Apparently the old man had recollected that one roll was
missing. Lo! again he looked round the screen at him. The artist in
despair grasped the roll with all his strength, tried with all his
power to make a movement, shrieked—and awoke.
He was bathed in a cold perspiration; his heart beat as hard as
it was possible for it to beat; his chest was oppressed, as though
his last breath was about to issue from it. "Was it a dream?" he
said, seizing his head with both hands. But the terrible reality of
the apparition did not resemble a dream. As he woke, he saw the old
man step into the frame: the skirts of the flowing garment even
fluttered, and his hand felt plainly that a moment before it had
held something heavy. The moonlight lit up the room, bringing out
from the dark corners here a canvas, there the model of a hand: a
drapery thrown over a chair; trousers and dirty boots. Then he
perceived that he was not lying in his bed, but standing upright in
front of the portrait. How he had come there, he could not in the
least comprehend. Still more surprised was he to find the portrait
uncovered, and with actually no sheet over it. Motionless with
terror, he gazed at it, and perceived that the living, human eyes
were fastened upon him. A cold perspiration broke out upon his
forehead. He wanted to move away, but felt that his feet had in
some way become rooted to the earth. And he felt that this was not
a dream. The old man's features moved, and his lips began to
project towards him, as though he wanted to suck him in. With a
yell of despair he jumped back—and awoke.
"Was it a dream?" With his heart throbbing to bursting, he felt
about him with both hands. Yes, he was lying in bed, and in
precisely the position in which he had fallen asleep. Before him
stood the screen. The moonlight flooded the room. Through the crack
of the screen, the portrait was visible, covered with the sheet, as
it should be, just as he had covered it. And so that, too, was a
dream? But his clenched fist still felt as though something had
been held in it. The throbbing of his heart was violent, almost
terrible; the weight upon his breast intolerable. He fixed his eyes
upon the crack, and stared steadfastly at the sheet. And lo! he saw
plainly the sheet begin to open, as though hands were pushing from
underneath, and trying to throw it off. "Lord God, what is it!" he
shrieked, crossing himself in despair—and awoke.
And was this, too, a dream? He sprang from his bed, half-mad,
and could not comprehend what had happened to him. Was it the
oppression of a nightmare, the raving of fever, or an actual
apparition? Striving to calm, as far as possible, his mental
tumult, and stay the wildly rushing blood, which beat with
straining pulses in every vein, he went to the window and opened
it. The cool breeze revived him. The moonlight lay on the roofs and
the white walls of the houses, though small clouds passed
frequently across the sky. All was still: from time to time there
struck the ear the distant rumble of a carriage. He put his head
out of the window, and gazed for some time.
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