The sullen murmur of the bees shouldering their way
through the long unmown grass, or circling with monotonous insistence round the
dusty gilt horns of the straggling woodbine, seemed to make the stillness more
oppressive. The dim roar of London was like the bourdon note of a distant
organ.
In the centre of the room, clamped to an upright easel, stood the
full-length portrait of a young man of extraordinary personal beauty, and in
front of it, some little distance away, was sitting the artist himself, Basil
Hallward, whose sudden disappearance some years ago caused, at the time, such
public excitement and gave rise to so many strange conjectures.
As the painter looked at the gracious and comely form he had so skilfully
mirrored in his art, a smile of pleasure passed across his face, and seemed
about to linger there. But he suddenly started up, and closing his eyes, placed
his fingers upon the lids, as though he sought to imprison within his brain
some curious dream from which he feared he might awake.
“It is your best work, Basil, the best thing you have ever
done,” said Lord Henry languidly. “You must certainly send it next
year to the Grosvenor. The Academy is too large and too vulgar. Whenever I have
gone there, there have been either so many people that I have not been able to
see the pictures, which was dreadful, or so many pictures that I have not been
able to see the people, which was worse. The Grosvenor is really the only
place.”
“I don’t think I shall send it anywhere,” he answered,
tossing his head back in that odd way that used to make his friends laugh at
him at Oxford. “No, I won’t send it anywhere.”
Lord Henry elevated his eyebrows and looked at him in amazement through the
thin blue wreaths of smoke that curled up in such fanciful whorls from his
heavy, opium-tainted cigarette. “Not send it anywhere? My dear fellow,
why? Have you any reason? What odd chaps you painters are! You do anything in
the world to gain a reputation. As soon as you have one, you seem to want to
throw it away. It is silly of you, for there is only one thing in the world
worse than being talked about, and that is not being talked about. A portrait
like this would set you far above all the young men in England, and make the
old men quite jealous, if old men are ever capable of any emotion.”
“I know you will laugh at me,” he replied, “but I really
can’t exhibit it. I have put too much of myself into it.”
Lord Henry stretched himself out on the divan and laughed.
“Yes, I knew you would; but it is quite true, all the same.”
“Too much of yourself in it! Upon my word, Basil, I didn’t know
you were so vain; and I really can’t see any resemblance between you,
with your rugged strong face and your coal-black hair, and this young Adonis,
who looks as if he was made out of ivory and rose-leaves. Why, my dear Basil,
he is a Narcissus, and you – well, of course you have an intellectual
expression and all that. But beauty, real beauty, ends where an intellectual
expression begins. Intellect is in itself a mode of exaggeration, and destroys
the harmony of any face. The moment one sits down to think, one becomes all
nose, or all forehead, or something horrid. Look at the successful men in any
of the learned professions. How perfectly hideous they are! Except, of course,
in the Church. But then in the Church they don’t think. A bishop keeps on
saying at the age of eighty what he was told to say when he was a boy of
eighteen, and as a natural consequence he always looks absolutely delightful.
Your mysterious young friend, whose name you have never told me, but whose
picture really fascinates me, never thinks. I feel quite sure of that. He is
some brainless beautiful creature who should be always here in winter when we
have no flowers to look at, and always here in summer when we want something to
chill our intelligence. Don’t flatter yourself, Basil: you are not in the
least like him.”
“You don’t understand me, Harry,” answered the artist.
“Of course I am not like him. I know that perfectly well. Indeed, I
should be sorry to look like him. You shrug your shoulders? I am telling you
the truth. There is a fatality about all physical and intellectual distinction,
the sort of fatality that seems to dog through history the faltering steps of
kings. It is better not to be different from one’s fellows. The ugly and
the stupid have the best of it in this world.
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