Already the signs of
approaching dawn were spreading over the sky. At last he felt
drowsy, shut to the window, stepped back, lay down in bed, and
quickly fell, like one exhausted, into a deep sleep.
He awoke late, and with the disagreeable feeling of a man who
has been half-suffocated with coal-gas: his head ached painfully.
The room was dim: an unpleasant moisture pervaded the air, and
penetrated the cracks of his windows. Dissatisfied and depressed as
a wet cock, he seated himself on his dilapidated divan, not knowing
what to do, what to set about, and at length remembered the whole
of his dream. As he recalled it, the dream presented itself to his
mind as so oppressively real that he even began to wonder whether
it were a dream, whether there were not something more here,
whether it were not really an apparition. Removing the sheet, he
looked at the terrible portrait by the light of day. The eyes were
really striking in their liveliness, but he found nothing
particularly terrible about them, though an indescribably
unpleasant feeling lingered in his mind. Nevertheless, he could not
quite convince himself that it was a dream. It struck him that
there must have been some terrible fragment of reality in the
vision. It seemed as though there were something in the old man's
very glance and expression which said that he had been with him
that night: his hand still felt the weight which had so recently
lain in it as if some one had but just snatched it from him. It
seemed to him that, if he had only grasped the roll more firmly, it
would have remained in his hand, even after his awakening.
"My God, if I only had a portion of that money!" he said,
breathing heavily; and in his fancy, all the rolls of coin, with
their fascinating inscription, "1000 ducats," began to pour out of
the purse. The rolls opened, the gold glittered, and was wrapped up
again; and he sat motionless, with his eyes fixed on the empty air,
as if he were incapable of tearing himself from such a sight, like
a child who sits before a plate of sweets, and beholds, with
watering mouth, other people devouring them.
At last there came a knock on the door, which recalled him
unpleasantly to himself. The landlord entered with the constable of
the district, whose presence is even more disagreeable to poor
people than is the presence of a beggar to the rich. The landlord
of the little house in which Tchartkoff lived resembled the other
individuals who own houses anywhere in the Vasilievsky Ostroff, on
the St. Petersburg side, or in the distant regions of
Kolomna—individuals whose character is as difficult to define as
the colour of a threadbare surtout. In his youth he had been a
captain and a braggart, a master in the art of flogging, skilful,
foppish, and stupid; but in his old age he combined all these
various qualities into a kind of dim indefiniteness. He was a
widower, already on the retired list, no longer boasted, nor was
dandified, nor quarrelled, but only cared to drink tea and talk all
sorts of nonsense over it. He walked about his room, and arranged
the ends of the tallow candles; called punctually at the end of
each month upon his lodgers for money; went out into the street,
with the key in his hand, to look at the roof of his house, and
sometimes chased the porter out of his den, where he had hidden
himself to sleep. In short, he was a man on the retired list, who,
after the turmoils and wildness of his life, had only his
old-fashioned habits left.
"Please to see for yourself, Varukh Kusmitch," said the
landlord, turning to the officer, and throwing out his hands, "this
man does not pay his rent, he does not pay."
"How can I when I have no money? Wait, and I will pay."
"I can't wait, my good fellow," said the landlord angrily,
making a gesture with the key which he held in his hand.
"Lieutenant-Colonel Potogonkin has lived with me seven years, seven
years already; Anna Petrovna Buchmisteroff rents the coach-house
and stable, with the exception of two stalls, and has three
household servants: that is the kind of lodgers I have. I say to
you frankly, that this is not an establishment where people do not
pay their rent. Pay your money at once, please, or else clear
out."
"Yes, if you rented the rooms, please to pay," said the
constable, with a slight shake of the head, as he laid his finger
on one of the buttons of his uniform.
"Well, what am I to pay with? that's the question. I haven't a
groschen just at present."
"In that case, satisfy the claims of Ivan Ivanovitch with the
fruits of your profession," said the officer: "perhaps he will
consent to take pictures."
"No, thank you, my good fellow, no pictures. Pictures of holy
subjects, such as one could hang upon the walls, would be well
enough; or some general with a star, or Prince Kutusoff's portrait.
But this fellow has painted that muzhik, that muzhik in his blouse,
his servant who grinds his colours! The idea of painting his
portrait, the hog! I'll thrash him well: he took all the nails out
of my bolts, the scoundrel! Just see what subjects! Here he has
drawn his room. It would have been well enough had he taken a
clean, well-furnished room; but he has gone and drawn this one,
with all the dirt and rubbish he has collected. Just see how he has
defaced my room! Look for yourself. Yes, and my lodgers have been
with me seven years, the lieutenant-colonel, Anna Petrovna
Buchmisteroff. No, I tell you, there is no worse lodger than a
painter: he lives like a pig—God have mercy!"
The poor artist had to listen patiently to all this. Meanwhile
the officer had occupied himself with examining the pictures and
studies, and showed that his mind was more advanced than the
landlord's, and that he was not insensible to artistic
impressions.
"Heh!" said he, tapping one canvas, on which was depicted a
naked woman, "this subject is—lively. But why so much black under
her nose? did she take snuff?"
"Shadow," answered Tchartkoff gruffly, without looking at
him.
"But it might have been put in some other place: it is too
conspicuous under the nose," observed the officer. "And whose
likeness is this?" he continued, approaching the old man's
portrait. "It is too terrible.
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