And thus the surprise he felt was mild and far from disconcerting.
“I’m here again!” was the kind of thought he had. It was how he got
here that caused the faint surprise, apparently. He no longer
swaggered, however, but walked carefully, and half on tiptoe, holding
the ivory handle of the cane with a kind of affectionate respect. And
as he advanced, the light closed softly up behind him, obliterating
the way by which he had come. But this he did not know, because he did
not look behind him. He only looked in front, where the corridor
stretched its silvery length towards the great chamber where he knew
the cane must be surrendered. The person who had preceded him down
this ancient corridor, passing through the green baize door just before
he reached it, this person, his father’s father, now stood in that
great chamber, waiting to receive his own. Tim knew it as surely as he
knew he breathed. At the far end he even made out the larger patch of
silvery light which marked its gaping doorway.
There was another thing he knew as well—-that this corridor he
moved along between rooms with fast-closed doors, was the Nightmare
Corridor; often and often he had traversed it; each room was occupied.
“This is the Nightmare Passage,” he whispered to himself, “but I know
the Ruler—it doesn’t matter. None of them can get out or do
anything.” He heard them, none the less, inside, as he passed by; he
heard them scratching to get out. The feeling of security made him
reckless; he took unnecessary risks; he brushed the panels as he
passed. And the love of keen sensation for its own sake, the desire to
feel “an awful thrill,” tempted him once so sharply that he raised his
stick and poked a fast-shut door with it!.He was not prepared for the
result, but he gained the sensation and the thrill. For the door
opened with instant swiftness half an inch, a hand emerged, caught the
stick and tried to draw it in. Tim sprang back as if he had been
struck. He pulled at the ivory handle with all his strength, but his
strength was less than nothing. He tried to shout, but his voice had
gone. A terror of the moon came over him, for he was unable to loosen
his hold of the handle; his fingers had become a part of it. An
appalling weakness turned him helpless. He was dragged inch by inch
towards the fearful door. The end of the stick was already through the
narrow crack. He could not see the hand that pulled, but he knew it
was terrific. He understood now why the world was strange, why horses
galloped furiously, and why trains whistled as they raced through
stations. All the comedy and terror of nightmare gripped his heart
with pincers made of ice. The disproportion was abominable. The final
collapse rushed over him when, without a sign of warning, the door
slammed silently, and between the jamb and the wall the cane was
crushed as flat as if it were a bulrush. So irresistible was the force
behind the door that the solid stick just went flat as a stalk of a
bulrush.
He looked at it.
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