved to withdraw from the world.
"As soon as I was nine years old, he placed me in an academy of
painting, and, paying all his debts, retired to a lonely cloister,
where he soon afterwards took the vows. There he amazed every one
by the strictness of his life, and his untiring observance of all
the monastic rules. The prior of the monastery, hearing of his
skill in painting, ordered him to paint the principal picture in
the church.
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